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Thursday, September 19, 2013




back from an unplanned trip. we didnt know what to do. where to go. but somehow.. ours days just got filled up.. walked so much.. till even though we ate like 6 or maybe even more meals each day.. we didnt put on weight.. ok.. maybe 1kg.. haha!! 1kg extra for that insatiable appetite for good food is worth it !

 back to work
sometimes i wonder .. how long will i stay in this job
its not that it sucks or what. but i guess. i just dont like desk bound jobs.. n office hours.
each day i drive home thinking.. how my day .. my hours is wasted doing work.. replying to ridiculous ppl n their feedback.. when the time could be more well spent with my friends or family.. but.. this is reality
isnt it an amazing thing that almost the whole world is sucked into this terrible work-life inbalance
we spend our best hours. our youth.. working. for money to support us n our children. instead of more time with them. or with our ageing parents.
maybe the logic of life is kind of warped. where ppl work for excess stuffs.. n no more for survival
to gain those excess material wealth
we lose our social kinship
we minimize interaction with ppl we want to
we lose the chance to enjoy our youth by trapping ourselves in this helpless routine of gg to work n gg home n feeling so tired u just don wanna talk to ur parents
n when they pass on
people regret
so
come to think of it
what are we living our lives for
shouldnt it be.. 
WHO are we living our lives for
we should live life for people. not for things. not for wealth. not for prada bags. not for big houses or lavish weddings. not for the sake of flaunting our wealth.
maybe people will say. i need to earn money for the family. but there has to b a balance. of money. n love.

 at the same time. i cant wait to earn more money. so that i can open a cafe and work together with a grp of good friends n family. so that work n life. will be well balanced. and each day will be well spent. with enough social time as well as having the finances to live the rest of my live :)




Friday, September 06, 2013

its time to let off some sadness again
when i sold tickets for the concert
i tot of my most loyal concert go-er
since a long time ago.. 

 when i passed by hua yi sec sch each morning
i m reminded of u

 i dreamt of u in my dreams
in my dreams.. like reality. u were gone too
however, in ur house
ur mummy and daddy left a room for u
it was blue and pink and had so many pictures of u
i guess
its prob a dream to let u know
that 
no matter where u r 
u r still in our heart
as part of us

 miss u! muakz!