another year is coming to an end
so many things i have in mind to do and accomplish

its time to stop being a scatterbrain at work. 
sometimes its hard because when u have yet to complete one task
another task comes in .. or even multiple tasks comes in and bombards you simultaneously
and they are all as impt
or as urgent
or as frustrating at times.

so when i hop on to the next task. 
inevitably
my puny brain is unable to rem to finish up the rest of the stuffs from the previous task
so. its high time i try my best to not b so scatterbrain. to rem to do all my stuffs.
its hard to do one thing at a time. impossible i must say. but as long as by the end of the day. my work is done proper
i guess thats fine. 

next on the line is health!
migraines and all r getting more frequent and its really bad
esp when im working. i cant concentrate with the constant throbbing in my head :(
so in this coming yr. i shall eat more of certain food stuffs that will help ease my migraines.
n i tink i gotta say byebye to panadols soon because each time i take one. my eye swells a bit
its prob a sign to show that i have reached my panadol limit. 
and also its high time to lose a bit of weight. 
not to b skinny
bt to be healthy . n to fit into nicer pants. haha!

n of cos after health n all is wealth.
in the next few years. 
i hope i can earn enough money or capital to start a small little shop
even at a coffeeshop also ok.
b4 that. prob in 2 -3 years time. i wanna go be an apprentice in some bread shop or sth
i say NO to getting stuck in a bureaucratic job for my whole life
i will attempt to not get sucked into a mundane job where there are so many must-dos or musnt-dos. 
i will attempt to step out of the vicious cycle of being exhilarated on every 12 to see my pay.
i will attempt to make money that i earn become hard-earned money. to have a more fulfilling life.
to put in effort for sth i wanna do.
n i know. the longer i work in a company. the more attracted i will get to the salary. n the higher the inertia to get out. 

there are way more things i would like to do in the coming yr
like for me and wh to get our hdb flat
for my brothers to come alive again in the family.
family - something i love but yet makes me so sad. it hurts to see one brother being sulky over one matter and refusing to talk. and it hurts even more to see another one moving to stay with my grandma and ignoring the whole family over reasons we do not know of.
each time i think of this. i look back. n i really miss my family.
family consists not just of me n my parents. i need my brothers. n how i wish my brothers need me too at some point in life. because i will make sure im there for them. 
things i regret and m still regretting is that francis didnt come for my grad. that was one of my greatest hope actually. 
ok. no more emo nemo stufs
... 

hmm. what else
i guess. 
in the rest of my life. my aim is to inject a bit of happiness and humor in the paths of my friends and family.
happy 2013!