this month has been a rather bad month
falling sick time and again
n it proved to be the worst out of all the times ive been sick

had such a bad cough
i ended up not being to speak for a few days
only then did i realize how impt speech was
i couldnt pick up the fone
i couldnt order food without the aunty/uncle staring weirdly at me as i tried to make some sounds
i couldnt do my work because it was hard to liaise over sms or whatsapp
and worst of all i couldnt slp at night cos i kept coughing

and then i recovered from my cough!

but soon after.. when i least expected it

the worst ever headache hit me
it was so bad till i puked multiple times and i just felt like dying.
yes it was that bad
and to make things worse
i had that headache on the night of anita's wedding
prolly one of the few weddings that i would really wan to be present at
the only consolation was that at least i was alright during the gate crash
o well. one injection for my throbbing headaches

and a week passed
in that week i had headaches constantly
they were bearable
but at the same time frustrating
for ppl who freq have headaches.. i guess u would understand that frustrating feeling

and then.. my headaches were ok!
but i felt feverish
and so.. i took a painkiller/fever relief med.. which was given to me by another doc since i was suspected to be allergic to panadol

and b4 i knew it..
when i woke up. my eyes started to swell
it swelled so terrible that i was starting to panic
because i could hardly see esp with my left eye
the swell was practically making my vision blurred and narrowing it as time went by
it was quite scary as i didnt know wad was gg on

went to visit the doctor..
bt cos the doc opened at 9-930ish.. had no choice but to wait
waited n waited
n i need to pee. n guess wad
the damn admin staff from SHENTON clinic (which is beside the clinic i wanted to go)
REFUSED to let me use their toilet despite my eye conditions
she insisted that i used the coffeeeshop toilet which was dark and wet
wad a bitch
i really felt like slapping her
n the tone she used. was ultimately rude. she had zero sympathy
and i guess. all they care about was patients who spent money in their clinic. seriously. her attitude was THAT BAD!
even my mum was pissed

n guess wad..
to reduce the swelling.. i had to take another injection
o my
injections. .. 2 in a month. injections r sth that freak me out
n the thought of haing 2 in a month.
was
devastating

o well
i clocked like a yr's worth of MC in just one month
even the doc felt sorrry for me

the importance of health
cannot be undermined.
from today onwards
i'll lead a healthy life!
i cannot afford to fall ill or have headaches or fevers cos i will nt be able to take any medications
n i dun wan to go through all these again
dear lord
pls save me ..




by losing my voice
i gained listening ears

after losing my voice and being unable to speak
i realized
how little i have listened to ppl speak
having been such a chatterbox
how often i must have missed out some salient points that
my mum, or my bf or my frens might have been saying

but still
i would really love to have my voice back
like asap
like now
i really miss talking
and there are emcee jobs to be done in sep.
so my dear voice
hui lai ba!