im just blogging cos im bored
ya. i just read my notes for like 15 mins n im like.. faintz.
had a freaking stupid n redundant tut todae.
itz stupid cos its the onli lesson on mondays. n itz redundant cos .. it realli is! serious. lol.

luckily had programmes after that
played badminton with ben sharon n mych. tink ben n sharon played more. cos me n mych mainly luffed at stupid things that somehow triggered us tog. cos we got same freq.. lol.

after that ate at cant 2.. laksa ytf is nice!
oo.. den met tingma at cant a to mug
mugging with a fren is not bad..
when u r sian u can turn ard n talk a while.. den get back to work
n staying in sch is much better den home
even tho cant a is freaking noisy n gets noisier when nearing dinner time.
at least i feel like im in a "zen zone" n can just live in my own world of silence.. just me n marx.
itz tons better than staying at home listening to squabbles that somehow. affect me quite a lot.

den after mugging a lil with ting ma. met bf for dinner =)
i know i have that sian face.. i tink i had it the whole day..
itz nice to have someone whom u can just drop ur smiles when u dun feel like smiling
when u can just dun talk n yet it doesnt create awkard silences.. cos u feel comfortable with that person

so.
just in case when i sit beside u . n i dun talk. i dun smile.. n i just give that fatigue look. it just means that i feel comfortable when u r ard n i dun nid to purposely talk to kick out those awkwardness or to smile n respond even tho im too tired to. i feel at home.
dunno y ppl dun believe me that sometimes im an introvert too. . weird.

n if sway sway. i onli dun talk to u but talk to others. .. den . it means. I DUN WAN TO TALK TO U !. HAHA. too bad so sad. get lost. ok. v mean.




happy bdae to daddy tay.. he had his bdae dinner at his FAV coffeeshop.. n this is his good fren... uncle joseph =)

nice hor! of cos.. a lot of effort


ting ma who cleans up everything.. xinyi who weighed the ingredients.. marie the photographer. haha!


the raw stuffs..



ooo.. hei bai pei. we made triple choc peanut butter cookie.. lol. !



they look sinful.. n they taste sinfully nice too! looks like a mess of choc.. but thatz wad indulgence means rite.. slurps.. fattening! o. n the two stupid girls r gg to stay over at my house on fri to bake again! lol. ting ma must come. cos she is the cleaner.. xinyi come not.. no dif. cos she is social loafer. HAHA!


sat:
great weather . great day to swim
so four girls met up to swim. as usual. only one was on time. the rest were late.
as we waited
our stomachs grew hungrier
n suddenly.. there was this impulse to forgo swimming to eat
n so we did
n the four girls happily went to eat at the hawker centre. talked talked talked. . ate n drank
n . they went home. LOL
just b4 they went their separate ways.
they decided. to meet at 10am next sat for a swim. HAHA!



HAPPY birthday my dear boy =) 22 yrs old le! missed ur 21st celebration. but no worries. cos the rest of the 100 yrs. i'll be celebrating ur birthday with u ! adding more n more candles on ur cake!


=)


August babies! n mummy's choc cake!



the huge quantity of food that expanded our stomachs to the max! serious!!!!!! lol! eat until wan to explode! den after that lei. go back watch hotel rwanda.. lol.


i tink this was v nice. but sadly onli ate lik 3 to 4 bites cos i was terribly full! wonder who ate it up in the end ??? lol



hihi! we brot baby to ion orchard to gai gai !!!!


seee! he sae baby wan to come out of my bag. haha! ok lor. take out.. let him hold! LOL


b4 exploring ion orchard must eat full full! so .. ordered food from sushi tei! as usual. there's alwayz too much food for two of us to finish.. thatz the first two appetizers.. den got chwanmushi. n got rice for each of us! faintz.



wh is the dai yan ren of sushi tei! the whole place is greeeeeen! nice!


oooooo.. glitering ikaru chawanmushi!! slurps.. =)
two birthday celebrations for dear boyfriend
happy 22nd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)




i tink im diagnosed with
im sick every nite illness
lol.
every morn or afternoon i feel fine
but once after i reach home. bathe. i feel feverish.
yest nite esp. put kool fever den felt a bit better
o no
itz the
im-sick-at-night disease!



the fragility of life
in less than 5 weeks.
two of my relatives passed away
seems like only yesterday when my yeye called me a dua pui te( big fat pig)
n i alwaez laughed at him cos he was so cute when he did that.
n .. at least he remembered me as that name despite him having dementia alreadi
though i def wasnt as close to my yeye as francis was. but still
somehow.. maybe girls r just more sensitive n more emotional..
i still feel like.. something's missing
where's my noisy yeye who will cough v loudly.. or sneeze so loudly till my aunts r like so frightened that they will catch germs..
where's the yeye that so disgustingly spits out his food.. not cos he wants to la. but cos he cant chew that long..
the yeye that craves for stout esp. he even knows that the english word beer is sth he loves n adores to the max
how he will be so happy to eat durian cos he has diabetes n he cant take tasty stuffs..
how he slps on this hard wooden pillow till his bald n shiny head is dented at the back..
how he grunts when francis tickles his ears..

n b4 u know it. these things wunt happen in real life animore
onli in memories.

n now.. aunty pat is gone tooo..
haven meet her or talked to her for a long long time
but i'll nv forget how she was my pen pal when i was young.
how she sent me photos of her dogs cos she knows i love animals..
how i dunno how to spell phnom phenh ( i still dunno) the part of cambodia where she stayed or sth..
wonder if i still have her letters deep deep in my drawers
it was still heart wrenching to see her laying peacefully in the coffin ..
n it was worse to see her sister crying cos she was so so upset that aunty pat is now gone
but yet. was glad that during the times when she suffered from breast cancer. she faced reality bravely, joined the breast cancer society n dragon boat. her determination.
her nv give up spirit n nv fail to cheer ppl up even tho she was in real suffering just shows how courageous a person can be even in times of such turmoil n pain.

haiz. even when ppl whom i dun meet or see everyday passes on in life n goes to heaven..
i'll feel like my tears r choking me
i cant imagine the day when my dearest ppl slowly go one by one when we r old.
how much tears will trickle down

but this is life..
lil babies get born.. old folks pass on..
no wonder my dad alwaez says..
to live each day as ur last
so that. in case anithing unforseen circumstances occur.
u know u wunt regret..

n to lumpy .. farewelll lo
tho i haven met rena's pet tortoise. but still .. i admit.. that itz rather cute. tho i alwaez tell rena how i dun like terrapins..
but im glad that lumpy did bring rena some joy!





went offroading at nite with lou gong.. tho a bit sian when guys stand there n talk bout cars.. at least the off roading part was quite fun! see the car kips jerking till no pics r clear.. haha!
n.
the mosquitoes there r SCARILY BIG! big lor. tink when they smelt my blood they damn happy. killed 3/5 of the big fatt assholes. bite until so shuang. itching all over.
next time shall bring mopiko! lol.
thatz the bad thing bout nature. itz beautiful. but. insects r so not included in the beautiful part for me




lou gong had to stop the car b4 i could take pic of the circuit. not bad lei.. but .. due to land scarcity. wonder how long can offroading parks last.. hopefully govn will let off some space for singaporeans to have sth to do other than eat work study n shop

yuan lai bbq foodstuffs from giant not bad. can make it also..
esp those marinated ones.. for bbq
slurps
tink for car meet ups.. if no bbq. i shant appear! haha!! at least if got bbq. i can cook while the guys talk bout wad other things to add on their cars..
a few new faces met today..
even saw the person who spoilt wh's field chair! haha!

ok. im so not inspired to do wu biao's tut hw.. sian..
tink i'll have no choice but to leave it for tom. die also must finish .. not no time to do liao le.
sian.
sometimes.
sch realli sucks
going to sch is bad enuff
but when u gotta bring a part of sch work back to do.
omg. that sucks even more. yawns



itz because of these instrus n music that brot us all tog.. from diff places. diff schs. diff lives. .. without this instru.. how would we ever be a section?

the walk to germany train station. a walk to remember. where super rings n khong guan choc biscuits were of utmost importance for our survival. where we nid to be fit n endure the weight lugging us back.

ultimate fav! tho im slightly claustrophobic.. i adore overnite train rides! serious! itz way better than sitting on a shit plane on stiff chairs where u can heardly rest well. on trains. u slp on a nice comfy bed. u slp while being gently rocked by the movement of the train.. after that u wake up. u simply put the beds down n they become chairs where we sit. talk. n eat.

we reached vienna! fall in!

the day we watched a concert in vienna.. regardless of the evil creatures that attempted to shadow my face from this pic.. they r forgiven! hahahah!!

the hills r alive . with the sound of music!! lalalala. in salzburg! great view great everything. sadly.. they should have given us more time!

a dash shot. we ran out to the road. took a pic n ran back to the pavement.. heng no car knock us! phew

the evolution of humans.. haha! i cant believe we did that on the streets tho. lol! cool thing bout being overseas. do stupid things. NVM no one will rem or recog u ;)

a little hyped up to do some essay writing on europe by xinyi n zhen qiang..
posted some of the memorable pics.. the group photos.. n my dearest section. n the girls. n the 12 of us who went on this tour tog.

THE TOILET IN KERKRADE, ROLDUC UNI: omg la. the toilet is like super open concept..
meaning. no doors. no dividers. NOTHING! u step in .. n u get showerheads side by side.. this is so not a place for singaporeans to bathe
but still.
four of us. xin yi, yiting, yiru n me
had a memorable time bathing tog! haha!!
the first time we went to bathe. we were like. OMG.. how in the world r we gg to bathe. stress wor. so paiseh. shy. end up wrapping ourselves in towel. counting one two three b4 rushing in to bathe. each one face diff direction. just dun look at each other n bathe can le.

after one, two times of bathing todae. the procedure was like a normal daily affair. we totally like heck who bathe first.. we just enjoy our hot shower tog.. singing band pieces like gloriosa etc.. b4 we get out of the bathroom. n run back to our hostels cos it was freezing outside..

WE WALKED TO GERMANY TRAIN STATION: how can we ever forget this part of the trip
where there were no buses that day for us to take to germany train station.. n wad did we do?
we lugged our dunno how mani kg luggage thru the forest.. thru some not v smooth terrrain. up n down. n cheerios to the guys who helped the girls a lot alot in carrying our heavy luggages when our hands gave way despite having their own backpack to carry. they nv even complain but just helped us. THANK U ! if not. i tink the girls will nv reach the train station ourselves.. lol!

PRAGUE:my nightmare.. at first la..haha! cos last min i was in charge of prague. as ya. i know NOTHING bout prague.. n to make things worse.. maj of the girls suck at reading maps.. n im def one of them.. but this trip no doubt has forced me to read maps.. mrt lines( itz not as easy as singapore. france is like .. scary. the number of lines)

was quite sian diao at first. cos like u dunno where to go etc. den ppl kip asking u howhowhow. but heng guo qiang helped me.. yiru also.. guo qiang totally helped me in directions n tinking of where to go.. he helped the girls alot in fact. even during vienna when yiru was in charge. or in paris etc. prague was a real beauty. maybe cos itz like the first place we went after horrible kerkrade(not that it aint nice. just that somehow.. its rather desserted n quiet) prague has a HUGe marks n spencer building, H&M where we went shopping!

o! i rem .. how girls can eat trash for the sake of having more time to shop. we ate some trashy burger at the roadside stall.. not nice. but for the sake of having energy to shop. we just stuffed it into our mouths n continued our journey of spending money =)

aiya. supposed to be reading my readings now for tut
hmm
shall round up!
the whole europe trip was a rather fun trip... def different.. very different from the brisbane trip i had in jc1 with sajc..
perhaps at that age. we were still rather young n ignorant lil peeps.. running ard doing realli stupid stuffs.. n plus we didnt have to plan anithing. just follow.. this time .planning. maps.. dealing with diff interests etc.. just shows how we r slowly but surely transforming into adults.. each of us.
plus.. we got to know each other much much better..

-yiting( i alreadi know her well enuff. just that she happened to look emo during this trip.. n i kept irritating her by asking y she looks so sian n moody.. ) n omg. we suffer the same fate u me n yiru of coming that stupid thing during the trip. sucky . but. o well! haha! maybe we were all too stressed or too excited bout the trip!

-miss chan yiru ( didnt know her as well at first. but after those 2 weeks.. i can sae we do click!! haha! in a damn spas way. we just go mad tog.. luff at stupid things.. we even slpt tog! *gasp* lol.. idiot 2! touched not! lol.)

-xinyi.( when i just got to know her. she is just a super damn talkative girl.. haha! .. now. i STILL tink she's the same!the first impression of her is the same as her last.. lol.. just that she's more spastic than i expected her to be. serious! )

as for the guys.. shant comment.. cos.. too mani le la! lol
shall just comment on my section =)

-yong an ( ah fat cum buddy): rem my first impression of him was rather crappy. he got the im a hao lian boy face n attitude. but after getting to know him thru band. he is just liddat. retarded. daring. loud. funny. MEAN. with him ard. there's nv much silence. which is good =)BUDDY CHECK! i promise if we go taiwan n u r still my buddy. i wunt forget n leave u in the hostel alone( shitting) haha!!!

-zhi yong ( sl cum serious boy) haha! he's learning how to become more talkative like me n ya liao le. good.. at first he joined band. i was like. o no. this sl is gg to be quite strict. he v pek chek when we cannot play things one. but now. he has learned to luff along n can even crack jokes! amazing!

awww. how i wish this post nv ends. i miss eiffel tower! the atmospheres up at eiffel! how cold it was. how beautiful eveything was!!!!! hugs n kisses n farewells to europe!!!!





happy daY TODAE!
met bf for both lunch n dinner.. tho dinner was with yingying! lol.cos i went lib with her todae!
aniwae
crinkles met baby xiao hong! =)


tada! crinkles n me! ah! he's so so so darn cute!


bf n crinkles.. dear crinkles walks very fast.. it likes to squeeze thru ur fingers to get to the other side
but poor thing
we put it on the table. n i tink it didnt like being there..
n it was rather scared after a while.. n it sqeaked n jumped towards wh for safety..
hope itz gotten over the lil fright




=) who says black hamsters r not cute! lol..




crinkles de pi gu!

tink itz rather tired.. normally it'll run on itz tread mill like ard now. but it's not.. its just roaming ard..
tink day. walked so much on my n bf's palms. hands. legs. floor. .box. haha!
new addition to the family =)
welcome home crinkles!



slurps..
greedy boy ate fried rice at my house. den sae wad v full no nid eat lunch.
in the end.. supposed to go swensen's eat ice cream onli.. ended up eating one for one.. AND ice cream..
ooo.. yummmm .. ice cream crave turned on since europe days
ice cream withdrawals symptoms now.. haha!


plsplspls.. DO GO WATCH "UP" !
cos .. itz realli nice? =)
love it!!!! the plot..
THE MUSIC!
the cartoon..
the person beside me watching .. haha!

met up with anita neo yest! to eat jap food at clementi. stupid boon keat was there too!
the waiters there r rather eccentric. but u can sae. cute.. n frenly in some ways
dun believe ar. go ramen box n eat n see lor! haha!
thankz for the star ballooon anita neo kher bing! =)


i got a new soft toy.. called yoshi..
feel like naming it sth else.. but.. nvm. yoshi sounds cute.. so it shall stick with this green dino..
first saw it in giants with bf.. damn farni..
but this one is diff.. is the engine guys go arcade help me catch de..
with video etc. quite touched tho =)



yoshi's backside is cuter den his front view hor! lol.


went for nie band todae
taking it as a UE again
omg
kill me.. headache to the max
with tbones n a yan zhang beside me
i feel like goign deaf for that 3 hours. serious! lol
first time i see such a big eupho section.. 7-9 euphos.
scary. but it aint that scary after seeing the number of flautists, tbonists.. etc..
now i know why..TUNING IS V IMPORTANT.. n when the score writes p u play p when it writes f u play f.. n not play freaking ffffff all the way( im not scolding vulgarities hor. f=loud)
eardrums bursting
time to slp.
spinning in blasty sounds. pui


24 hours each day
there's nv enough time for everything that i wan to do
n everyone whom i wan to meet
sometimes it seems as tho 24 is far too big a number
but yet
many a times, 24 is pathetically little n superbly insufficient for me to be able to achieve wad i wan to

since hours in a day cant be changed
the onli thing we can perhaps do is to prioritize
n that is one big ills of me
i cant prioritize
everything seems realli impt
bf, family, frenz, sch work, going out, eating, slping, exercising, band-ing, slacking, shopping

sch has officially started
tho i have no sch tom cos tutorials haven began
but still
itz time for me to time myself
to put n allocate time for the diff impt n significant ppl / peoples / events in my life =)




the cravings for food after holland!
best thing of cos was .. bf was there too! with baby! waiting for me at the airport for so long..
n we feasted at old changi airport road the hawker centre =) =)


den we went jp to walk walk.. wanted to watch movie. but apparently no nice movies that time..
bf became skinnier.. n i grew fatter during the two weeks we didnt see each other..
so long lor.. plus the 6 hour diff ..den timings etc.. n no time to charge my fone.. in the end nv call or sms much..
glad to be back in spore!!!! even tho europe's fun..
but nothing beats coming back to where i belong.. n where the ppl dear to me are



guess wad!
we celebrated baby's birthday! ah! one year old le
one day belated but nvm!
so cute lor. i realli didnt expect lou gong to buy one whole cake!
but nonetheless.. v sweeet!
even my mummy um chio.. tsktsk.. she refuse to belive the cake was realli for xiao hong's one yr old bdae.. n tot itz me n wh's anniversary..
but still.. sort of lei.
rem last year went to watch fireworks tog.. me in pink.. him in orange..
ate cartel.. etcetc


tada! no more a baby. cos he's ONE YEAR OLD! =) happy birthday xiaohong!
u got a great daddy .. =) who even gave u a nice big fruity cake that looks like u ! lol