har har
yes
im that bored
that i just took a pic of myself with my lappie n blog it!
hahaha!
wa look so pale. tsktsk. time to go under the sun n swim !

just finished 301 conclusion biblio etc.. bt
too tired to jump ard n be merry! hahaha
n cant b 's tea is so not perky ( as in not gao.. n cant perk me up)
it taste like MALT tea.. fail!!
if onli cant b de cai peng stall can shift to cant a. den i get to drink my fav teh n eat my fav food from sch!
im just craving for laksa ytf from cant 2.. or my house there de cai peng..

was looking at camera reviews..
n yest.. look at my bank book
feel like buying g11.. but.. it would mean my im broke..
maybe dec try find some event or part time job.. n earn some money..
den save up for GSS!!!! yeys! wh weili n vit n anita r interested! n im excited!
can go there study. shop. have fun for a month plus..
n clear au-s!
what can be better than that?!
lalalalala





im in lwn
so i cant scream n proclaim how happy i am that..
I AM FINALLY DONE WITH FREAKSHIT 301 ESSAY!
(ok. not exactly totally done. but.. as in.. 90% done! left biblio n some touch up.. cos i usually start crapping at the ends of essay. n o i haven write a short conclusion. )
but whatever
i deem it as
DONE! COMPLETED!
yey yey! jumps ard n screams n shout

n den
back to reality
i got a film review to write due on thurs
n the stupid jap singing test tom
HAHA
so much for jumping ard.

black heels.
black dress from fourteen ( which i tried for anita , for wh n for my mum)
should i buy u guys?
should i ?
answer me! haha!



soci bbq was fun.. a fun little gossip session with vithiya, weili, clara, elaine.. .. n prof william's daughter is realli so so cute!
didnt expect to have gone for the bbq.. tho didnt eat ani bbq food.. bt we ate fruits? n some mi fen..
n a brownie for the brownie toast..

dunno y left eye kips itching n is red n slightly swollen again .. this ritual repeats every day.. lol
feeling quite lethargic n tired n sian
wan to slp. but..
guilty cos didnt do anithing todae..
alrite. just gg to browse thru 315 tut reading n .. thats it. SLEEP.
headache..
stupid rain
I HATE RAIN.. not all the time.. but when im out..
rain's lovely if u r slping at home.. snuggling in bed. wa... blissss



i wan to watch harry potter wor.. yiting say its nice!! ah.. sian.. but exams r nearing.. shitshit.. potter! wait for me! hahaha!


omgomg
i just killed a cockroach in my room!
A ROUND OF APPLAUSE!!! clap clap clap
heard s scratching like sound
saw a gross looking feeler
ultimate gross
went out
too two big i weekly
went back
tried to be brave
moved the things away
heng the cockroach was overturned
so it was struggling
n
PIAK PIAK PIAK!
i smacked SO HARD.. shivering till now
its SO gross can
den.. the best part is.. i smashed nearly the whole of it
suddenly i saw the leg twitch! ah! den .. PIAK one more time
tada!
cockroach killed
n its so gross to pick it up n throw it away.. i used like nearly 10 tissues.. so wunt feel it in aniwae.
er xin can
somethings should just b extinct n nv appear again
like.. never again
cockroaches.
cos. if they dun die out. they.. revive n survive the millions of yrs even when dinosaurs all slowly die out..
gross gross
I HATE COCKROACHES!





so bored n tired of trying to do work that.. decided to take some pics with my cam that is dying.. so sad.. nvm... saving up for a canon G11 !! maybe.. lol.. n a polaroid camera! .. PHOTOSHOOT for baby n fren! =)


i dunno why this is not in the correct orientation when its supposed to be.. but nei mind. HAHA! 8 days for this week.. horhor! some one must pay more attention to ur partner's wishes this week! hehe.. shall make lots of wishes. i wish for.. this this that that.. hahah! ok damn random..

o hi to my new green jade coloured nails.. anita tinks the colour is not nice.. tsk.. my dad apparently dun realli like it.. but..
its nice wad.. I LOVE IT! yeys!



eh .this is so cute.. ok. taken from 8 days again.. cos was realli bored..love my cam de macro mode.. .. cute watch.. lego!

omg
im so tired
i dunno y
when i haven even done much todae other den eat.. read a lil n slp.. n go for band.. n go sizzler for a while. n go koi for a while. haha!
wu liao
WU LIAO!
why must we study!!
WHY!
why must we study!
da bian.
feel like plonking into bed n slp.
yes. plonk!



GV 17 presentation two OVER!
first time ever i sing a genre that i wunt even dare to attempt with my pathetically weak voice..
esp when i have frens like yiting xinyi yatan etc who can sing so well
haha!

but aniwaes
todae's presentation .. its not the singing that realli mattered
i was damn nervouse at first
but i saw three faces that realli made me calm down.. 4 in fact..
lg came to support me.. =) realli v happy!! haha!! lalalala.. n he helped me record the presentation too! n we went to slack after that.. hahaha!! JB yo!
den yiting n yatan came n helped me with the sun n the cloud n made the presentation so much better.. touched. they moved with my music!
n daphne who was sitting there smiling..
haha!
without these 4 ppl
i would prob have died of stage fright n of nervousness..
so.. THANK U !!!

o sole mio
COMPLETED! ( tho i was the onli one who didnt sing the second verse.. haha!)





sian-sation
tired tired tired!

get well soon anita
n dokdok!
i received the mcdull card! THANK U SO MUCH! so happy to c it..
n dun worry.. my blog is the exagerated version of my life.
i onli blog when im happy or sad.. lol!

tired

aniwae. decided not to blog so much
cos
my life n my thoughts r gg to be secrets.. !
lol!



ultimate fav pic. its so blur. but yet.. dunno lei.. just love this.. =)

=) so happy he sort of liked the shirt a little.. n bot it cos i liked it .. alot! of cos not the shirt la. but the shirt on him! not many ppl can pull off short sleeve shirts so nicelyn handsomely k.. so far i onli know joe n mr lee here who can wear liao n dun look llike some ah pek or look 5-10 yrs older..

non coordinated same colour day! somehow we seem to onli wear same purple coloured clothing.. other colours like seldom got.. haha! o.. lucky got this army hat. if not i'd prob have died by movie time wif a bad headache or sth.. didnt know the sun's uv was so strong. but it takes some time to seep in n take effect lei. u dun get burnt straight away!

tho sharkie didnt fly much that day n lost a gan. but still.. it was an awesome day.. hot but nice weather. etc etc etc!



the co -owner of sharkie-who-lost-a-gan. lol.. also the nice boy who prepared the picnic stuffs! =) from the sandwiches to magnum ice cream.. to pulpy.. to pucca(which we didnt eat! ah! ) to doritos.. to everything i like.. to borrowing kites n the reels from david .. to tink of a place to fly kite other den the usual places like barrage or safra.. to running after the kite when it flew away cos of stupid me.. to help me carry my bag cos my shoulder was burnt an ugly burn..
sometimes when we r happy.. we dun credit ppl who bring such joy in us..
but when we r grouchy n unhappy.. we tend to spill it all out n niam at the person who made us upset etc..
im a niamer too
but..
im a happy niamer.. cos .. i have someone to niam. n that someone can still make me luff despite how sian i can be....
hope the one i niam dun b too sian ..
niamming runs in the family of the zheng.



sometimes i wish u can just disappear.. ......
at least from our sight.. like always?
its so sian to have u kip popping up..
go away pls. shooo.



realli v v happy dokdok is back.. tho even for a short while.. =)=) welcome home for 2 days !!! =) n she brot so many lil gifts!!!! so happy! n stuff for messy kuzi!

his smile hor.. like so gek.. tsktsk! fail! must b eat too full ar etc. etc.. but the food is realli good! ppl who wan to eat nice zi char! go to this place called chun sheng coffeeshop! NICE!
:( ok.. m v v sad that my fav earring broke.. can u see. the one on the left.. the bottom part broke. sigh
issit a bad omen?
goodbye my fav earrings! cant even rem where i bot it.. must have been ages ago! ah.. sadded..



if given a choice. i die also wunt wan to go.
but for u
o well
OKAY... ...








u noe
u just kip wishing ur parents wunt b there to nag n niam n read newspaper early in the morn n scream n make noise hor
but
when they r out of town
..
its..
abit too quiet huh..
weird..

miss the irritating noise!
sunday faster come! they'll b back
so sian at home
o my. what m i doing at home on deepavali..
watching tv.. .. tsk..




AH!
im so so hungry !!
realli m v hungry
but each time the sth that i wan to eat is put in front of me
n after i take the first bite
i wan to puke..
:(
n my stomach feels v weird.. stirring..

i wan to eat
vegan burger!!
erm
carls junior!!
bbq chicken wing!
and lots of fooood! hahaha!
but.. cannot :(
swallowing stuffs hurt..
ah

WO YAO CHI DONG XI




cant drift into slp animore
enuff of slp n slp n slp
woke up at 6 plus again. lay on bed lookin at the ceiling with my swollen eyes.. my vision is like clement's.. tiny vision.. -.-

MTV channel is playing real nice n meaningful songs.. shall rip the song out of the video into my mp3!

taylor swift-mine..
bruno mars- just the way you are
shontelle: impossible
n many more..
my eyes r hurting. cant see the title. lol!
shall go back to bed soon n try to slp today away.. so tomorrow i'll b up and about.. for
erm
..
dunno .. lol...

though i cant realli see clearly now
but
so many images n constantly flashing by..
body aches.
slping time!! =) =)
nites again world!




even stuffs that r so bright n cheery arent able to tempt me to swallow them
cos my throat is hurting like freakingly bad.. :(
its like.. wad.. 6 plus in the morn..
n i hardly slept the whole nite cos my fever doesnt seem to go down
n its so frustrating to try n slp when u r aching all over.. like literally aching.. n shivering..
so ..
decided to wake up
eat half a piece of bread..which i now feel like spitting out..
n down all my med again.. in hopes that the drowsy one will make me go back to slp n forget all the pain n uncomfy feelings ..
sobs sobs
n the best thing is
i have finished all my med for fever. for sore throat.. n for my gastric
but! i haven recover yet! ah!
screams in agony online( cos i cant do that in real life now)
n here is prob the place where i can ramble non stop
without hurting my throat
n without making noise n waking ppl up from their deep slp..

but this time
im gg to be strong n not cry animore!
tho having fever makes me wan to cry for no reason cos its like the onli way my body emits the heat out..
but
i will not do so animore.. brace urself! yo!

o.. should i join saints alumni band. its goood to be busy with good music.. =)
just that its so late n far away.. o well

one cant possibly have the best of both worlds right?

o btw.. after watching tv for nearly the whole time i was awake for the past few days.
i decided
i wan to save money
n travel!! with prob just one fren.. or two frens.. if they r ever free..
lol!
huh rena chan n anita neo! or even joan koh! but with joan we'll end up shoppping like mad..

o crap. nothing to type le..
the bed is like some.. ice bed that makes me feel so terrible when i lie on it
n champion! my stomach hurts now! cos.. no more gastric pills to save my stomach while i take the other strong med.. :(
ok. shal stop complaining..
when i wake up later
it'll b a better day!!
cheers everyone!







seasons in the sun

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees


Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there


We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time


Goodbye Papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along


Goodbye papa it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I'll be there


We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone


Goodbye Michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground


Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone