oh y do i feel this way.. todae sports dae.. our class rox.. s78!! we ran first for the heats/hits or wadeva.. but in the finals we got 5th.. but still.. we rock! i screamed till my voice became hoarse.. screamed for band ppl.. loy fatt.. s78... n erm.. other classes ... juz realised.. jeremy runs realllli fast.. n sean fell down.. but he also ran veri fast lorz.. so wasted.. but at least he continued running.. still got winnie, redhuwan... andre..

hmmz.. had a rather great time todae screaming to my hearts content.. after that went for band prac.. got mosquitoe bites again.. went home n realised it bit my eye too! cmi.. y didt i see a black spot near my eye.. i wonder y didnt the mosquito bite me rite on my eye.. so at least i wun see wad upsetted me n made me sad la.. but still.. accordin to rena.. muz have positve attitude.. i WUN BE SAD! hMMM! tired.. n i m physically, mentally n emotionally mad.. so.. beware!



ok.. i m pissed and sad n wadeva u have .. first half of the dae went rather fine.. quite happi in fact.. but ya.. second half sucked.. (not the goin to band part)

i do not mind if ppl tok bout good or bad stuffz that r true about me.. they can tok bout my flaws n such or my strengths.. so long as they r real n truthful... i dun see the pt why ppl lyke to spread rumours that arent even true.. wtf.. and wow. it seems lyke i m the last person to hear of it.. i was so shocked when i heard bout it la.. when the hell did i sae that?!!??!? if u dunno wadz real n wadz rong.. juz shut ur freakin ass up.. dun u noe rumours do a lot of damage? it breaks trust between ppl.. bonds between frenz.. n much more?! o well.. arghz.. forget bout it.. juz wondering who in the world will do such a thing..

all i can sae to these ppl is.. get ur facts clear b4 u say anithing or spread anithing.. if not.. juz fuck off..



rena is super happi coz of an sms.. n i m dying.. band camp was rather fun.. tho itz was tiring la.. all i can rem doin there was playing instru. eating. playing instru. eating. toking cock.. den slp.. first nite we watched merry widow.. but i didnt realli get it.. second nite.. went out wif koi qiya serene jin yan n van to 711 buy foodstufffz... went coffeeshop also... i m startin to realli lyke merry widow n spore rhap.. bt i sstill qish syf would be over soon.. den i can rest n start catching up wif my sch work..

i m so so so tired todae.. nearly fell aslp in chem lect.. n nearly all the lessons la.. tired tired tired.. should have seen hubert's n my face todae.. aniwae.. my head is spinning now.. tho i ate medicine n slpt for bout an hour plus.. n shit lorz.. tomoro got econs test.. tink i m goin to fail.. ha.. ok ... zZZZZ * i m aslp.. haha


hmmz.. rather tired lately... hectic band practices ..stupid maths test... tutorialz n stuffz... den tomorow got band camp... haven packed my stuff yet... no slping bag.. howhowhow.. na also dun have.. we two slp on the floor....haha.. got saliva de lorz... yuckz..


hmmz.. yest went to SCH for rehearsal... till 11.. rreached home wanted to study.. but in the end decided to juz go n slp n forget bout the test... aniwae.. confirm fail le lorz.. i onli memorised formulas.. hhaa.. one mark each?! do until i headache. n ya.. pe todae.. so sick.. same grp as some bhm... so cmi lorz... den he kip calin my name .. walow wanna faint.. so irritated.. haha.. but floorball quite fun la.. other den e grping thing... after sch watched soccer .. first half.. soccer is rather interesting.. not as bo liao as i tot larz.. ya.. ijc is so lousy... 4-0.. didnt noe sa so li hai..


ok.. betta start packing my stuffz for tomoroow.. .. but .. still no slping bag!! n i forgot an impt thing.. ppym was wearin a riser(how to spell) when playing net ball.. so cmi! where got ppl wear that when playing sports de lorz.. n wow.. i saw ppf aka barney running todae...haha.. imagine barney running.. or zooming away? ok.. enuff of suaning.. hahaha..



haha.. todae.. marie is in a good mood... nothin spoils it.. even the fact that maj of my class goin to go watch underpants.. but i cant go coz got band camp.. but ...NVM..hhaha.. me n vanessa super happi n high during physics n math lesson... oh ya.. after sch.. went to reading room wif moses n hue hue.. so cmi.. n when van came.. worse still. luff n luf n luff.. didnt even do finsh the chem prac.. den went for band prac.. ok.. jacky is so cmi!! i bet he cant pronounce my name.. coz he cant sae tomoRRow..hahaha.. :) ok la.. shant be mean.. ha... gif u permission call me .. ma.. no ah in front ok... ok.. time to pia tutorialz soon... lalalalala....


-the end of a happi dae-


hmmmz.. another boring dae at home... wanted to go for 10.30am mass.. but too tired to drag myself up.. so .. goin to go for the evening mass later... had been tryin to understnad how to do first 3 mths maths... still a lil confused..

oh ya.. n i watched an indian show juz now... quite nice.. bout the couple who wanted to be together despite all odds... hmmmz... next week is gonna be a bz n tiring one with band pracs everydae from 6-8.30.. i seriously duno how to cope with hw n tests... band camp from fri to sun(5pm) .. hope that we wun have much tutorials to do.. if nt i m goin to die .. n hor.. these few daez eat n eat n eat.. but dun seem to feel full...haha.. muz go joggin le.. b4 i grow fatter as the daez go by...

o well.. another 18 more daez b4 the syf.. so guess have to suffer for that 18 daez sacrificing slping time.. tv time.. online time n such... nvm.. 18 daez will soon be over! glosz was still chosing between merrry widow n jericho.. bt in the end decided to stay wif merry widow.. hope we do well for our syf... =)

haha.. i will end this entry wif a song!! haha.. according to rena.. last time it went C is for cookie .. but coz they sae that children are eating to much fatty stuffz.. so sesame street changed it to C is for carrotz/ celeries... healthier..ha.. so farni... okok.. here goes !! hha ... C is for carrotz/celeries thatz good enuff for me..carrotz carrotz carrotz good enuff for me.. /celeries celeries good enuff for me..... ok la.. dun rubbish le.. time to go back to stupid binomial theorem which i dun understand at all.... tata!!


tired bored n headache... so .. shhhhh... tiring dae todae.. so mani tutorialz.. but at least the incentive i got for goin to sch is my phone now got two more pics.. haha.. ok.. thatz it.. *dropz unto bed n slpzz)


todae is rena runt's bdae.. i knew she would lyke the pressie i made.. or more likely.. the photo that was given to her larz..ha.. n she will alwaez carry that bag we buy for her. coz ppl sae itz nice... lorz...haha... hmmz... tink i betta stop luffin at ppl.. coz when i luff at them.. the same thing happens to me...

1) i luffed at my bro when he said he fell down in his campus while using his hp.. den.. on my way home on that same dae.. i fell down

2)i luffed at thomas last time for balding.. now i tink i m balding..ahha

3) luffed at rena for having irritable bowel syndrome.. now my stomach is alwaez pain n feels damn crap lorz...

haha.. o well.. i shant luff at ppl animore..n shouzhen.. u betta watch out ! alwaez luff at me.. haha.. hmmmz... went ps todae.. ate pastamania.. waited for yk.. took np with them... den take 7 home... nearly died on the bus.. stomach cramp lyke siao... heng daddy come n fetch me.. n rena.. we r so cmi.. dun even noe that the ppll we r tokin bout is on the bus in front of us onli lor...


this entry is dedicated to my dear v good fren rena...

"HAPPI BIRTHDAE RENA RUNT!!!."..

stil rem i hated her in sec 3.. coz she alwaez seem to be bullying her best fren jinling who is now my good fren too... n i think she hated me too if i m not rong.. but still .. we become such good frenz along with anita shouzhen san2 jinling... i had never imagined that the 6 of us.. with totally diff charac n personalilty would actually click n form lsn one dae..

o well.. sec 4 has been a realli great year for lsn coz we were realli close n took so mani pics n nps to rem each impt dae of the dae.. for instance.. flag dae.. my bdae :), sports dae, rena's 16th bdae, kuantan trip, toilets.. n so mani more.. seriously.. i tink that 2005 was the best yr i had in nh.. coz i met these great grp of ppl who were alwaez there for each other when we needed help.. a listening ear.. a shoulder to cry on.. n someone to share our joy with..

had loadz of memories with them.. esp with this bdae gal.. we went to kuantan together.. took so mani videos there.. did stupid things in the toilet with jinling.. take mtvs..haha.. had such fun.. i stil rem my bdae last yr.. i was realli touched by wad they did for me larz.. the choc muffin.. the photoframe..the jigsaw.. the bdae cake.. went to anita's dad karaoke.. birthdae vcd.. recallin the times we had back then.. i realli truly do not regret meetin anione of them..

rena-been a v gd fren to me.. tho she alwaez pokes me, irritate me, force me to do sia sway things..haha! bt she is still a great pal!! without her.. i tink lsn wouldnt have that much memories coz she is alwaez the one holding cam n snapping pics of our most horrendous ugliest momentz

anita-sat beside me.. had quarrels every other dae.. toked bout the guyz we lyke..shared our problems.. rote letters.. alwaez walk pass a particular class last time..haha.. my great lp.

shouzhen- tho she may be rather quiet n silent at times.. u alwaez noe that she is there for u when u nid someone.. her crappish behaviour n her luffter realli brightens up our daez

sansan-the act serious kia in our clique. foreva hungry n greedy n eating n eatin n still eating.. rites postcards occasionally..haha.. tho she is more mature den us.. ha.. in some ways.. she nv fails to join us when we do silly stuffz

jinling- the gal who pierced her ear but refuse to put earring n the hole close..ha.. veri blurr bt yet.. veri nice.. alweaz bullied by rena..hahha.. my ktm!once a ktm.. alwaez a ktm

hmmz.. i realli thank god for lettin me meet so mani nice n great ppl.. i cant imagine life without either of them.. they realli make my dae.. n shit lorz.. i m supposed to be studying for my econs test tomorow.. n i haven realli touched my notes.. juz glanced thru once.. goin to fail tomorow.. but.. tests arent as impt as frenz lyke ANITA RENA LAU SAN JINLING... n not forgettin.. 05s78.. u ppl realli rock!! n rena.. enjoy ur bdae.. n hope u lyke the pressie that i made...haha..


todae.. i realli went to sch juz to fly aeroplane..haha.. so cmi.. den 1245 went to ps buy rena chan's present... n i m so sad.. e bag that i wanted to buy is gone coz someone else bot it.. ha.. ok.. den ate long john.. o ya.. sry to anita n na esp.. didnt noe suddenly will pain.. haha.. den cant go for concert.. sry sry..

went back to nh todae to see the band.. realli miss nhsb.. itz so hard to find where the euphos are.. vanessa n i searched so mani classrooms also dun have.. yuan lai they were hiding on 5th storey.. heard the band play.. den a bit stun .. coz quite.. erm.. ok.. not realli nice lar.. den anita pin pointed some of their mistakes.. yiting sort of flared up.. coz veri emotional.. scare me nia.. but.. wad she said is true la.. so.. nhsb.. muz jia you ok.. shall go back tomorow again.. n hor.. finally we got a eupho dinner.. tho qing wasnt there.. but at least got juniors there.. n zae nids a haircut.. tink na n my hair all goin to his head. no wonder we balding..ha.. o.. n i have a farm.. hee..

tired.. yawnz.. .. oh ya.. eupho rox.


tink i m fallin sick.. sneezed nearly the whole dae since i stepped into church this morn... i have to hold on the my nose lorz.. coz itz running..haha.. aniwae.. everyone is lyke so stressed up with tutorials hw n such.. wonder y.. itz lyke onli a week or so of sch juz started n everyone's piaing n all that.. wonder wad will i become when promos are here..ha.. tink i will juz die ... nv in my life i get so stressed up by frenz ard me studying lyke siao de lorz...


n itz hard to study when u r sneezing.. den have to kip taking tissue n such.. n try to hold a pen n do work.. ha.. so crap... aniwae.. rena's bdae coming.. hope we will be in time for it! haha.. yi wan mi fen..haha.. still rem last yr her bdae got scolded by noridah.. coz we went kbox wif yc.. hmmz.. memories.....haha..


band juz dun seem lyke band when eupho isnt eupho... eupho isnt eupho when there is no jeremy n joel... hmmz.. how i wish they were back in eupho.. haiz... tho na is in eupho now.. but how i wish i could have the best of both worlds.. my super ideal eupho section will be made up of thomas,hoyan,me,na,qing,zae,jeremy,joel n louis.. but too bad.. thatz too mani ppl liao le
veri tired todae.... went for band sectionalz.. practised spore rhap for bout an hour plus ard there... after that .. had debrief.. i m goin aust!!.. my dad juz agreed..ha.. rote me cheque immdiately.. n he was so noisy lor.. tok n tok n tok while i was tryin to watch my xiao shuai ge.. so gek.. but still..thankz daddy!!..


juz read rena's blog.. juz realised that.. i realli realli truly miss nh lotz .. i dunno y.. i even miss the 6 storey staircase that we have to climb up every morning wif our heavy bags.. realli miss it... miss the toilets that we all frequent.miss the teachers.. miss 4/5.. miss nhsb.. miss the canteen.. haiz...

aniwae.. me v good fren's bdae is coming real soon.. so is my senior's bdae n so is nhsb's syf.. i seriously hope i will be free that dae.. i dun wanna disappoint anione or anithin.. so praying hard! .. n .. i dunno la.. dun realli wana go syf.. but coz vanesssa sort of wanted.. so ok.. but i m hoping they dun nid so mani eupho players den i can back out.. i realli nid a break..ha.. dead beat.. bt still.. if i have to go .. of coz muz do my best..ha.. n oh ya.. i cant catch up wif my chem math n phys.. i m so dead.. there is econs test next week.. n so mani tests r coming up.. shuckz.. tink i will be retained or sth.. betta buck up marie! ..

n ya.. i m so tired i nearly fell off my seat in the bus...n i dunno y i feel so stressed up..


quite a long dae todae.. 3 long hours of phys make-upz.. so slpy.. den guyz had to go for some mindef talk..after that we decided that for the last hour of phys we will go for the 1st intake de.. now.. my kinematicz paper has mushroom drawingz.. mushroom with hair(by sharon,gary,jooleng) flower n snail(by colin) aiyo.. so ugly.. super mario.. haha.

after skipping chem..rotted in the cafe till those who went for chem came out.. den antisocial grp -yongrui-colin went to bugis to take neoprint n eat.. the guyz so paiseh go np shop wor..ha.. veri gay meh.. after that.. no where to go .. so go mos burger tok cock...


this is madness.. i cant believe that after tinking over for such a frekain long time.. .. i joined band again.. to tink i was so sure i will not join. but o well.. moses won.. ha.. he managed to physco me n na to join.. so here we r again in band.. hope i wun regret my choice or anithing.. doubt i will.. tired dae.. nice weather to slp... short entry. goodnitez!!! had fun crappin lame jokes n playing stupid games in the hall wif the antisocial ppl..ha..

n rena ar.. sorry lar.. didnt noe u were alone ma.. paiseh.. aniwae.. u learnt new things wad.. ha.. plasma.. n shouzhen... papaya milk!haha...


if ur happi n u noe u clap ur handz
if ur happi n u noe u clap ur handz
if ur happi n u noe it n u realli wanna show it
if ur happi n u noe u clap ur handz
but too bad.. i aint clapping




wonderful rainy cold saturdae morn
awoken by e irritating ringing of telephone
refused to pick up
hp started ringing as well
highly gekked.. picked up.. was rena..
sae wan go watch movie..
den i went back to slpphone rang once more
mummy called this time.. ask me go downstairs e coffeshop have lunch
so.. dragged myself up n went down wif my bro
came home after that..
still feelin slpy..
weather's goodwill slp again later..
old man lua made me excited bout gettin my bag
den in the end sae nid to go church
o stupid old man lua


o well.realised my n3s have been rather lengthy
so.. this one will be a lil shorter
went ps wif kawing piak lua rena
took np
ate ajisen
each of us found a bag that we realli lyked..
all in the same shop
cant wait to get it!
rena happily take my fone wor..
dunno sms .. who...haha..
bdae coming le13 april.
.means hoyan's bdae comin too
$ decreasin dae by dae..
sch's started...
lectures beginning
havta go for make-ups and all that
anione free.. teach me math ok .\thankz



-the end


2nd n last dae of orientation...

... woo hoo! well.. raining this morn.. so started the dae by goin to LT3 or izit 4.. hmmz.. tink itz 3..but who carez.. hmmz.. they started wif teaching us sch song cum college songs.. den to sort of "wake" ppl up a bit from their blur state of mind in the morn.. began doin some cheerz n such... i a bit not enthu at first.. coz morning mahz..haha

o well.. den went to the hall.. but i forgot wad we did le larz.tink coucil performed..n intro the various houses in sa.. . aniwae.. i tink i lyke my cg.. ha.. the ppl r not as yuckie as i tot.. hha.. so happi..glad i m not in sz's cg..haha.. got so mani prc.. n they hor.. wear their uniform.. shirt super tight.. n den the skirt super long n tight too.. SUPER CMI! ok.. den me joo leng n sharon was luffin at this gal la.. coz her uni damn tight n all that larz.. den sway sway.. play stage games.. i kanna saboed by dunno who in my class.. den go up stage to play.. juz to realise that the gal i was lufin at the whole time was also on stage beside me.. i had to control.. gek gek gek.. cannot luff.. coz veri mean!..ha... die.. tink my blog is becoming lyke sz's.. veri evil..ha.. should rename it as my worl of evil stuffz..haha..

ok.. shant tok much bout unimportant stufz.. ha.. juz roughly sae thru.. den duno wad we did.. den played treasue hunt.. look for clues n all that.. dat was the most boring part of orientation larz.. den at the end i a bit sian diao also..should have seen my face.. den got mass dance.. new one.. i couldnt catch anithing la.. den stupid sz kept luffin at me for kicking rong leg all e time..haha.. n kickin her.. tsk!

ok.. after that.. went back to the hall.. gt some prog again.. cant rem n nt realli tryin to rem.. al i rem was that the band peepz rite.. came together n gathered at the back of the hall n cheered for deon jie ada enru etc who were performing .. den we stood up .. cheered.. sang song as A band.. TOGETHER... super united.. screamed our lungs out.. band realli rocked todae! the whole hall was lyke lookin at us cheer.. woohoo.. den came the part where everyone was realli hype ... the part where grps of ppl form chains.. run ard.. or form circles.. jump lyke mad.. scream n scream n screech n shout n wave their hands in the air.. me .. sz(tho not in band.. na(tho quitted band) anita.. n the other band members were lyke so madd... bt it was relali realli fun.. i cant describe it.. but trust me.. it was GREAT! n the best part was.. they played our fav song.. THAT THING U DO..ha.. me n vanessa were lyke tryin to sing..erm.. i mean shout.. ha.. so much fun..
but .. ha.. good things nv last.. before we knew it .. it was over le larz..went wif cg to get out bagz.. den cg wan go out.. band wan go out.. den i was so stuck in the middle.. in the end go wif cg.. got tiao by anita wor..haha.. b4 she left.. went to harbour front the coffeeshop to eat.. den.. called mydad pick me.. zun zun4saw anita.. heng rite?! den got lift to bussstop..haha.. rushed home to watch channel8 9pm.. my xiao shuai ge...hehx.. aniwae.. had a super super super great time todae.. !!! but.. shit. tomorrow.. time for lessons.. argh...


n hence.. orientation 2005.. ends.