hmmz..
todae got workshop
met van at jp
cant find a belt i like
damn sad
20 yrs old belt.. SPOILT!.. sobs.. i loved it so
haha..
den roy fetched us to pasir ris..
everytime we meet him.. it rains.. or at least the sky turns damn dark
like the day after tomorow liddat! scary nia..

ok.. todae.. time passed fast at pasir ris cres..
haha.. heng..
haha
tired..
den shant elaborate.. i toked a lot todae
damn a lot
ya.. n my nick name is radio..
n lian ma!
wa low!
stupid van n roy.. win le lo
den ate at je enaq the prata stall with them
n talk cock
tink 3 of us got same frequency.
so can crap a lot tog.. haha
damn farni

den after that.. continued to talk after he left..
cos we waited for angeline
den we talk n talk n talk n talk.. n drink n drink..
den angeline came..
den ate again.. n drink.. n eat n eat n eat.
ha ha..
i tink we talked damn a lot
ooo
i did the test..
on whether u r feminine or masculine
yey!
i gt 220.. same amt of points as van.. exactly the same..
no wonder we r good frenz for so mani years.. same frequency!
haha
angeline is masculine..
tink roy is also half feminine one lo
but nvm.. you r who u r..
no matter wad.. also good! hahahaha
toked till 12.15 am liddat..
tok from prata stall to void deck
den van went mad over sky high..
seriously siao one lo!
haha
aniwae..
i tink i toked extremely much todae
ok.. maybe i do as per normal..
haha
wadeva..
yey
i love to talk n entertain ppl..
i tok van luff
van tok i luff
cool.





woke up todae..
with a super bad sore throat..
pain until i dun feel like talking..
can u imagine a marie that doesnt talk?!
yes..
thatz bad
so i took off from work todae..
den i rested at home..
but smses jsut irritated the hell out of me..
n i woke up..

den rested..
n rested
ate n ate..
watched nigella's on travel n living..
den went out to meet rena ..

u noe. normally .. i alwaez miss 334..
n i see it passing by the busstop.
itz a v gek feeling
todae i walked super fast to avoid that ..
but
i realised i forgot my hp
so i went back to take..
den heng when i walk to busstop..
bus haven come..
but the gek thing is..
when i reached je..
334 suddenly traveled so slowly!
n i saw 97 just leave rite after i got off
gek!
hahaha
bt like yesterda.e.
traffic was great!
so managed to reach on time!
haha
heng!

thankz for the treat yest!! ninja turtles v ugly!.. haha.. tink cartoon cuter..
n rena chan.. shanti shanti!



had a fun dae with farrer park pri!
woke up at 7 plus am..
so tired la! plus it was raining
n it's like the PERFECT time to slp!!
but ok.. for the sake of the children i will be taking later..
dragged myself out
haha

went to mrt.. nowadaez ar.. van is alwaez later den me
haha
aniwae.. nearly fell aslp at the seat at the mrt station
haha..
took mrt with van.. n i nearly fell aslp too..

when the children arrived.. i took grp 11..
all girls.. cos 1st 20 index number in the classs
all damn cute
n the most significant thing bout them is
they r ALWAEZ hungry!
haha
so cute
den i gave them an extra break which i was not supposed to..
to let them eat.. rest n drink water.n go toilet..
den the hungry lil peeps went to buy chocolate marshmallow.. choc banana etc etc!
tink they ate damn a lot la.. haha
the maths trail activites were boring for me
but i tink the kids were great!
super cute n nice
haha

saddest thing is.. my cam a bit sot sot.. so i nv bring
onli took pics with them on my fone
oo
some of them were so farni
they wan to take picture OF ME..
not with me!
dunno y!!!
i wan to take with them.. den they sae..
no teacher.. i take one ur face onli face..
scarly they go home n draw on my face. haha!
but nvm.. i also wunt know rite..
ok la..

it was a fun but tiring day..
better slp now
b4 i fall sick.. feel feverish
fall sick den tomorow cannot watch ninja turtles.. n wed canot watch music n lyrics le..
n oo..
i spent $170 on dentist. omgosh..
damn ex la.. shit.. better earn the money back..
ok..
NITE!


it should have been a long dae yest.. cos itz past 12 le..
hmmmz..
woke up super early.. at bout 7 plus..
cos the cartel ppl decided to eat breakfast tog..
so .. we met at 8am at je mrt. haha..
den went to eat..
the muffin was damn hard la!
cos it was cold le.. by the time we waited for haiping n jialu..
n eric made a chao ta waffle.. so cmi!!
almost everyone ate ULTIMATE DELIGHT
.. super full !!
den.. still was v early. bout 10
nothing to do
so we went to arcade to play..
played the bball machine.. daytona.. the red green blue button machine..
den after that..went to k pool

but i dun reali fancy pool.. so i play a bit..
left at 12.. to meet van.. go esplanade for maths trial briefing..
the briefing a bit boring la.. haha
plus u had to pay attention v clearly to joel.. cos he spoke v fast..
faster den me!! .. realli!
after that..
we went to eat n drink..
took NP!.. haha..
first time me n van so bo liao to go take np tog!..
but v nice lo.. cos two person onli ma.. den a lot of space to decorate
oo!!
we saw two ppl kissing at the arcade.. a v prominent place..
itz so gross
both quite big sized..
den the guy got bo.. cos we stood next to them for a while..
den me n van were like.. wa low!!!
haha
oo.. n me n van .. seriously luffed all the way from suntec city.. to mrt station.. to je.
seriously luffed damn a lot..
everything also luff.. the laughing bug
haha.. punita.. purie... punessa.. hahaha!! super farni
ppl on the mrt must be tinking we r mad
ok.. aniwae..
i rushed back to cartel
to work

n to my horror!
i actually forgot to bring my apron
i rem everything EXCEPT the apron..
so lee wei lent me hers.
thankz!
worked worked..
rena n weisheng came to eat at cartel. table 16.. haha
too bad todae v bz.. den i worked till 10.30.. they waited for so long..
so paiseh..
lucky got ppl help me with the topping up of bread station.. not i realli super late. .

n to soh wei sheng..
nvm la.. results .. cos.. u can study harder! u fail onli if u give up..
so just try again.. n try.. n learn from past mistakes lo. =)
if u tink u can .. U CAN!
ate cake with them.. den ws n rena left..
THANKZ for the mr bean bag! damn cute la rena chan.. n e organiser is super cute also..
shall wrap it with e plastic paper..

ok.. todae's enttry damn lorsor.. cos too mani things todae..
okok..
after rena n ws left..
i went to mac to join randy luke ty n one of their frenz..
waited for ci en.. n siew kim..
n ty fetched us home in his van
first time ever i sat in a van la..
butt damn pain..
n v giddy.. haha!!

ok..
a long day.
time to tok to rena on msn again.. tata!


yesterdae was san san's birthdae..
n hong rui's bdae
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO U TWO!! =) 19 yrs at last!! haha..

ok.. back to main topic.
im v confused as u can see from the title of this entry
itz sick to like choose from a list of things that u r suposed to study
n the list is filled with tons of things that u have totally NO interest in
i dun mind reading a book on engineering.. on psychology.. on econs..
but..
i wunt wan to work on those for e rest of my life
e onli thing im interested.
as in itz interesting for me at the moment
is ..
SIM's two courses
one of it is the culinary n management degree.. in which u learn baking n get attached to a bakery in the first 15 months..
n 2nd n 3rd yr u will study in sim bout business management, media.. etc etc etc!
second one. is hotel management n tourism stuff
but must study in switz
haiz
want to take dentistry.. but i dropped chem.. i knew i couldnt take that on the dae i chose to drop chem..
but evne if i took chem.. like i can take liddat.. my results will stillb e crap
haha
why cant spore have sth more interesting for us
vet also cannot.. zoology also dun have..
ra! baking onli sim got
realli must find a damn high paying job... which u r not interested in meh
i rahter find a normal job in which i love doing..
is like comparing the two jobs i have
cafe cartel n volks cafe
cafe cartel.. tho pays me $5 an hour.. n volks cafe $6.50 an hour
i prefer cartel..
cos there.. i have frenz.. i have nice bosses.. i have sth to do.. i tok to ppl.. i m happy..
in volks cafe..
i have nothing to do.. other than the occaional few cups of coffee n refresments ppl wan..
i rather have less money n enjoy life to the fullest
...

ya..
so if one dae u see me in the engineering or sci faculty..
congrats to me..
cos im studying sth im not interested in.. hahahaha..
the end!
im not tinking that the world stinks..
im just whining n grumbling for a moment in time! hahahaha
n i submitted my ntu n nus application form le.. sian.. ironical world.



ok.. this is crap
im like waiting for my last episode of hana kimi to be loaded
but somehow.. the last episode seems to repeat itself half wae..
damn gek
so much wait for it to load
n yeah.. that's y im blogging.. haha
oo
i got another job
at another cafe
at voltswagen show room there..
$6.50 an hour
more pay
but i still cant bear to give up my cartel job cos im growing more attached to the ppl there le..
but i'll be helping out at the volts cafe for a few daez ba.. maybe till they find staff to work there
..
aniwae..
there's this irritating couple that came to cartel todae
feel lik slapping them
ask them wad order..
they both like dunno wan to order wad
den ask them wad drinks they wan for their set lunch..
the guy was like teh tarik
den the girl just kip giggling n all that..
damn irritating la..
took me so long b4 i took their order
assholes..
n hor..
when i went to serve them drinks
the guy pretended to be aslp
den he suddenly woke up n made a loud noise when i went to serve the drinks
tried to scare me
ass la.. later the drink spill on him i dunno wad to sae ar..
stupid..
den the girl.. like moron liddat. giggle again.
u should have seen their face man.. AH BISH!
haha!


ok..
addi chee wans to know wad's goin on in my current life.
so here goes
hahaha!
todae
i went to shop with yiting ..
den she spent $83.. i spent bout $133..
my goodness
but it does feel damn good spending money..
but ok..
the earning back part will take me like a few daez of wiping table. serving stuff to ppl
haha!!!
but nvm..
got input den got output ma..
ok.. i bot a pair of sandals.. two shirts.. a shorts.. a pair of jeans.. i tink thatz bout it..
haha
not bad rite! buy so mani things..
haha
oo.. one of the long sleeve shirt i bot rite.. IMM sells it at $49.. but with 20%.. so itz 30 plus..
but i bot the exact same shirt at jp for $28.. haha.. heng that dae i nv buy!! HENG AR!!

hmmz..
working at cartel has become rather fun!
cos starting to know the ppl there better..
having breakfast with yiting(cartel) n ridong on sat!
haha
hope itz nice to eat!!! =)
cos if itz nice.. den i will go there again with rena chan to eat!! haha

o.. celebrated van's bdae with yiting n her at box on fri..
i stayed up till 12am.. but forgot y i stayed up for..
den in e end when i woke up the next morn i realised i forget to sms van HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAE!
dumb rite.. yeah..
thatz wad's becoming of me.. hahaha
n we happily forgot to take the present i gave van.. left it in kbox.. tsk !hahaha
den after that.. ate at rena's uncle's jap restaurant.. HOSHI.. ate steamboat.
as usual.. i ate tons of fish!! wootz..
n after shoppping.. which was mostly done onli by rena chan..
we went to cartel to eat cakes n ice cream waffle
btw..
ppl out there!!!
cakes at cartel for dining in r at 50% after 9pm!!
so go grab some! bitter choc fudge cake is nice!!! hahaa

okok.. this entry's getting naggy..
thus i shall end it here..
hha..
yeah! thatz wads goin on in my life!! hahaha
but i do miss wearing fbt shorts n saints shirt.. haven worn that for AGES! seriously..
my fav outfit
o..
n did i tell u guys wad's my fav food
i finaly know the ans
ITS>> CAI PENG!(mixed rice)


Way Back Into Love - OST Music and Lyrics



I’ve been living with a shadowover head
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud,
above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past,
I just can’t seem to move on
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh-oh
I’ve been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching
but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
there’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some directionand
I’m open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
and if you’ll help me to start again
you know that
I’ll be there for you in the end






went out to eat lunch with jooleng( virginia chua) n her fren isabelle..
haha
was bitching bout someone
hahaha

den met yiting n made our way down to smu
however we couldnt find where the open house was held
cos smu was rather big.. n there werent much signs
so as lost ppl did..
we followed other ppl..
another 2 couples..
who were.. also
obviously lost
so we follow here follow there..
n
luckily
we managed to scramble there at last..
haha!
smu is a nice place.. i quite like it
hahaha..

den went over to nus
sadly.. we had no more goodie bag
so cheapo song wee n louis..
u cant get ur nice organizers!!!
.. so cant we .. sobs!!
hahaha
took all the leaflets.. booklets.. info.. wadeva u have..
we left..

went to imm for dinner..
ate bk..
den i went to work
haha
work was tiring.. but fun as usual
at the end of work todae..
the mac old man.. whom me n yiting alwaez sae hi to when im the host
came into cartel
n guess wad!
he brot us fries.. wedges.. n butter corn..
little things can make all of us so happy. haha
den ate blueberry cheese cake..
todae all the cakes were SOLD OUT!
cool. .. .
haha

have to wake up super early tomorow..
meeting van at 6.40 at je la!
faintz..
goin all the way to punggol!
haha


haha..
did closing todae
at first quite sian.. have to work till 12am
but ended up quite fun
cos yiting, randy n koon hao stayed back too to help!
haha
first time closing got so mani ppl..
den like so crowded..
n v fun too
eric treated us to nice auntie amy's .... bitter choc fudge cake..
wa.. v nice
haha
yey!

tomorow not working at cartel..
working at concorde sec sch... with van.. n loads more other coaches..
cos this time is whole cohort..
so mpre ppl r involved..
haha
swept the whole of cartel
n mopped the whole place
im tired..







haha.. my dear rainbow shoes.. haha! nice hor?!?! =)



sometimes.. i realli do miss u ..
haha
thankz to u ..
got the habit of closing my door..
even till now.. haha
one year later..
itz been a long long time.. ... . .. .. . ...... . . . ........... .. . . . . .



hee..
so happy
bot my ipod finally
tho itz nt the red one i wanted..
but..
decided to save money n buy the cheapest 2gb one..
n francis bot his $129 ear piece
so ex!!!

o..
bot mummy a fone finally..
itz quite nice
but dunno y so cheap
itz a new samsung fone..
onli paid $28 with line
maybe cos the functions is basic.. but still got cam n blue tooth etc la.. n radio..
so .. not bad for her la..
simple n easy to use..
n nice.. =)

dunno if i blogged bout my rainbow shoes..
bot a pair of gola shoes... v cheap also..
but the main thing is.. it has a rainbow! so i like it v much =)
even tho itz the last pair.. n the right foot one was on display..
hmmz..
somehow i tink i blogged bout it le!
hahaha

supposed to go career fair yest..
but my cousin went in first
sae got nothing
so we ended up shopping..
life's a bit sian now
i miss sch..
i miss sitting in the cafe tokin to ppl..
tryin to stay awake during lectures n tutorials..
poking jooleng n irritating her once in a while..
studying in the lib with kok when the others had chem..
miss stealing glances as my eye candy. ! haha
now.. cant even get to see him
miss goin for band prac.
tokin to mych van jeremy louis jar lyn
carpping with them during sectionals
o my..
suddenly
i realised..
i do love JC life..
tho the studying part sucks!
but.. itz not as if i studied a lot.. hehe..
so ..
yey!! =)


well..
a levels..
if onli for A-levels. we can get all As.. den good le
haha
but of cos things dun work out liddat.. haha

everyone's expectations r different..
i guess i alreadi hoped for the worse
so im feeling neutral bout my results..
expected a CCC..
but got BCC.. hmmz.. maybe i should b a lil happy since i surpassed my expectations..
i dun expect much
who can..
when u studied at the last min..
n b4 that u score like constant Es n Os n Fs n maybe once C n once D for the whole 2 yrs in jc
hahaha...
so..
im quite satisfied with this results le.. haha..

for many out there..
for my dear frenz who r sad or simply dun understand y they got that result..
rem ar..
no matter how u sulk.. how u fret.. how u worry.. how much tears u shed..
nothing is goin to change.
the onli thing that will change is..
u become a sad person..
thatz all..
n that change is baD!
so..
cheer up!!!!!!!!!
this is not the end..
itz just like one of the road to ur house is blocked..
surely there is another way..
there cant be onli one way back home rite?
ok.. this comparison sucks..h aha..
but still..
stay optimistic bout everything..
no one can ever predict the future.. =)

hmmz..
for me..
i duno wad i wan to do
i wanted to be a dentist..
but dentist must take chem.. n must have DAMN good results..
so.. i cant be one..
i wan to be zookeeper.. but which uni in spore offers anithing to do with animals?! n i dun take bio..
i seriously m super blur bout wad i wan in life
maybe itz time to seriously tink about wad i wan to do ...
haha
itz time!!!
i hope there's some subj out there in one of the uni that i would be interested n love to do..
if not..
i find no point in studying sth that i have no interest in..
haha

conclusion..
MARIE IS LOST...
which path leads to home?