its 130am. n why am i not aslp?
becos. im thinking..
thinking so hard about .. what m i gg to do after i graduate.
its such a scary thought for me
when currently. my only aspiration is to be a baker and open my own little shop.
n yes.
everyone would say. but u need the capital! yes i do!
so i thought
that if i search hard enough
maybe i'll find a job that i may enjoy such that i can work for maybe years n save up b4 fulfilling my dream
but
its freaking hard
when all the jobs seem so UNAPPEALING! ah
im at such a lost at the moment
this question of "what will i be when i grow up" is sth that.. has to be answered.
i dont want to just go for a job cos all my friends are doing it. 
i dont want to go for a job just cos the pay is attractive
i dont want to wake up every morn n dread gg to work...


this is so tough
                                           can i just bake? .......


hmmm.. dunno if still got ppl ever see my blog. .cos i seldom update
anyway
if u one of those who can see this
n if r from NIE pls do spread this.. 
if u guys eat on the second floor in the canteen. try to bring the plates down to the first floor.. n if u got tons of rubbish to throw.. pls try to walk to the first floor of the canteen to throw
today i talked to the aunty who works on the second floor in the canteen
she is DAMN POOR THING OK.. 
she starts work damn early 7 plus? n works all the way till 4.. 
n she told me that for the second floor. she is the ONLY person cleaning up. cleaning up includes wiping ALL the tables. clearing ALL the trash=have to bring the dustbin out n pour rubbish.. which is v heavy for her.. 
so 
if we have a heart.. try to bring the stuffs down. because they allocate way more aunties for the first floor than the second floor. n for the trash, there are men who are fit enough to bring the trash out. 
so do your part
we come to a uni to be educated. n if education doesnt make us more moral. den .. what is the point of education?
perhaps many ppl dunno this .. so pls do tell the rest. n on fridays.. pls DONT PUT UR PLATES ON E SECOND FLOOR ESP AFTER 4.. cos if u do. the aunty ends work at 4.. so monday she has to come back n see disgusting n smelly rotten food. but what she cared about wasnt herself. 
she was telling me how she is worried that this rotten food may contaminate the plates n is not good for the students
she has to heart to think for us
let us
have some heart too.. n show some appreciation to these cleaner aunties and uncles.
its not easy to just stand for a whole day. furthermore, they have to be constantly cleaning n carrying heavy loads.. n they are not young n robust animore.. 
i think its nice that ppl can thank them for helping us clear the plates etc.. 
they really deserve it. 


so tired... o.. hope my blog words has colours again! <-is suppsed to be in red
very tired today.. 
from having to run with silly lucy yest nite cos of her excessive barking.. 
n from cleaning her cage n toilet area so many times cos she pee-ed n shitted i dunno how many godzillion times.. 
n from having to wake up early this morn to run with her again.. 
go tuition. go meet mych discuss presentation. go band. 
yawns!
all i wanna do is to SLEEEEEP........... =)


target for tonite is to finish education readings. n den.. do mindmap. n WAN AN! HAHA!
no time to bake this week. so sad.. ( but perhaps the band ppl r v happy cos no nid to be force fed)
but next week.. shall bake somethin b4 gg thailand!
praying hard that bangkok area wont flood n that the flood will subside. 
cos when there is flooding. cockroaches will emerge! sian.


ok. end of entry
cos marie lei le. hahaha! i need 10-15 hours of slp! HAHA!!


how i wish me n mych have $$$$
since we have the same goals n dreams. n we r realli enthu with what we wanna do
n mych is smart at alot of things.. 
how i wish we had tons of $ as capital n open our shop.












time to save $$$









as i see fb.. n her post. 8months..


lucy has an itchy mouth. that loves to bite n bark.
so ... when she gets overboard with the nibbling or chewing of our stuffs.. n hand. she gets.. MUZZLED! for 5 mins. haha! naughty to the max.

the two failure items that me n wh baked the other day. even though wh joseph n i tot the choc muffins were not bad.. lower brass n friends all didnt seem to like it.. :( so= fail. because. majority didnt like it. n the banana cake with passion fuit icing. .. what to say. only the two great men in my life finished the whole slice of it. wh n my dad. even i couldnt bear to eat it.. cos it tasted. like a kueh. i tink i know why. cos the bananas were way too mashed up! which is why the texture of the cake became like a kueh.

its ok. even though the only successful n nicer tasting thing i baked was wh's bdae cake.. but still. i shall not give up!
i shall listen to CAL/ my mum. which is. to first. . be able to make a nice n good butter cake. until den.. should i attempt to bake other stuffs. this is true. so
from now on. each week. i'll bake. ONE butter cake! perhaps with a different icing each time or sth.
n. i'll keep a log of how i stirred it. what i added first. the recipe i used.
its like stupid titration in chem. u just gotta try n try n try until the stupid pink solution turns COLOURLESS! hahaha!

n next month. or the next time go jb. its time to invest in a few nice big mixing bowls. n and a proper electirc mixer.

some girls fancy flowers. some girls fancy rings n jewellery.
i fancy. baking stuffs! =)
(even tho everything i bake. is cui. haha!)

ok
after butter cake succeeds.
i'll bake n nice pandan cake.
till then!. tata! hahahaha


n HAPPY BDAE DADDY DEAR!. even though u ate the whole cake cos u probably werent that sober. but. haha! thanks for finishing it up!


its sad when u spent time, effort n money to bake. but. the product sucks.
though i dunno why i enjoy baking.. but i know. i HATE WASHING UP!. like. seriously.