realli had fun during the two day workshop for the LEADERS at east coast pri sch.. =)
it was a prefect workshop
so they had to learn leadership skills
but i tink i also benefitted
tho i tok a lot..
but with ppl im unfamiliar with.. talking face to face with them or to them..
just seems weird.. n scary..
den i'l speak faster n faster
haha
but with the children
i feel more at ease
n they r a fun bunch of ppl
i realli hope they will grow up to be great leaders..
haha!
todae was more fun.. cos played more games
n i was so touched by their comments
tho itz something small.. short ..
but somehow..
even the naughtiest boy actually cant bear me to leave..
haha
touching hor..
see.. so naughty boys r actually .. loving n adorable too
haha!


i hope me n van can facilitate more of such camps..
we all had fun
tiring..
but
worth it! =)


after work..
went to meet rena n yong kia..
for dinner to celebrate his bdae
went to eat at the stupid xin wang.. cant even find la!
n i finally paid jo n evon money for the pins they bot for me
=)
im not a cheaterbug!!
den.. met with yk.. den me rena n him.. took so long to find the stupid xin wang
haha
heng the mee sua not bad
the rest i dun realli lyke la
haha!
altho he v quiet..
at least me n rena talk talk talk.. den he listen n nv complain
even stupid jinling tok more than him!
den we went gelare to eat!
cos waffle half price..
den rena showed to us how xu wei lun's car crashed.. tsk tsk
-one moment of silence-
ok.. the waffle v nice =)
bot two!
happy belated bdae yk!
o.. den me rena n cal went home tog! hahaha


n happy birthdae to u as well
a year has passed so quickly..
things that happened seemed lyke yesterdae
may u stay happy alwaez!!=)
happy 20th bdae to u !
smile alwaez!!!!! =)=)=)



silence..
is a v nice show...
bout promises made during childhood..
how cum in my childhood..
nothing like that happened..
haha
but still
i still had a great great childhood!
rem me n joseph alwayz fighting
den i will cry..
n he will comfort me n try to stop me from crying
by either letting me win
or giving me sth..
cos if i continue to cry.. my mummy's gonna scold him
francis was the one who wunt fight with me
who will always rem to share with me
i have two great brothers!

my dear daddy..
alwaez patient n kind..
taught me how to cycle.. swim.. roller blade.. etc etc!
alwaez took me to dog shows holding my hand even when my mother doesnt wan to let me go
he will reassure her that it is ok..
that she should let me go..
cos at least he's with me

my dear mummy..
tho when i was young..
she's alwaez the stricter one..
alwaez niaming..
but still.. niam niam niam.. she still cares..
everytime after she scolds me
she will apologise.. n sae she's sorry..
cos she didnt mean to do that..

o.. todae i ta pao mixed rice home
den my dad came to ask me wad i bot
i tot he wanted to eat
but instead
he said
" i just wanna know wad u bot.. so next time i can buy for u .."
den .. wa... damn touched..
lil things lyke this.. somehow touches me=)

i love my family..
haha!
random post..
but still ..
no matter the fights.. the screaming.. the arguments..
we alwaez had
fun, laughter.. love ..









yesterday was lau shou zhen's birthdae..
she is a blessed girl
so she had not one..
but TWO celebrations in all..
haha =)
ok.. quite crap..

(first celebration)

location: her house void deck.

participants: me rena joanne jinling alan shouJIA n of cos shouzhen

me jinling n rena met up with alan n joanne after our baking class..
where the onli person baking was the instructor n NOT us..
but the strudel n apple turnover were nice =)
ok.. back to main point.
me n rena went to bring sz down to her void deck
but the ppl downstairs quite cmi. haven light candles..
but still .. we had a fun n windy night..
trying to take pictures that were so blurrrred..
haha!
n i went home with jo n alan.. n realised.. we ALL love greeenn!


(second celebration)

location: cafe cartel in IMM

participants: me n rena n jinling again! n stupid san san n anita n of cos LAU LAU!

we all met at cafe cartel..
jinling rena n sz went in first
while me n san embarked on a journey to find a cake..
the journey ended v fast cos we went to secret recipe to buy a carrot cake( not the cai tau kway hor)
den we went over to cafe cartel..
ordered food..
i ate bread.. bread bread.. n we all drank lots of water..
they had to kip refilling lo.. haha..
to tink my manager fill water for me also.. hehe!!
den took pics there!!
continued to eat.. n eat.. n eat..
den san san kept terrorising the two lil kids next to our table.. haha..
asking them to take pic with her.. but they dun wan . . haha!!!
n sz treated us la! so bu hao yi shi..
but . THANKZ for the treat!! =)
after that.. we proceeded to do wad we alwaez do..
take NEOPRINTS!.. haha..
went je to take.. n i didnt know je changed so much..
even my dear jollibean moved about 10 metres plus away form itz original position.. haha
o well..
i enjoyed myself.. did u ?!
HAPPY BDAE LAU LAU!!!




todae is the dae..
me rena n jinling..
will transform into..
BAKERS! haha
going for baking lessons starting from tonite..

suddenly tot of the cookies me n rena chan baked last yr
for the xmas party.. in 2005.. i mean last last yr..
xmas party 2005..
everything seems to have changed
ok.. at least.. most of the things..
ppl... tinking.. relationships. frienships.
no doubt i miss a lot of that..
but i guess..
itz better to treasure wad we have now ! =)
yap yap..
i love the past.. the beautiful memories.. you.. them.. he .. she .. it
but i also love the present...
haha..

ok.. hope the cakes willb e in good shape..
1 2 3 4 5 we are gonna bake a cake tonite
6 7 8 9 10 bakers' skills we will ignite..
ahaha
im crazy..


todae is pms dae..
haha..
wee bit sian sian mood..

went for interview at NUS this morn
the interview is lyke.. seriously u must tink n speak on the spot that kind
but not bad la..
tot the interviwer would be some old man or at least in the late 30s.. but instead
it was a young guy still studying in nus..
well.. hope i get the job
den can interact with lil children! sounds fun rite!!! =)

den after that went to work
served a wrong drink todae
got niamed a bit by henry..
but nvm la..
at least i got no house keeping todae..
cos i was lyke the onli one on the floor..
so i just cleared tables n left

haha..
feeling sick ...
suddenly got flu one.. dunno y ..
den headache..
ok .. end of pms-y dae
tomorrow will be a better dae! hahahaha
=)






todae is a .. EAT A LOT dae..
tsk tsk tsk
went to meet joan at cck..
ate suki sushi buffet from 12-4 plus 5pm lidat.. cos waited for rena..
den..
i decided to forgo dinner.. cos eat so much
den went back to je to meet stupid francis..
n the weather's freak! it rained damn damn heavily.. for a while..
spastic..

after that.. went to clarke quay.. walked a bit..
den ate at a persian restaurant there..
ate some 4 person platter..
one platter costs lyke $128 i tink..
n so 8 ppl.. so we bot 2 platters..
damn ex..
itz not bad la..
but eat too much.. u will wan to puke..
cos a bit not our taste.. haha!!

just when i tot..
o well ..
itz time to stop eating
we ate dessert.
tiramisu.. n some baghlava or sth.. some persian desserts
didnt realli lyke the persian desserts.. too much ginger taste..
n after that..
went to hagen daaz..
tot i oculd resist temptation
in the end.. we ordered a choc fondue.. got ice cream.. fruits.. cake. cookies.. biscuits.. n the choc was SUPER THICK.. wa..

went to watch crazy horse.. some topless women dancing..
i tot it was quite boring..
cos the dance steps lyke v repetitive..
n quite sian la..
if not cos itz ex.. i tink i would have fallen aslp..
n rum n diet coke tastes nice =)
n ya.. some of the dances .. lyke porn liddat..
but overall.. ok la..
ok.. i ate damn a lot todae.. SHIT SHIT SHIT



ok.. the happier portion.. haha
went to work todae..
supposed to be server busser.
but i tink.. in the end i became busser
haha
but it all beats being a host! hahaa
at least not so sian

den after work..
work ended at 4pm..
den me yiting n ah tung ramen jasmine leewei went to eat.. at the kopitiam..
eat .. listen to them tok.. den tok a bit..
but yiting n me lyke dunno wad to tok bout also.. haha..
so we just.. eat n eat..
hahaha

den after that supposed to go shop for present for bengie
cos itz his last dae at cartel tomorrow.. sobs
he goin back to philipines le..
so me n yiting went to search for a small gift
den in the end met eric..
den got pian4 by him to go kopitiam again..
den vincent treated us to banana spilt.. hahaha
ok.. more of we cheated his money.. ha!
den went to search for presents again
in the end.. bot a mizuno shirt for him..
n a lil card
n by that time we left..
nearly 8 o clock le la!
4 hours spent liddat..

n the happiest thing..
is
that
tomorow
im goin to meet joan!!!
n rena..
haha
joan is the main charac.. cos i see rena most of the time! haha!!!!
eat buffet.. n grow fat..
den go clarke quay..
meet my uncle they all..
hope i will b on time..

n next week goin to celebrate lau lau's bdae! =) =) sheng ri kuai le.. !!!
suddenly rem this phrase..
409 sheng ri kuai le! ( tink onli a few ppl understand.. haha!)





water splashed
can it be retrieved?

glass smashed
can it be fixed?

moments forgotten
can it be recalled?

arguments n fights
can they be demolished?

friendship strained
can it be rekindled?

perhaps for some things.. once it happens.. it cant be changed..
it may heal but there will alwaez be a scar...
the scar is simply a reminder of all the pain n upset a person has gone through
but..
a scar..
also means.. the person has fought thru it n overcame it... n itz a reminder of a victorious battle.
itz just a scar
but it has two perspectives
what's more a human..
who has so many trains of thoughts n feelings n emotions ...
negative thinking.. positive ones..
sometimes..
it's just ..
up to
you.

to be happy n contented
or to whine in sorrow n grief

to be thankful for all that is given to u
or to lament that its not a gift

to enjoy life in present
or to turn back n sigh

so many choices
so many different paths
everyone takes different ones..
perhaps we both each will take one..


Should you go to University?


Ask yourself - and those who matters - these questions before you choose a university!

• Do I have a particular career in mind?

• Am I seeking a higher education qualification as a requirement for initial entry to a specific profession?

• Do I just want to chill out for a while, maturing gradually and developing my thought processes?

• Is there a specific subject I want to explore thoroughly?

• Do I want to develop my key skills?

• Do I want to make myself generally more employable?

• Do I want a clean break from my present circumstances and the chance to make a fresh start?

• Do I want to study full-time / part-time / by distance learning, at home/away from home?

• Can I afford it?

• What are the alternatives?


haha.. so should i go to university? wad courses do i wana take? wad m i realil interested in?
i also dunno..
haha..
all i noe is..
itz time to ..
GET CHANGE N GO FOR WORK!




haha.. finally got to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM.. haha
after wanting to watch.. den went to penang.. goin to watch..
but in the end all nv watch..
den finally
when nothing is planned
me n rena went to jurong point n ended up watching it..
haha!

n i met paul cheng.. haha.. at kopitiam..
with his fren....

o.. n me n rena were early for the movie..
v sad u noe.. a lot of ppl watching alone..
but got 3 stupid ppl in front.. make so much noise
den the guy kip telling the other two girls the story
cos he watch b4..
damn irritating! hahaha..

haha..
as usual ..
lyke in the show- finding neverland..
rena fell aslp
but luckily .. she woke up at the nicer parts.. haha!
the damn farni parts..
even got ' xiong nu" den i luff until peng..
n the t rex is cute..
roman soldiers.. n owen wilson.. haha!
so in the end.. the show turned out to be v nice
n the mummy.. quite shuai also! haha
damn stupid..

oo! n got a movie trailer.. cant rem wad show le..
is a cartoon type..
the t-rex said.. his head is too big n his hands are too short..
den my n rena just burst out luffing..
first person we tot of.. big head.. -----JOOLENG!
hahah!! ok.. v evil..
o.. n me n rena went to paint our nails..
she did both pedi n manicure
i just did pedicure.. cos working cannot paint nails.. haha
ok..
the end
i shall go watch 7pm shows.. tata!

that boy in the pic is super cute...!
n blur..
n lyke stoning..
my son.. .. ahaha

o ya.. yesterdae slept super early..
decided to replenish some slp..
so i slpt bout 11 plus..
=)

goin to work later..
got firedrill at 5pm.. hha!
itz been a long time since i had a firedrill..
in sch normally have.. den super sian..
but good cos can skip lessons! lalalala

ooo.. i enjoy goin for band pracs..
look forward to the sats n suns
i love the songs we r playing for the concert..
every song is v nice..
fast ones slow ones blasty ones cute ones.. haha
u just feel happy when u play these music..
esp 999 ! super nice..

haha.. wanna go jog now
but..
just woke up not long ago..
still in a trance that kind..
so later den go.. haha..
plus later hotter! wootz!
hope i wunt get too lazy till in the end nv go jog..

okok.. for the hong kong trip! save $$$$ !!!
save save save.. save more.. buy more later!
though itz atill lyke 6 months away.. haha!
lalalla..
THE END!


haha.. finally..
im goin to wake up late tomorow
realli late
den go for band prac
tomorow is lyke one of my least busiest dae..
wanted to go for cca extravaganza one..
den in the end ended work late..
o..
im the S1 one.. means.. i serve food! haha
quite fun..
but my memory is failing me..
table sth.. name of food.. den another table.. another food.. den add wad sauce.. add wad topping.. haha.. im getting old..
but good la.. test my memory..

o.. so in the end.. instead of goin sch..
i went to west mall
n guess wad.. van met rena n jinfeng..
so .. in the end.. me van n rena shopped round west mall a while..
oo.. den i bot my full blacks for alumni le! $43 onli!
cos G2000 got sale.. normally at other shops.. $43 cant even get the long black pants..
haha! zuan4 dao le..
n rena bot.. 3 shirts.. 19 bucks each..
n van.. haha!! me n her hor.. got lyke the same clothing.. skirt.. shirt.. etc etc etc!
one dae we shall just wear the same things ok.. is exactly the same..
itz good .. at least frenz have same taste.. haha
more fun..

hmmmz.. aniwae....
i want to buy a new wallet...
cos my old one is.. old..
but.. cant bear to part with it..
haha
my dear wallet from aust brings me back the aust memories..
where we were choosing our wallets.. big pencil cases.. etc.. from the surf shop or sth in brisbane.. miss those times..
haha..

n.. LOUIS N JEREMY!.. take care in army..
we will miss u all..
SERVE THE NATION WELL! =)




haha.. finally..
im goin to wake up late tomorow
realli late
den go for band prac
tomorow is lyke one of my least busiest dae..
wanted to go for cca extravaganza one..
den in the end ended work late..
o..
im the S1 one.. means.. i serve food! haha
quite fun..
but my memory is failing me..
table sth.. name of food.. den another table.. another food.. den add wad sauce.. add wad topping.. haha.. im getting old..
but good la.. test my memory..

o.. so in the end.. instead of goin sch..
i went to west mall
n guess wad.. van met rena n jinfeng..
so .. in the end.. me van n rena shopped round west mall a while..
oo.. den i bot my full blacks for alumni le! $43 onli!
cos G2000 got sale.. normally at other shops.. $43 cant even get the long black pants..
haha! zuan4 dao le..
n rena bot.. 3 shirts.. 19 bucks each..
n van.. haha!! me n her hor.. got lyke the same clothing.. skirt.. shirt.. etc etc etc!
one dae we shall just wear the same things ok.. is exactly the same..
itz good .. at least frenz have same taste.. haha
more fun..

hmmmz.. aniwae....
i want to buy a new wallet...
cos my old one is.. old..
but.. cant bear to part with it..
haha
my dear wallet from aust brings me back the aust memories..
where we were choosing our wallets.. big pencil cases.. etc.. from the surf shop or sth in brisbane.. miss those times..
haha..

n.. LOUIS N JEREMY!.. take care in army..
we will miss u all..
SERVE THE NATION WELL! =)




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haha.. yes.. garmeng ask me to blog about him.. n that.. he rocks.. haha!!
n he earns v lil money per hour.. less den me! lousy pork
ok.. end the part on garmeng le! hahahahaha.. see.. i blogged bout u


aniwae.. went to work todae..
at first.. decided todae shall be my stay at home n rest dae.. n watch one litre of tears
but den anita clal me to take over her shift todae
so off i went to work
be host..
give flyers etc
omg.. tho itz v slack.. but itz so so super boring!
standing down there n not having ppl to tok to .. is damn sian..
i rather go clear tables.. fill water.. cut bread etc.. den to rot outside..
haha..
heng tomorow im busser. clear table.. sai gang job..
but thurs goin to host again.. shit
aniwae.. v tired..
left cartel bout 10.50pm? waited for er.. dunno wad's his name
he lives super near me la..
haha..
yawnz..
n rena chan come back le!!!! hahaha!
finally..


haha.. since lau lau ask me to blog..
i shall blog
at first rather lazy to do so..
ok..
been rather bz lately..
haha
come come.. let me tell u all my schedule..
fridae.. went to work.. 6-10pm..
den after that.. bout 11 plus..
i took the last train to pasir ris..

yes..
i rotted for nearly an hour!!
den took a stupid cab.. $3.90 to go to the stupid chalet there..
didnt noe can walk there la! waste $$$
den the next dae.. went to wild wild wet..

yes..
n i got sunburnt..
my face is lyke.. an apple.. or a cooked lobster.. or.. anithing red la!
n to top it all up..
my scalp.. head there.. also sunburnt.. so comb hair v pain..
stupid rite?!
den after goin wild wild wet..
went to eat subway with yongrui.. while the rest of the class went to escape..
den i went for band prac at sas

yes..
supposed to start at 5 plus.. end up start at 7.. gek si..
den.. todae
went for church .. n after that band prac..
n it started at 2pm.. but im smart now!
i left house at 1.45pm..
reach there also haven start..
but.. im realli glad joined alumni.. so i still get to play my eupho..
itz lyke my reward of the week.. =)

using shit colours to blog.
cos i realised i used most of the colours b4.. except for these few ugly shit colours..
aniwae..
i realli lyke the music we playing for this concert..
play until.. tho v tired.. but v happy..
plus can meet up with jooleng ting ma serene they all..
eat talk shop play music.. =) yap yap. v happy
n hor..
i miss rena chan!!
she's supposed to be back todae..
but dunno wad time la..
n RENA CHAN!.. just wanted to tell u .. west mall popular got sell skipping rope..
scared i forget to tell u .. so i blog.. den wunt forget le!

ok.. gotta go work on tues.. hope my face faster recover..
not i tink i will scare away the customers if my face peels..
win le lo..
everytime ppl get tan.. i get burnt.. ra!
look lyke i put too much blusher.. spastic rite.. hhahaha!!
but nvm! it'll heal soon..
ok..
i blogged..
quite long hor.. hahaha
naggy me is back!!!!!
ra!




haha.. haven blogged bout new year!
haha
went to joel's house
watched vcds.. ate..
decided.. to go watch fireworks..
so .. we scrambled up kent ridge park..
n everyone up there was looking at the wrong direction..
quite dumb..
so we onli lyke heard the explosions of the fireworks.. n saw some lights..
but.. had fun!..
played with sparkles..
joel made a rocket.. erm. 2.. which exploded in flames..
haha! scary la! should see the video of the rocket made with sparklers n lighter..
den we walked to eat prata..
talk..
crap..
den i cant realli rem.. cos all i can rem was.. when i woke up..
stupid van was slapping on my leg! haha
ate breakfast..
went to vivo to walk..
haha

hmmz..
wad's my new year resolution..
i dunno also..
maybe for everyone to be even happier! haha
=)
o.. went to van's house todae.. after a swim.. with no sun..
watched i am david.. n we both fell aslp..
spastic..
van's new house.. quite nice.. still got a bit of the old house feel.. =)
ok..
yawnz..
the end.