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Monday, August 29, 2011

failed my driving test.. booo..
went in .. not say v v nervous. but my mind was a bit blank. forgot to do small small stuffs
like turn on signal.
n den kenna tricked to go first lane early. n den got points minused for not travelling fast enough in the first lane.
actually
not v upset
cos i managed to park nicely!
BUT
i just didnt manage to get out without hitting kerbs.
3 times! so that's 30 points
plus 18 points of wu eh bo eh. haha!!

ok.
for the $'s sake. i will try my best to pass in the second attempt!
prob in nov?





Thursday, August 18, 2011






Tuesday, August 16, 2011

packing my room.
is tedious.
esp when
there is a huge mess
n im super allergic to dust.





Monday, August 15, 2011

this is rather true huh
sometimes ppl need to know the reverse in order to appreciate whatever is going on now in their lives
they need to experience sorrow b4 they learn how to enjoy love n happiness and appreciate it
they need to have been tormented by loneliness before they embrace interactions
n now that i start to get things piling up.. only then do i learn to appreciate the carefree-ness and slackness i have enjoyed for the past few months.
now its time to worry about.. money.. time.. driving.. concert. omg.




its so pretty! another inspiration for my dream that im gg to work forward to!
if only i had $13000,i would go take the baking diploma..

n when i open my own bakery, n i have enough money.
i'll buy a camper.
and bring my family and friends on tours together
i seriously believe in car pooling
because when everyone gathers. that's the gist of a trip TOGETHER.


suddenly.. my driving instructor called me just now n told me that im gg to take my driving test in 13 days time. GG.
how m i going to pass when i haven learnt how to park, haven been to a circuit. haven been driving for the past freaking month.
n why would a sane instructor book a date like this when he knows i just came back from overseas.
well. if his aim is to make me fail n continue to learn.
im so so so going to be even more determined to pass
i'll cross my fingers. prac more. n PASS. freakshit.
im too poor to fail
but. as of now. i dunno how i m going to pass. dear lord pls help me. =)
because. im determined. not to fail. I WILL get my driving license!

and my dear lappie
how i wish u were working.. pls let mr clement fix u n come back to me ok?
get well soon my dear NEC.
if u dont. i dunno how my bank will take it.. haha! the account might as well close down. haha!

so.
to make sure it doesnt
its time to seriously look for tuitions n a job
my target is to get a part time job that i can work maybe 4 hours each shift. 2 shifts a week maybe? n get 2 tuitions.
my thailand trip is postponed n my dear bf offered to pay for the diff. which is like 300 plus! so ex! nonono.. all my fault. lousy planner. the money shall be earned back!! asap!

n my FYP stuffs. have to be handed in on 1sep. how how.. no idea. no nothing in my head.
if there is realli sth in my head. well i guess. its EMPTINESS! that's what is filling my head up.. ah! screams

n for musart concert.
i nid to prac! first concert with francis! n im excited n thrilled! after so many years of banding
first time im gg to play in the same band as my brother
but yet. i cant realli play well :( time to buck up!

despite all these rambles..
MARIE ZHENG!
u can do it! yea! =) =)