dunno y.. suddenly i saw the pics of these two pigs. den this thought came into my mind..
look at the BEE pig.. it has so much food.. n look at the jin san shun pig.. it's being hung by a clip..

even pigs have a different life ..
some ppl may have lots of stuff.. enjoy life..
but yet.. some r feeling frus n depressed n r hanging on the life by a thread( in this case.. is by a clip)

pigs dun have a choice
but .. we do!
we can choose the life we want..
if we want to enjoy life... like the bee pig..
itz time to work hard.! hahahahaha
rather den feel frus with life now..
itz better to tink ..
how much happier n more enjoyable ur holidaes will be if u get good grades..
so .. study hard!!
n tink positive..
as rena saez.. itz all in the attitude..
itz all in the mind!

i know got no link..
but.. itz a form of destressing.. talking n blogging crap.. lol.
=)







went for one phys lect.. was so tired i was onli half awake..
so i dunno y i went also
after that went to .. supposedly cant 1 to eat with joan kim caijie n ronggui..
but we ended up going cant 2..
cos i dunno how to go cant 1..
now i noe le.. so near cant 2 .. lol..

did some maths..
ya.. den i fell aslp.... .. not long after..

went to have dinner with my mum at jp..
ate delifrance..
should have eaten subway.. haha!
n me n my mum went shoppping!
n we each got a new top..
plus go john little. i got my white nail polish which looks like liquid paper
n my mum got another blouse
wa.. todae .. just a dinner to jp
i spent 100 plus le.. on food n clothing ..
tsk tsk
no wonder ppl wan to earn big bucks.. ..

im goin to officially lead a no-life life for two weeks
till my exams end
im in quite deep shit.. cos i dunno a lot of stuff..
n my exams r coming!!! ah!!
itz like the a levels repeating itself..
aniwae. itz like 3.15 am.. n im still reading my phys tb.. yawnz.
shall slp at 4..
heng adam came in to "inspect" my room just now
so went to walk ard hall with him a while
den go kim's room n talk..
den go feed cat
den talk a while more
.. lucky got take a break
if not i sure half dead.. ok.. fully brain dead by now..
haha!!!
n i tink we should have a hall pet.. haha..

ok lar. i just hope i can finish studying my stuff.. or at least 80% of it..
n get at least b minus or c .. i v happy le
hmmz
back to studying..
blogging break over..
its time to go back to
NO LIFE MARIE!...

yey! but.. no matter how stressful it gets.. its all in the mind n attitude!
if u tink u can .. u can =)





shall use anita'a all time fav colour to blog.. haha.. !!
yest she suddenly called me ard 1 plus or 2 plus.. ask me wanna go shoppping
dunno y
suddenly both of us become so high!! hahaha .. n off we went to bugis to SHOP =)

because anita says that she likes to use her fone take pic.. we started taking many pics.. haha!!!




ok.. these pics should be uploaded i tink in the previous entry.. but being typical lazy n slow mo me..
im going to upload it in this entry..

thatz me n buffalo!! we r fa fen tu qiang-ing.. studying hard.. haha!!! actually. we werent la.. we were posing for this pic..




hmmz.. shall blog at home with my stupid ibook b4 i forgot wad happened yest..haha
shall upload the pics taken when i get back to hall n use my toshiba..haha.. cos this lappie sucks..

went to study with MIMOSA STAR GOH yesterdae.. hahaha
studied about 2 hours onli.. till lunch time
when RENA CHAY CHAN came to meet up for lunch..
ate at kopitiam..
bot ytf, hotplate chicken, chee cheong fan, carrot cake n shared..
after that took np!
itz been a long time since we took np..
so when rena suggest.. we didnt realli sae no..haha!!
thenp turned out rather nice.. =)
while talking during lunch
suddenly i randomly mentioned kam..
n hor..
all of a sudden. a plan to go nhss to visit him appeared!
hahahaha

n so we all went to take our bags ngo back nhss
jinling damn farni.. cos it was raining..
she walk until sheleft her slipper behind she also dunno lar!
hahahaha
damn farni...

talked to kamin canteen forabout 2 hours
sometimes itz realli nice to go visit ur teachers n talk to them
talking to him was like talking to our old fren..
he's leaving nh soon..
but nvm. we'll go anderson find him next time!
tho itz damn far lar..
i realli miss nh days..
those stupid things we did in sch
rushing down to canteen each time bell rings..
me n anita talking to teachers during lessons..
san san n her can of tuna
rena n her stupid councillor tie n raps...

took pics with kam n pandian.. n outside sch
..
so even tho we onli studied for 2 hours..
talking to kam.. was of a higher opp cost...hahaha..
so i rather talk to him.. den study
lol.
ok.
but now. i nid to study rather than blog too much n slp..
3 tests next week.. champion.


haha.. this pic must be v familiar to rena chan!!!.. cos itz from our fav show last time in jc.. A DATE WITH THE VAMPIRE.. haha..
this is ma da long.. n he alwaez saez wad is shown in the pic..
suddenly remembered this pic..
altho it looks quite dumb
but actually..
it does make a lot of sense..

ok.. shall faster blog.. going to start studying at 12.45...

hmm.. went to meet my phys tutor todae... he is a v v nice person.. not as a teacher.. but more of someone whom u can talk to .. like mr kam.. mr pandian.. mr chia.. the ppl who helped me in my sec sch daez.. =) the great n nice teachers cum frenz.

i failed my phys test miserably.. 1/5.. .. it sucks.. but.. after talking to my tutor.. n seeing this guy in yr 3 who was like almost on the brink of giving up.. i decided that.. itz high time i started to put in more effort in my studies!!!

hahaha.. i feel motivated now.. i guess itz.. realli.. IN THE MIND.. if u tink u cannot do it.. subconsciously.. u tell urself.. u will nv be able to do it.. n can nv achieve it..

sounds crappish.. but.. REALLI EH!!.. like how i alwaez feel tired when i m goin to start studying..

itz all in the mind..

so .. XIANG XING JIU XING!..

haha

anita neo.. ~if u tink u can.. u can ~ lol. =)

shall meet jinling n rena tom.. meeting jinling to study.. maybe next time shall yue anita to study tog.. but we better not end up talking.. haha!!! somehow it feels great to still be able to study with ur good frenz even tho u r all in diff unis n studying diff stuff.. no wonder... friends r friends forever =)

STUDY TIME! =) .. itz all in the mind.. i can do it .. yey!

went out after econs lect to meet my mum.. cute cousin sean!! joe n fran n ying ying n shimin..
haha..
to celebrate my mum's 54th bdae!!!! wa.. so old le.. heng she's old but still v cute n spastic.. hahha.. n irritating at times.. hahaha..

went to eat at soup restaurant
u should see how francis ordered..
everything also order big one.. crazy lo..
n sean scold joseph chee bai when joseph threw sth at him.. n when francis tried to force him to eat sth he didnt want..
champion ..
so young know how to scold le!!
tsk tsk

too bad dun have pictures of him
he's getting cuter n cuter!!!
n CUTER!
tho he smeared n dropped choc cake all over me..
n spilt water on me
..
heng he's damn cute..
love him to bits!!!!!

meeting rena n jinling on fri!!!
dunno to do wad.. cos me n jinling wan to study .. but rena dun nid to study for anithing yet..
haha!!
nvm.. maybe rena can bring a book n read! lol..
hahaha

just finished doing maths tut with kim's help
tink he can be my math tutor liao le lo.. haha..
if not i tink by tonite i also cant complete that tut..
the past of integration haunts me!!

shall start doing my mat sci tut..
why uni students lead a sad life?
look at the time.. 1.38am..
n im STARTING to do another tut..
tsk tsk tsk
hahahaha..

the more i read on fatigue in mat sci
the more fatigue i am!
yawnz..
1 month more to exam! ahhhhhhh!
n 1 month 2 weeks more to end of exams!! yeyy!!!!! hahahaha




sadded by many things
misses many ppl
depressions kicks in

drop out
give up
or try again

lose hope
lose faith
or believe once more

if u tink u can.. u can..
wad if u cant?

look back
look forward
itz all a blur

one step forward
a step backward
in a dilemma

crap life
sucky place
in my own world

sadded..... ..............


had bbq outside tv lounge yest..
nv realli helped with the cooking.. cos everytime i go there put honey.. will kana scolded.. haha!!
bbq was quite fun la..
the talking n crapping etc..
n joan climbing up the hill.. faintz..
n being typical lazy me..
after e bbq..
i TRIED to study
but in the end..
i decided to go n slp n wake up earlier the next morn to slp

as usual.. it was procrastination.
n i ended up waking up.. ard 10 plus??
when my dear hp alarm rang like mad trying to wake me up lo.. haha

n i. . I WENT FOR MY FIRST or isit 2nd.. PHYSICS LECTURE on fri!
cos normally fri is my self declared holidae..
go sch for one lect v stupid ma..
but.. nvm.. resolution....!
after that..
walked with derrick mf john junhao they all go cant 2 ..
den i went to eat with caijie n kim

itz raining now
i feeel so sian in my room
so im bloging.. haha
cos e rain makes me wanna slp..
yawnz.
but no..
im going to study.. hahaha!!!

n i tink rena chan gimme the keropok is like rotting in my room..

n. i still dun realli like uni. but i quite like my frenz tho =)



hmmz..
suddenly.. i realised
i realli miss sajc band!
that photo was taken b4 we flew off to brisbane in 2005 .. rite? in j1..
that 8 days there was the best trip i ever had..
remembering how care free everyone was.. enjoying life to the fullest..
having fun.. playing music.. doing stupid stuffs and stunts for photos
damn fun lo..
haha
screaming our hearts out during roller coaster ride..
rem junjie sitting with me the first time on lethal weapon..
den he was screaming when the roller coaster was goin up.. n when it came down.. i tink no voice come out le..
den second time i sat with jacky..
he sit until mucus come out..
den the scooby doo ride.. i just kept screaming..
me n van in our room taking damn crap pics.. n how we proudly made our way back to the hotel.. OURSELVES! hahaha.. n not get lost like the flute ppl.. lol!! hahaha
plus all the hair waxing during wen min's bdae..
how the group of guys rush into my room to try n wake me up. but cmi..
rochelle n her nice cooking skills.. n mine n my soggy maggi mee which everyone dun like.. tsk!

awwww.. hahaa
miss those days!!!!

haha..
quite random..
hmmz.. jsut went to eat lunch with mingfeng n alex at cant 11
so hard to get alex to go to cant 11 to eat.. cos itz "TOO FAR "from his hall.. haha!!
rubbish
aniwae.. goin to play badminton with them later at 4.15..

ok.. back to yest nite.. haha!
was talking to joan
realli lo.. come uni.. v hard to find true frenz..
those that will you nan tong dang. you fu tong xiang that kind. ..
which is one of the reasons y i miss jc..
in uni.. itz so hard to know ppl..
cos there r too mani ppl..!!

o..
i wan to continue staying in hall next sem lei..
but joan may not stay..
so im contemplating as to whether i should shift home too or not
my mum wans me to shift home..
but .. i prefer to stay in hall lei.. cos i can study better here..
plus.. i dun tink i will ever get a hall the next yr.. cos i stay in jurong..
haiz..
dunno lar..
hope joan get good grades! den she will continue to stay!! =)
den i'll be v happy =)=)

ok.. i shall go wash up.. n do some studying..
marie shall not fail ani more tests..
nor skip animore lectures..
she didnt skip maths todae in the end! yey!
resolution stands firm.. .. for now.. lalala



okok.. i shant blog on me sleeping.. BECOS!! .. yest!! i couldnt fall aslp!! tink i onli slpt for 2-3 hours? but dunno y im quite awake todae..
hahaha!! aniwae.. here r some super overdue pics of me n joan.. when we were bored.. ok.. I was bored.. haha
our black n white biore pore packs..

joan n her jin san shun pig.. which she washed..n strangled.




o no...
i kip sleeeping
...
slpt till 8 this morn
ate brekafast with joan n kim n caijie
den i went back n SLEPT!
den woke up.. study a teeny weeeee bit..
den went to eat lunch
after lunch
..
i came back
watch some show
den.. listen to online lect halfwae..
n i FELL ASLEEP!
omg
the sleeepy spells r coming over me!!!

if the sleeping n slacking stops
the failing can too..
haha!!


ok.. shall use some brighter n nice colour..
red! instead of horrible purple.. haha

went for two lects todae..
decided to pon maths
cos too tired
tink itz become a routine to take afternoon naps once i reach hall after i bathe
regardless or not whether im realli tired or just being plain lazy
haha!

studied maths.. which was a flop.. cos i tink i took like 2 plus 3 hours to do 2-3 ques.
which is.. damn damn CMI!

den went to eat dinner with alex n junhao..
haha..
haven eaten mixed rice yest n todae.. omg
im goin to eat it tomorrow..
die die also wan to eat.. haha!

hall10 finally celebrated mooncake fest..
but too bad.. we nv go ti deng long.. i tot got lo!!
den in the end.. just sit there tok to engyong n huishan..
n play with 3 cute angmoh looking kids for a while b4 goin up

wanted oto go joggin.. but NO FATE! .. cos when i asked ppl.. no one replied
den hor.. when me n joan went adam's room to play zong ji mi ma to finish up mooncakes..
piak n peisi ask me whether wanna go jogging.. den junhao also.
but too bad i nv bring fone .. stupid..

nvm. tom den go..
n at least i completed reading thru my econs lecture notez from 1-7 todae! .. haha!
tres bien! =)

HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY RENA CHAN!!!!!! =)


omg lo
ntu's shuttle bus service is..
faintz..
i officially hate waiting for shuttle buses
walking is somehow a better option.. all the time
ok.. perhaps minus the rainy days or the super duper hot days..
hahaha!

aniwaez..
aiya..
i rem i got a lot of things to blog one..
tink cos just woke up
so a bit concused..

aniwae..
hope to see rena performing in NDP NEXT YR!
y lei?
dunno.. u go n ask her!!!! hhaahhahaha!!!!

n yest was the first time i ate western food in ntu
cos normally when im super hungry..
i onli feel like n crave eating mixed rice..
haha!
thankz to the stupid shuttle yest
ate chicken chop at cant 14
hahaha

sch life is getting mundane..
engine ppl have .. or rather..dun have much life
nt that we dun wan
but
the workload.. hmmz.. it just forces u to study
hide in the library n study. hide in the room n study. study with fren.
wadeva it is.. u stil see this sickening word.. STUDY
but
one dae .. im goin to love it..
dunno when n if that daewill come tho.

n one of my lab frenz.. damn farni..
for maths..
he could sctually find a value of sth like -4/3 for i..
i is the i u learn in complex numbers..
from one equation.. he managed to find x, y and i!!
hahaa!!