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Thursday, November 29, 2012


5 days of shooting is finally over!
from the first shot .. where the impact of the recoil.. together with the sound of shot stunned me..
to the last day where i got marksman.
yey!
glad that its over.. cos my hand is sore..
bt still
never in my life would i have imagined myself doing this. haha!





Monday, November 19, 2012

my mummy is more hip den me.. she go b4 the big fake gardens at MBS there already.. omg. i feel so shings.. nv go b4. hahaha!! 

bangkok bangkok!

eeven tho we stupidly arrived on sunday nite n cannot go chaktuchak cos its a weekend mkt. but stil. we shopped.. walked n ATE A LOT! 

eat n eat.. nice hor his new polo tee! hahaa! =)





Saturday, November 10, 2012


sometimes we r so blocked by our own fantasies and wants. that we neglect what we have right in front of us. we have everything. n yet. all we want is.. MORE. n more n more..  
perhaps its the way society is formed. a fully consumer society. whereby how great a person u are. ur index of happiness .. become succumbed to "things" .. to the amt of items that we own or have. that we neglect many other more important but intrinsic things and values in our lives. things that cannot be bought .. or extracted from someone to become ur own. things like.. family. friendship. love.  

in this post. i count my blessings once again to remind myself constantly of.. the things i have in life. that are more than enough to get my through life happily. 
i have been lucky to join home team. n to meet my awesome batch mates. i guess even though individually , we r v v different ppl. with diff backgrounds. hopes. personalities. but i guess. life during training would have been a bore without this grp of ppl.. =) it may be luck. but i guess.. probably its fate that brought us tog. 

and even for my times in uni during my engineering years. it was these ppl.. (plus derrick n mf) and hall frens that really made me life so much easier  during the toughest yr in uni.. struggling with horrendous physics.. maths.. computing (which i PROUDLY got B+) hahaha! 

and the reason for this post. is because.. my dad was complaining how my mum cooks too much. resulting in leftovers etc.. n that he has to eat leftovers. n that its actually so easy to cook lesser. n bla bla bla. i guess married couples end up like this over the years. but still. altho it didnt really get to him when i told him to appreciate. but .. really. daddy. its not easy to be a housewife... to cook for ppl whom u r not sure if they have taken their meals. to predict whether ur family members r v hungry. or dont feel like eating. to wash a pile of dirty smelly clothes. to clean the house. to get scolded and screamed at by all of us (me inclusive. :( v guilty) 
this lady here is really the root of our family. without her. i dunno how our family will function. without her. i dunno what kind of a person i will be today. both u n her taught me values that are becoming extinct in this society. 

n of cos. thankful for my cute n not v little cousin. haha! even tho i always scold u for being lazy n stupid n all. but .. u know i dont mean it. all i wish for u is that u can work hard n give ur parents a good life that they want. =)


n of cos my core grp of frens in uni.. the band ppl.. these are the retarded ppl that brighten up the whole journey in uni as well. and the ppl whom i have travelled so often with.. sung k with.. etc etc! n last but not least.
super thankful for my dear boyfriend mr caleb lee wei hong.
up till now. i still can believe we have been together for 4 years pls.. n that out of the whole big crowd of ppl. we liked each other mutually. etc etc.. even if there were many many many handsomer n great guys out there. what i will see is still this. YOU. in my view.
=)
treasure u for who u r are. for how u treat me. for everything. 





Saturday, November 03, 2012

sad FATs about life. 
opps
i meant
sad FACTS about life
is that

 Im growing fatter
becos my working pants r getting tighter
n i better do something b4 my pants split when im doing checks! 
plus
im not gg to b issued new pants till like erm.. 
next yr?
ah! this is bad...

 feasting after work does take a toll on my waistline
:(
sigh. why cant i be the kind that feast n dont grow fat. 
TSK