~ u dun marry a person u can live with.. you marry the person whom u cannot live without ~

this quote came to me as sth quite true.. i dunno.. sometimes when u live with a person.. itz hard.. quarrels.. differences..
take my mum n dad for example.. they alwaez quarrel over nothing.. n get annoyed wif each other. sometimes i tink life for them tog must realli be a chore.. n that it muz realli be so tiring for them..
but when i came across this quote.. n i remember how much my mum actually loves my father.. even tho she cant realli show it to him.. n he alwez interpret it wrongly.. somehow or rather.. i tink itz impossible for them to live without each other..
they dun realli see things in the same way.. there's a lot of differences between them.. even tho sometimes neither believe love is there..n they alwaez tend to hurt each other wif wad they sae.. but from wad i see.. itz obvious that they love each other.. juz that.. they dun seem to be able to show it or know how to show it to each other.. maybe they cant realli live together..
but ..
for sure..
i know that they cant live without each other..


and i know.. i cant live without u .





finally.. bt is over..
mine's realli screwed up this time..
esp for gp.. maths.. chem.. ok.. nearly everything..
but nvm.. there's still bt2..
lucky it isnt bt1 den a-levels..
this time...
i learnt my lesson..
dun last min den study..
n try to stress ureself up so that u will study..
from this failure..
we learn to tackle wif the next bt n not let it happen the same way as bt1

lucky many a times in life
ppl r give second chances for mistakes they make
coz onli when ppl make mistakes will they learn from it
n not repeat it






~i had made a horrible decision.. a terrible mistake..
but i learnt from it
n i wunt ever do it again..
perhaps for this case.. second chances wont be present
but.. .. hope is..
n so i'll wait..
this time.. i have learnt.. dun give up on sth that is so precious to u ..
coz i gave up b4.. n i realised how much i regretted because i caused so much hurt .
n this time.. i dun wan to live in regrets again..


i wunt give up again...





if onli i didnt step out of the mrt that dae
will things be different
will things be better den how it is now..
coz i hate the ways things r now.
i dun lyke it at all
i dun wan things to be lyke this
if i had choice again
i would never have even tot of taking this route
bt the choice will nv be offered to me again.
~hurts.





days pass
people change
tho i never expected changes to occur that fast

the hurt it has brought
changed my world like never before
created a feeling which surpassed all others
maybe the marie people once knew
would cease to appear anymore

like water splashed upon the ground
like a broken shattered piece of glass
will never ever be found
looking exactly like it's past

scarred marks stay
haunting my thoughts
even though the feeling may one day decay
memories of the past will always remain

hoping to step out of the shades
trying to exterminate all sad thoughts
forcing my eyes to be open
to view the bright beautiful rays

when will i ever see the light that shines.. ?


itz just a stupid poem that i rote..
coz i felt lyke blogging n yet i felt lyke riting something
so i juz rote that down..
itz jus some crap la..
aniwae..
had a meaningful n nice sl meeting todae..
tho it lasted lyke ard 4 hours
n thankz jooleng serene n cheryl for waitin for me n koi for so so long=)
dunno y..
my heart feels v pain..
weird..
ok..
nothing much to blog bout already
not important aniwae..
bye! =)




super duper tired todae
had pe..
couldnt do my inclined again.. haiz..
at first do at the fitness corner can de.. den do on actual equipment den cannot.. faints.
nvm.. still got bout 2 weeks.. tho i dun tink will hav much diff la
den had combined band prac wif sas todae..
so cool la.. such a gigantic band.. miss aust times.. =)
too bad we all read treble clef.. den cant sit alternate wif the juniors..
van is damn evil.. kip saying i make her..
where she kip pinching me!
tsk tsk tsk
hahaha
but i pinched back too!!
n sas band room was super stuffy..
tink aircon spoil
den carried everything back to sajc..
ran thru two pieces..
i tink do re mi is rather cute..n simple .. n nice.. brings back childhood memories ok.. ;)
den after band..
waited for dad n mummy..
den ate at ppcs(potong pasir coffee shop)
i ate a waffle n tou hway(the drink)
den went church
reach home bout 10 .
bathed etc.. bout 10 plus le..
den watched america's next top model..
den rushed my gp summary for essay tmr in class
goin to go n slp now!
nitez !!!!!