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Thursday, October 27, 2011

waaaaaa can i make my room look like this tooo????

 love this pic!!!! 
shall try this one day! HAHA! so pretty and lovely




Always look on the bright side of life... *whistless*





Friday, October 21, 2011









Tuesday, October 18, 2011

i used to love wednesdays.
where all i have to do was go for band prac in the evenings
now
i utterly dread dread dread DREAD WEDNESDAYS!
lessons from 930am-730pm. (with redundant 2 hour breaks in b/w each class)
n after which i half-run to ny house for band prac

how i wish i will suddenly fall sick. n go take an MC
n skip all my classes tomorrow
cos i realli DREAD WEDNESDAYS!
its such a longggggg n draggggggggy dayyyyyyyyy
sulk sulk. 
 


maybe is a relative thing. cos my other days r slack to the max. lol.













aniwae. pretty shoes. =)




Saturday, October 15, 2011




 

what do you do when u r feeling moody n down? 


 look at a nice soothing green background with happy colours brimming ard it? 

 admire this beautiful high tea set n wish you could b there?
look at the pretty red velvet muffins someone has baked? 


i feel way happier now already. this does work. at least i can self-heal
=)




Thursday, October 13, 2011

AIYER!
watch the 9pm show. see the stupid ng hui. feel like slapping her!
must b the role she is playing n her face. tsk!
see le also GEK




Monday, October 10, 2011



 sometimes i think guys should just keep short hair! nice n tidy n shuai =)  look at mike he n roy qiu .. n how they looked like with long hair. n how shuai they r now with short hair! wa. so shuai! my two fav taiwanese actors! yey!!!





Saturday, October 08, 2011

made me smile! so adorable =)






Friday, October 07, 2011


A relationship is like sitting on a little boat together. When one moves, the other moves together. Only one person can steer the boat at one time. so the other has to give in. and vice versa. when faced with fierce waters, it's either we battle together and face it, or we both sink and fall into the water, drifting further away from one another. When the rain falls, we cuddle under the shelter of the boat. when the boat's engine fails, we fix it together. when one is tired, the other takes control of the boat. when the boat drifts along aimlessly, we designate a route for it. when it goes the wrong way, its either we turn it around or move on. 
its been 3 years already. having real good and happy times, fighting the storms and not sinking, accommodating one another, learning each other's good points and bad points and embracing them.
im happy and glad to have boarded this little boat with you =) 
HAPPY THREE YEARS PIPOR. 








Thursday, October 06, 2011

SO PRETTY =)




Wednesday, October 05, 2011

nice yellow egg tarts

happy colours =)

never-ending creations

cartoons n childhood memories

learning to bake from scratch n enjoying every moment of it =)  (i baked this yeaterday! )

what goes through your mind when you look at these pictures?
perhaps what you see are just cakes and what not.. 
but for me. when i see cakes, muffins, baked stuffs..
i kinda feel. happy. cheery. light-hearted, as though the world is being filled with a myriad of beautiful things. not just to look at. but to taste.
its something that you can share with others. 
a beautiful cake that a family surrounds to celebrate a newborn, a birthday, anything.
cakes and pastries that appear in parties, or during receptions when you are absolutely starving
and that instant when someone savors the cake, the smile on their face, the sweetness tingling in their mouths. 
sth so simple. yet so significant. at least to me. 


den i ask myself.. what am i trying to do, sieving out job after job
thinking so hard about what i want to do in the future
about what job i should get
about what kind of salary and job is being expected of a sociology grad.
about what kinds of expectations are being placed upon me

and so, each time i end up. indecisive.
trying to heed advice from ppl
trying to find out more about other careers
trying to see if i can find a job that i wouldnt mind doing. at least till i have the ability to chase my dream , the capital to fund myself

and i just finished watching a drama in a short span of 2 days
indeed like all dramas, we need to be able to discern what is reality and what is not
in the ending of the show, the guy gives up his job as the vice president of a big company
with only a simple wish
that is 
to open a bakery/cafe with his wife. because that is what his wife's dream is.
and they work together to manage it. living happily ever after.
is this ever possible in real life, whereby someone can give up his whole career, his richness, to live life simply and to fulfill the spouse's dreams?
its kind of idealistic. like a perfect ending to a drama.  but yet. i wish this would happen to me one day.

i remember that my first dream job when i was in primary school, was to be a ninja. n my whole class laughed when my teacher showed everyone my journal(which i tink my dad kept till today), in which i draw a ninja and talked about what i want to be when i grow up.

and then, as i aged, i decided. I wan to be a policewoman. because it is a noble job. 
but yes. i am a scaredy cat. im scared of loud noises. easily frightened by lucy's barking. easily startled. n so. i soon realized that being a policewoman was way beyond my means.

then, i decided, o i wan to be a zookeeper because i love animals. 
but then, i dismissed that idea when i read up more about the job during secondary 4 i think. because. the basic requirements of being a zookeeper was that i would have to work shifts, i would have to work on weekends and on public holidays.
n NO WAY m i going to do that. public hollidays and weekends are like family days. if my future husband works a 9-5 job, how would we and our family spend time tog.
and so i put that dream aside. 

i remember in JC, rena always laughed and say that i would be an overqualified housewife. because, that was my new goal. that i would take care of my children, my family, plan getaways together. be a good housewife. 
and yes. I still want to be a good housewife. but i realized since JC that, to be able to spend time with my family and to enjoy my work and to fulfill my love for eating and admiring cakes and all. I can open my own little bakery. with this, people can buy bread from my bakery/cafe in the morning and eat a hearty breakfast to kickstart their day. I would also be able to spend more time with my kids. and when my husband retires one day, he would be able to help me out too =) this way, the family would be more closely-knit. 

and this dream... so far.. is currently.. still my dream and my goal in life. for the past (j1,j2, uni year 1,2,3,4, coming to 5)  thats about 6-7 years..
this is what i wanna be.
and im SO GOING TO WORK TOWARDS THIS! 
even though i may be easily swayed here and there by people's opinions, people's advice. i know clearly that this is still what i want to work towards.

and so, in my free time next semester, I would probably go find a baking job, or a job in a cafe or some sort. perhaps bread talk. perhaps starbucks.
i need to learn from somewhere, from scratch
from the bottom. that's how we learn. even as a university grad. 
what we know and have been taught has been theory n theory n theory. 
its time to really go out into the world and experience what it is like to not just learn from books or memorizing theory.

and i blog it
so that i will not forget my own dream in the midst of all the other social expectations of myself.
and i type it out
to remind myself that i can achieve it one day
to take each step at a time and not be blinded in the future by money matters, by hopelessness or any other obstacles 



look at the last picture in the segment above that i posted. that was what i baked. and look at this picture here. this is what it was supposed to look like. haha, cause no matter how long i whipped the cream, it was still watery and not fluffy n white. but still. despite having to wash-up(which i hate) and have my hands and fingers oily or eggy or sth (which i hate too) and my face oily because I have no spare hands to clean it, i enjoy baking!

and to everyone who has tried what i baked .. thank you! i actually feel v happy when u guys are willing to try what i baked even though many a times, i know, that it is not up to any standard. to my mummy, to pipor, to francis joe and my band friends. THANK U









Saturday, October 01, 2011

so cute =)

 THAILAND =) where u get. smiles. food. food. food. shopping. shopping. n get cheated. haha!