haiz.. the tsunamis killed so mani ppl.. heard over the news 88000 ppl got killed.. that is excluding those who cant be found etc..this is truly a tragedy.... how lucky we singaporeans actually are.. to not be affected by these huge tidal waves that kill n take away so mani ppl's families n frenz n property.. muz realli thank god for that.

but all the same.. we muz try our best to help these ppl n countries who r living in tears and sadness and having to bear the misery of the deaths of their loved ones. for me.. i tink i will be crying lyke shit if smiggles died.. needless to sae if one of my family members or one of my frenz get washed away by the waters n die.. i tink i wil cry myself to slp every nite n get nightmares.... it muz realli be a terribly horrible feeling for ppl leaving in those countries..

so.. we muz realli cherish the ppl living ard us.. we will never noe n can never predict when we may juz leave the world or when our loved ones will juz be separated from us for life. we muz learn to leave evey dae as our last n live it to the fullest wif no regretz.. as for the survivors in those countries.. pray that they be strong n rebuild their family n country.. as for the dead.. pray that they may find eternal peace..



hmmz.. was lookin thru all the pictures and vcdz me n my classmates n bandmates took this yr.. guess i will realli miss secondary sch life.. cant believe i m goin to jc le.. it seemz lyke a dream to me.. i tink this year has been the best year for me.. other than the o level part la.. i got to noe so mani more ppl.. got to do so mani things wif them.. take for instance my bandmates.. vanessa, qingling, zaewe, hoyan.. n even thomas chen.. we all had so much fun together in band.. tokkin cock, laming ard, playing our eupho, luffing at other ppl , goin out together, taking neoprintz nearly every week.. guess i will miss them loadz.. but the good thing is at least vanessa n hoyan will still be in euph in sajc.. so.. i will miss qingling...and yvonne.. n shih ying n yiting n sheryl n enna.. glad i got to noe u wonderful n amazing peepz..
n since i m startin to lyke green colour.. i shall use it for this para.. ha.. 2004 has been a great year for LSN.. we formed our lil rubbishy grp.. the name LSN came about coz i was scolding anita or sth for lookin at cute guyz..haha.. den we realised that all of us r liddat..ha.. hmmz.. was lookin thru the kuantan vcd, my bdae vcd and the class fotoz.. realised how close all of us actually are tho we onli got to noe one another betta this yr.. though itz quite sad we r leaving nh.. but the good thing is.. all of us r goin sa!! so.. i guess LSN will have more memories in jc too..=).. but will miss buffalo.ha..
quite sad that 2004 is ending real soon n many of us will soon be goin our separate ways.. will realli realli truly miss the good times in nh.. aiyo.. dun sae le.. veri sad nehz.. well.. juz hope that everyone will stay in contact n most importantly.. stay happi! 4/5 rox! eupho rox! LSN rox! marie rox...hahaha!! juz jk la... hehe.. u ppl rocked my life.. gee.. thankz! :) love u !



hmmz.. it took bout 7 hourz to reach aust.. by the time i reached there hor.. a bit dying le.. sit on the plane so long.. but . it was still ok la.. actually.. i cant rem the sequence to where i went first.. coz i a bit blur la.. but i try n recall by lookin at the photoz ok.. first we went to the tweed river cruise.. it was a reali nice river.. big n long.. n VERI cold.. i was chattering n shivering even though i got my jacket on.. aust's weather is a bit freak freak de.. sometimes veri cold sometimes veri hot..den we went to some farm liddat de.. betted on which sheep will race first.. den fed the horses sheep n donkeys.. even milked the cow!ha.. so fun.. but most of the time my aunts were juz lookin on the floor... n get ready to siam when they see the cow's droppings.haha..after that went for some sheep shearing thing.. took a pic wif poor jimmy sheep after he became naked... den went sea world.. went movie world.. took the roller coasters.. lethal weapon was veri fun.. it is those roller coasters whereby ur leg is danggling in mid air de.. den it turns a few rounds de... took pic wif the disney characters etc etc.. den went to the beach.. veri nice.. water was so cold.. took so mani pics there..after that.. next morn.. took a one hour plane to sydney.. had city tour.. went to the taronga zoo..visited the st mary's cathedral..the opera house..n mani other places la.. den came back to spore.. we ate so much in aust.. tink i grow fat le..haha .. time to jian fei :)



hohoho.. merry xmas.. ;) hmmz.. goin to leave for the airport at bout 4.40pm later.. goin aust.. veri busy u noe.. muz visit places, shop n stil muz buy things for ppl..ha.. let me list out in case i forget.. get anita n sean a souveneir, get rena a wallet a bag n berries, get shouzhen n mummy dark choc, get joe nougats, get joan nougats and sourveneir, get xt soft toy, get dad a shirt... hmz.. i tink thatz all.. hope i didnt miss out anithing.. have a great xmaz peepzz.. =) n a happi new year.. *Grinz



so happi!! i m goin to sajc sci .. cant believe it.. i kept lookin at the screen scared i see rong.. aniwae... thatz not the main thing.. the main thing is anita, sz also made it there.. as for rena. that pig.. she is still slping lorz.. call n call..cant get her.. aniwae.. itz too good to be true.. veri happi! as for san.. she also go sa. but wan appeal to njc.. hope she getz in!! den joan got in ac! thatz wad she wanted.. ha. i tink maj of the ppl r veri happi wif the posting results... lala.. happi dae *smilez



here's the season to be jolly.. falalalalalalalala... hmmmz.. tryin to get myself into the xmas spirit.. but cant realli do it. maebe coz i have been rotting at home wif my com n tv for the past daez or izzit weekz..
aniwae... now hor.. two of my frenz wan to isolate themselves wor.. namely anita n rena.. dunno wad they r up to.. ha.. for anita is.. coz she dun realli cum online.. den she feelz lyke she is isolated from the rest of us liddat.. totally dunno wadz goin on or wad lorz.. ha... but i got update her hor.. :).. as for rena.. she wans to adopt the policy of isolationism also.. coz hor.. she feelz that her best fren got another best fren.... which is not true la.. ha.. aniwae.. hope they dun isolate themselves la..
well.. as for me... goin aust on mon.. haven packed a single thing yet.. too lazy.. played the com for a whole dae todae..n die le.. i haven rite finish xmas cards yet.. haiz.. hoe i can finish in time arz.. aniwae. thatz about it.. rather boring dae la... to all.. HAPPI HOLIDAEZ! :) enjoy urselves.



*juz to let u all noe.. this entry is rather trashy.. juz felt lyke riting sth.. so dun go waste ur time to read. itz total crap.

life's full of ups and downs...ha.. me juz suddenly a bit emotional. actually i wanted to post a sort of poem.. or writing la.. but decided not to since it was written quite long ago.. den i wanted to do another poem.. but i juz cant pen my feelings down.. ha. .. duno wad i wanna do also la.. i tink i m mad.. mixed feelings.. ok.. i change my mind.. here's a small verse or wadeva u call it from one of my poems that i dun mind showing la...

Like water splashed upon the ground
Like a broken shattered piece of glass
Will never ever be found
Looking like its past

Hills and mountains
Rivers and seas
Will all still be there
Even if love did not exist

Heart shattered now mended
Vase broken now glued back
No matter how
It will never be the same as before
Crack lines still visible
Probably lasting forever

ok.. itz quite crap la.. aniwae.. thatz not how i feel now..haha.. i also dunno how i feel.. i feel tired, sad, uncertain..a weird feeling.. also dunno how cum.. ok..thatz the end.. enuff rubbish.. hmmzz..



o well.. joan msged me yest nite.. sae wad if sth happens to her .. she wanna let me noe that i m her dear good fren and she will cherish me.. and even tell me if sth happens to her.. dun cry for her.. o.. 4got to sae.. she sent all that coz she is goin to korea tomorrow (i tink).. u will nv know wad will happen.. well.. life's unpredictable.. but i believe she will be safe and sound la..hmmmz.. sometimes i myself will tink of wad i would do b4 i die.. i tink i would probably rite a lot a lot of letters for each n everyone i noe n i love n cherish etc.. den i will put it in a box n lock it up.. when i m goin to die den i will pass the key of the box to someone so that they can open it n take their own letterz i rote for them...ha.. :).. but if i die suddenly den..ha.. too bad lorz.. hey.. i goin aust next week.. if i meet wif a mishap hor.. choy la.. but in case la.. me also wan to learn from joan.. die also muz die without regretz... ha.. muz thank u all for being my frenz n such! love u guyz!!! dun 4get me nehz! ;) aniwae.. hopefully wun so sway la.. i believe we will have have a safe trip!! god bless! bon voyage ....
ok la.. dun sae such things le.. was juz tinking .. if i go aust. wad will happen to smiggles.. my mummy onli dare to feed it n change the newspaper n such.. but dun dare to put her hand in to refill the bottle.. the previous time i wasnt at home for a few daez coz go chalet.. i came home n saw water in the food bowl.. with a piece of veg floating.. so scary!!ha.. OH.. tokin bout scary.. yest hor.. i was wiping my face ma.. so i took of my specs.. den walk back to my room.. den suddenly this huge thing dropped from my kitchen light.. scare me .. ha.. a stupid huge fat lizard dropped on my leg.. den i screamed..ha.. woke my mummy n daddy up.. but actualy the lizard quite cute la.. lyke rubberband.. cold de..

*nah.. i make font larger.. easier to see..



hmmmzz.. met up wif my uncles n aunts n cousin n went for my bro's concert in esplanade.. is a free concert la.. aniwae.. we had lunch there.. ate sushi..den they went for dessert..ate haagen daz.. but me didnt eat!..ha. coz veri full le.. den went to queue for francis's concert.. queue was quite long le ... aniwae.. managed to get in.. den there was this mad woman who nudged everyone away.. kept pushing n steppin on me legs.. den suddenly.. PLONK!.. she sat on the seat i was goin to sit n refused to get up. so zek ark.. so 5 of us go find other place lor.. so pissed..hmmz. concert quite nice.. n fran tuned the band u noe!!ha.. so farni.. after concert.. walked to city link .. went shopping.. got a pair of earrings.. den went over to raffles city to eat.. eat bufffet.. veri fat liao le.. ;). . o! met a few nh ppl todae.. meet sharon, jasmine n qinrui.. n i dunno if i saw jaclyn notz. but maebe notz.. _the end_






one dae .. a mad woman suggested that we meet up to go to the zoo at 8am in the morning at je mrt station.. so early u noe!.. aniwae.. in e end me n jinling n wei yang was late.. so met them at mac... weiyang is jinling's 6 year old cousin.. veri cute.. at first, he refused to tok, shy ma.. den he kept on squinting his eyes.. so cute!.. den we took mrt to cck, took bus 927 to the zoo! me xt rena jinling n xiao di di were lyke crazy ppl.. running hoppin taking pictures everywhere we went.. saw mani animalz, took mani picz, had loadz of fun.. glad yang yang went along.. at least he managed to kip us all happi n kip our spirits high.. coz he is lil boi. . so of coz all the jiez jiez will be allowed to go playground wif him, go play water wif him.. gan de n tang de.. ( i tink onli me rena n xt noe wadz that..haha) i tink we were the onli batch of old kids there playing n acting childish.. ate at a restaurant.. they got freee plush toy.. den sat on the elephant to take pic.. hmmmz.. cant rem le la... so.. we have had a great dae at the zoo!



have been sort of rotting at home for the past few daez... rote about 10 or so xmas cards le.. still got so mani to go.. haiz.. tired le.. other den eat, watch tv n slp n slp n play computer.. i tink i have done nothing else.. yest.. was exchanging poems.. or according to shouzhen. it is called writings... i exchanged a few poems wif sz n vice versa.. tink she rites realli well.. can be a great poet.. but according to her.. should be .. erm.. great.. writer?!..haha.. hmmz.. tomorrow goin to the zoo.. n dunno y muz meet up so early!! 8am eh.. lidat i muz wake up at 7am?! aiyo.. i tink i m goin to be late again.. pardon me! so .. in order to wake up early tomorrow.. tonite muz slp early.. hmm.. shall try to go slp at 12? so can at least slp 7 hourz .. :) .. goin wif rena, xiao thong, jin ling n her lil cousin.. hope he's a cute lil boi.. yawnz.. dunno y todae quite tired.. maebe coz play too much games le.. time to go slp soon.. nitez everyone!!! wan an!



n i dream!!!...ha.. ok .. wanna tok bout my dream yest nite.. a realli wierd one ehz. i dreamt that my braces rite.. came out from two of my lower teeth.. den some of my other teeths were veri shaky n den came out.. i tink i dreamt of that coz of " the swan" they were showing this woman who had terrible decays in her teeth.. aniwae.. back to my dream... den i dreamt that i placed back all the decayed teeth n went to play my euph.. surprisingly the teeth didnt affect my playing of the instrument... ha.. den i cant rem le.. :).. wierd nehz.. hmmz.. goin to go play badminton later in the evening.. riting xmas cards now.. lalala.. bye!



hmmm.. yest..went to collect my cam memory card or sth in the morn wif rena.. heng anita msg me or i would have overslpt n be late... as usual..hehe.. den had to rush all the way back to sch de... but in the end didnt.. so me n rena went over to sajc straight.. anitan n yuqi took a cab there wif our instru. quite a lot of ppl there wor.. morever we were late for half an hour..den after they performed, we were separated in band a n b... play liao den we left n went back to nh for band rod.. so lill food left for us..sad. den played treasure hunt.. had to find 5 dead ants ar, 5 strands of hair n other sick things.. had talentime.. ha.. euph,trom,bass,french horn combine.. got 1st ok!!den 8 peepz went to jp n ate pizza hut.. yum yum..stuffed crust .. hao hao chi wor :) den took pics.. took np n went home le..
as for todae.. nothin much to do at home... watch tv lorz.. later maebe i'll go get xmas cards liao le.. those who wan cards.. leave ur add on my tagboard ok.. n ur name la.. rest assured.. u will get a card!..ha.. merry xmas.. hohoho! *winkz



heyhey... 4/5 chalet is juz over.. reached home not long ago.. to watch singapore idol.. n TAUFIK WON!! so happi...ha.. aniwae... letz tok bout chalet la..first dae we went there.. actually i cant realli rem which is which dae le.. coz we sort of turned our slping hours topsy turvy.. veri luan.. aniwae.. we ate burger king for dinner... den ate lotz of junk food.. drink loads of soft drinks.. eat n eat n eat n still eating away.. oh.. we learnt how to play mahjong too.. itz actually veri fun eh.. den watched tv.. eat n eat.. oh.. i onli can rem wad happen todae la. ok.. hmmmz.. i tried to slp for a while next to weisheng n yewchye's leg.. den in the end gave up.. cant slp..coz eleine ar, kw, olivia, peigee.. kip on singing.. n u can guess the singing was erm... erm.. scary.. den woke up.. couldnt slp back.. so in the end .. onli 3 ppl were left awake.. namely me, zhiting n lingling.. we went round being guardian angels.. stealing pillows and blankies from those who didnt nid it n giving it to those who were shivering n dying of discomfort.. it was realli fun to see the ppl slping in the different positions n ways.. had lotz of private jokez.. den we rotted for a few hours .. from 4am to lyke erm.. 6 plus.. den we waited outside mac for bk to open.. waited from 7 to 8.. bk finally opened n we had breakfast..den went back to room.. n ah na, ruoqing n his cousin finally decided to let us have their bed.. n so me n ling2 slpt for an hour or 2..den went escape.. den went swimming.. ... kip on goin to cheerz to replenish our supply of food n drinks n snacks.. had a great time at chalet.. 4/5 rox.. oh ya! n me lingling piak michelle n lotz of other ppl had HON syndrome.. hehe.. end