KINGDOM OF HEAVEN!... woo.. i tink itz so nice.. juz that a bit gruesome la.. no wonder itz NC16.. n the show was nice until a stupid toy bear which rena chan brought to watch the movie wif us started to pretend it was orlando bloom n galloped on my hand .. *faint..n that stupid ugly bear popped up frequently during the show.... ra!

oh ya.. den me n rena went to the toilet. there was this woman who wore a terrible terrible shirt.. it made her look as tho she wore a red bra on the outside of her shirt la.. so cmi u noe.. den me n rena burst out luffin lo..

saw sebastian n meifen again.. dunno y kip seeing them in shopping centres.. diff shopping centres somemore.. haha..oo.. took np wif anita rena n joel.. it turned out veri nice la.. once of the nicest np we took this year.. haha.. n the second farniest thing is.. there was this lump of shit on the railing in the lift goodness noez y la.. den rena leaned on it n her bag got shit.. but guess who help her wipe one.. nice me! hahaha!! (rena protests on the fone" i m juz tryin to portray a nice side of me") haha..

den we went suntec to meet francis.. ate dinner.. n go shop.. in the end .. nv buy anithing. all the shoes all so ugly.. eee.. den the shirt i wan to buy.. so ex.. :( ... haiz... the farniest thing of todae was that.. rena was helping me look at the price tag of sth..den she bent down n knocked her head on the glass la.. so cmi u noe!! .. hah.. den ob i started luffing.. didnt mean to !! but.. hahahaha!! LOL!! i tink itz veri farni... rena juz kips fallin n doin stupid things.. den make me luff until i wanna die lo... after that.. she trips coz her shoelaces came undone.. den she lean on the mrt door.. her hair got cot in some metal signboards.... haha..

she insists that one dae if she die.. i will be the onli one luffin n crying at the same time there.. more of luffing.. but eh.. marie aint that evil ok... =)


i simply dun get it..

why r ppl so afraid to admit that they dunno
izit so hard to be humble and ask
why muz ppl juz fake thru n act as tho they noe when they dun
when ppl point out ur mistakes
u dun have to attitude or pretend as tho u did it rite
juz accept n change la
wadz so hard bout it
unless perhaps the person is rong.. den maebe u can juz tell the person nicely?!

i dun wanna hate u or anithing.. but why cant u put in more effort to learn. to ask if u r not sure.. nt as if we will look down on u if we noe that u dunno this n that.. on the contrary we will look down on u if we noe that u dun get it.. n yet act as tho u noe everything under the sun.. thatz being such a faker la.. dunno JUZ ASK LA!

n i tot guyz were supposed to be gentlemanly. help girls take stuffz.. but it seems.. the society is changing.. some guyz r simply.. worse den girls.. refuse to help.. insist that wadeva they do is rite.. stupid ego.. argh...hope things wil be betta...


triple L .. argh.. sux.. but triple C rox!! haha... goin to band=muz be prepared to tolerate n ren lyke hell.. wth la.. itz not easy lo.. to tink me n van toked bout it yest nite.. n promised to ren.. but in the end.. argh.. aniwae.. twins is nice.. so is concerto.. nice nice.. haha.. too bad concerto is in bass clef.. den we read a bit slow lo..

aniwae.. van is the louisest player in cornet!! haha.. szuxiang is.. haha! farni.. oh ya.. todae band got guest.. ANITA!.. bet she misses her stinky lil trombone.. so long nv see her in the band rrom playing instru le.. hha.. n rena chan.. thankz for the notes:).. i owe u how much? tho i m a member of cheapo club.. i still wil pay u money de.. haha ;) lalala.. hope i will have a erm.. not-so-gek dae tomorow!

*did i sae bout this huge bee outside band room.. o well .. it sux.. hope it doesnt sue me if it sees this on my blog.. stupid bee! hate it


ha.. so happi.. haven seen carmen(my good old fren from jps eupho section) for so so long.. at least 2 to 3 yrs? toked to her on the bus.. wa.. she becum so chio now.. last time tom boi tom boi de.. now hor.. so diff.. hah.. but her character still the same.. juz as nice =) toked bout band stuffz.. jc stuffz.. poly stuffz.. she seems happi wif her life.. good...ha.. gues poly not as stressful as jc .. onli bad thing is.. our holidaez are coming.. but their sch term is juz starting.. ha

ate cheese prata at the start of the dae n ended the dae wif an egg prata.. die la.. how to jian fei?! n goodness noez y i m called chucky.. haha.. so moronic... n the guyz in our class ar.. ra! kip puttin their disgusting pe shirt on me after pe.. so gross.. *faint*.. nvm.. i muz train n have high level of tolerance .. why? haha.. van should noe..tink en ru also noe..haha!!! llalalalala... blehz.. tink i gettin evil-er n evil-er.. but thatz too bad... muhahahahah


sitting in the cafe
i walk by
tryin hard nt to look in that direction
not even a simple hi

guess things do change
time realli flies
when we see each other
n still
not even a simple hi

but still i smile
be it a mile
coz no matter wad
u will alwaez be in my heart.

lalalala... i m so in love.. in love wif my euphonium.. dunno y leh.. but aniwae.. me n van are cheapos beyond cheapos... aniwae.. i dunno y anita seems to lyke jackets a lot.. n still will.. n everyone's cheating me of my money..haha!!! esp rena chan.. tsk tsk tsk! .. i m a cheapo! hahahaa.. .hmm.. juz in a mood to save money.. save money.. den wun eat so much... den can jian fei.. n can buy new shoes n clothing.. n ppl's bdae pressies.... should i skip sch tomorow?!?!?! hmmz..


so rubbish la.. aniwae.. todae half dae. wooohoo.. so cool lo.. 12.45 release...went to ps wif anita san rena.. ate kfc.. ppl cheat my money la.. insist i eat the more ex meal.. tsk! irrittaing.. haha.. n we got not enuff tissue.. wonder n ponder y..haha.. took np also.. rena alwaez cheating my money..haha!! san san n kevin muz pay xtra.. coz the np maj is they all two de.. haha.. but todae i realli veri happi.. itz been quite some time since the 4 of us went out..( if onli stupid lau wasnt sick)

me anita n rena stupidly went back to sch at 5.15 for yellowribbon tok onli to noe it has been cancelled.. but o well.. as least we not as dumb as sum ppl who waited in sch.. haha! aniwae.. guess wad?! rena chan fell on the steps. hah.. not sae i mean luff at her.. but she is alwaez fallin down la.. ever since that da bing lian thing.. haha.. so freakish..

haiz.. is saying hi that diff..

aniwae.. i m feelin sick.. dunno y.. there is this stupid headache stuck in my head refusin to come out.. ra! tink i m fallin sick..





went for big walk todae.. haha.. woke up so early la.. 5am eh!!! go sch also nv wake up so early.. den met up wif na at je.. haha.. reached kallang at round 7.. called stupid szu xiang.. den he dun dare tell me where he was.. coz he juz left his house lo.. haha.. den we waited till bout 7.30 for him.. time passed quite fast la.. coz we were talking n luffin n luffin la.

den szu xiang sae nid to wait for jing yan.. so we waited for him till bout 8.30.. during that time.. we decided to go eat touhway n sandwich for breakfast.. oh ya.. i was lookin for a toilet.. mac's toilet queue was longer than the queue to order food la! so cmi.. haha.. took stupid pics in the touhway store.. so moronic.. haha!! den went back to mrt station to find jingyan.. when we reached the big walk there to take goodie bag .. the ppl in the competitive section were all coming back le lo.. so paiseh la..aha.. n to tink we haven started walking.. got our goodie bagz.. n off we went to walk..haha.. so lil ppl left walkin.. haa!!

started to sing band songs.. since all of us from diff sections.. sang merry widow, persis, singapore rhap, n otherz.. i tink ppl tot the 4 of us were mad la.. we sang our way to suntec.. when approaching suntec.. the other side of the road.. the whole super big grp of ppl who started an hour b4 us all were walking the othe opposite direction lo.. haha.. me szu xiang n na were tryin to make them stand still so we tried to sing the national anthem.. but i tink no one gave a damn lo..haha!! such a farni dae.. ended up walking in suntec.. oh ya.. waited for serene.. went to carrefour.. did stupid things dere.. when serene finaly came.. me n na had to leave.. but so hungry la.. so we walked to citilink's 711 .. i bot cup noodles.. she bot mee siam.. den we sat on the benches in citilink eating.. look lyke some beggarz lor.. the most embarrassing moments.. ppl tot we were freaks la!haha.. so amused..

n guess wad i realise i m smarter den van! she was scolding me sae i dunno the way.. haha.. in the end wonder who brot us safely to the mrt station.. so proud of myself.. hahaha!!!! lalalal. vanessa's dumb.! blehz...


paid 11 buckz juz to watch the band perform 2 songs.. coz after band performed.. me na n qing went out to find our juniors.. but ended up riting lil notes to them in the toilet b4 we got chased out by a guy.. that sicko... aniwae.. so happi .. got to meet 4/5 ppl n band peepz n all that... tho i didnt get to watch the rest of the performance.. still veri happi..

UCC has so mani memories.. remembered the time they scared me till i cried.. the times we hid in the locker.. the times we ran into the boi's toilet to take pic n scared a guy away... when we went on stage knowing it would be our last performance wif the band( hw sad n emotional we were) .. times when we had so so much fun tog, played eupho tog, went band prac tog, go out tog, take np tog, luff tog, enjoyed ourselves tog..realli wish we could juz go back to the past sometimes... =)

todae.. we recalled wadeva happened last yr n reenacted some parts.. for exmaple goin to the guy's toilet to take pics.. remembering the lockers.. the time when we were punished for not kiping the instru n was made to carry everything up the truck whilst the others went for the finale.. the ghostly staircase.. the rubbishy camera woman rena chan who went round asking ppl to sae happi bdae to me..haha..

after that wen to eat cheese prata.. i ate a cheese one n half a mushroom one. n teh tarik.. die so full...haha.. eupho shall reunite in june! so happi! ..lalalalala.. go jp go jp... haha





marie is sad todae.. juz wanna sae

"the bridge is not wide enuff for three person to pass.. one person has to let go... "


"Untitled" simple plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember howI can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edgeI’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me


haha.. todae was a sia sway dae.. during phys lect in audi.. take the stupid pail n swing swing swing...so cmi lo.. aiyo... heng i said my name was gary.. at least ppl wun noe i m marie.. if not they will come flooding for my signature.. haha.. ok.. crap..

so tired todae.. have been nearly late for sch la.. lucky it rained.. so they didnt book us or anithing.. hmmz.. band was rathe fun..ha .. me n van were luffin lyke mad ppl lo.. dunno y.. THE PLEDGE! ..hahhah!!! mirror image.. haha.. so farni la.. aniwae.. i tink disney fantillusion is nice wad.. thatz bout it..

i m drained

need plenty of rest


marie is failin all her tests
gp and physics... haha..
goodness noez y i study but i still fail.
guess itz juz me
so tired toda.e. nearly fell aslp during econs.. n maths esp.. lucky me n jooleng had so much fun luffing .. haha..
yawnz.. tired tired tired.. lalalalla.. oh ya.. did i sae
I M SO SO SO FREAKIN HUNGRY RITE NOW!.. no dinner to eat.. all i ate todae was a burger.. hungry lyke mad.. somebody gif me sth to eat..


having a migraine
tryin to do econs test
failing all my other tests
lacking slp
tryin to study for the upcoming tests
i seriously nid some rest..
i miss orientation(the 1st one)
i realli do...

o well.. life's stressful.. but there's still u .. ( u as in.. lsn.. my frenz.. my class, band etc..)


hmmz.. todae is a veri fun dae! lucky i wasnt lazy n i went to sch for games dae or sports for life or .. aiya.. wadeva u call it.. so fun.. haha.. at first went to sch.. den jacob ballas lyke so quiet.. dne i panicked u noe.. i tot i come sch on the rong dae la! den i on my fone check calendar.. correct wad.. cheh.. panic for nothing. goin nutz.

hmmz.. grp 2 rox! shane jacky hubert sheryl vanessa n me.. haha.. so fun.. played bball first.. den captain's ball. den soccer.. soccer was the worst la.. the galz juz slack round.. so dif to play .. i tell u ppl y.. itz lyke u see a ball flying rite a u..BUT u cant raise ur hands to stop it..haha.. so moronic. . haha! i cant stop luffin..


this is my name. says:
i dont even know what does pr do la

dog is dumb.


this is my name. says:
dont u think i rawks totally
this is my name. says:
owe me a treat

dog tryin to cheat my money.


this is my name. says:
im getting smarter everyday
this is my name. says:
quick copy it and write it on a testi
this is my name. says:
LOL

now all of us know why ppl actually praise dog when he is not smart. he juz hullucinates.

dog=jacky.

after band rite.. me jooleng n van went to jec to meet up wif my jiaxing they all.. wanted to do econs tog.. but no place to sit.. so they went to holland v while me n van went to popular.. the farniest thing is.. ya.. we luffed at single thing there n looked lyke morons la.. look at the file.. comment comment.. luff n luff.. chuck it back n walk away.. look at the paper.. luff at the colour combi n put it back.. n oh ya.. both of us have decided that eupho will be represented by green or orange colour.. cool rite! both os us were tryin to find nice colour papers to deco eupho cupboard.. we found some.. but wad did we do? haha.. yap .. we luff n luff n lufff n chuck it back! haha.. end!



i tink jacky is rite. i m an ah ma la.. i cant believe i toook nearly 3 hours juz to finish up onli 5 .. yes .. 5 maths ques.. i m juz lyke a snail la.. did my maths n econs till nearly 1.45am.. by the time i brushed my teeth n pack up.. nearly 2 am.. so tired la.. i was forcing my eyes to open during the 3 period chem lect.. cmicmi

den came pw... cant believe our pw tutor.. made us hand in our pi on mon.. n till now he hasnt seen it or read thru it.. wth... made us rush lyke mad la.. aiyo... pw grps will be known soon.. hope i dun get weird ppl.. =) but even if i do.. lyke wad the tutor saez.. when u go out to work.. ur boss nid not lyke u .. n u nid not lyke ur boss.. so ya.. muz learn how to work together even if u detest that fellow or sth..

after sch.. wanted to go back wif anita they all.. but when i msged her she was at home alreadi... so ya.. den wanted to go home.. in the end .. ended up at cine .. wanted to watch movies.. but wow.. cine onli had 3 rubbishy movies.. so in the end juz walk walk lo..

council elections.. voting n such.. hope ppl vote coz they believe that their frenz r worthy and fit the criteria to be councillors n nt juz simply coz they r ur frenz.. hope we get great councillors!

band tomorow.. games dae.. 10.30am be in sch.. can slp more.. i realli realli realli realli lack slp.. hmmz.. anita take care.. rena.. take care of ur shoe n hair.. sz take care of raymond ur fren.. n marie.. slps!


cannot anihow rite.. muz tink b4 i rite.. later ppl sue me..haha.. aniwae.. went to je to buy tb.. chem tb so ex!! 66 plus dollarz.. the longman version onli costs 25 buckz.. colours in the tb do make a super big diff i suppose.. but in the end i onli bot phhys tb.. bot bout 4 or 5 pens.. so hpapi.. dunno y .. n ya.. rena n sz's phones got realli nice pics..heex

hmmz.... i m finally begginin to understnad econs unlyke some ppl who nv even buy the tb yet...n ya.. i wanna sue jacky pay.. haha.. n his blog! so cmi larz..ha.. wait till u say stupid things.. dne u will see them in my blog! hmph..

n albert realli sounds lyke someone.. omg.. how can ppl sound so alike huh.. how cum?? i wonder and ponder...


haha... BIGwalk anione? aniwae. marie is in a super good mood todae.. haha.. tho i didnt understnad wad the maths lecturer was tryin to xplain or teach... or wad the chem teacher wanted to sae or wad the phys teacher was telling us... i m still in a good mood.. hopefully my good mood will last n not be destroyed by anithin.haha.. hmmz..

anita.. u seem to be feelin realli down lately.. cheer up ya. rem.. u r s strong gal! if u tink u can.. u can! jia you ar lp! rena chan.. i m indeed veri happi todae.. saw urz n sz's msg.. den i was umchioing u noe..haha.. shouzhen... cnat believe u changed the lsn table to.. erm.. y- table.. van.. leaf award! haha.. cant wait to go aust u noe!!

phys test econs test coming up.. betta start muggin.. i m try to control my itchy fingers n stop myself from on-ing the computer.. coz itz a super great source of distraction.. aniwae.. who's goin for the cultural pot?? .. lsn lyke all cant go liddat.. other dne me... so sad ... lorz! i miss yulu, shimei, chenjiao, shidachuan, jin nian, jin yue, jin ri, zombie, the palace maids n xiaoruan..haha..


hmmz.. sometimes i realli miss the times i had in the first 3 mths.. i realli realli truly miss it..back den... we had so much more free time compared to now.. still rem first few daez.. went out wif og.. the finale.. realli had great memories.. den stil rem me alwaez skippin lessons wif anita to fold paper cranes.. sitting at the upper cafe table beside the band table.. could see lsn more often.. n the band concert which was my first concert n a great one too..

dunno y i suddenly tink of the past.. but.. life's sort of stressed up now.. wif all the tutorials piling up.. oncoming tests that r driving me nutz.. but thank god i have a great clique,great class and sa band.. lsn have realli helped me a lot.. anita-alwaez riting letters to me.. regardless whether it is to pen her feelings or itz simply words of encourage.. rena-alwaez poking me n making me luff.. sz-a mad woman who loves luffin online ..goodness noez y.. sansa-who has been disappearing in action... s78 class that realli brings loadz of fun n joy into my life.. 05s78 realli rox.. still rem.. the 2nd orientation.. i was still tinking that our class ppl looked lyke nerds n it would be a boring jc life for me.. but.. gladly.. i was proven rong when ppl started tokin, interacting.. n last but not least having so mani scandals... haha.. and sajc concert band.. a place where i spend so much time in, where i made new frenz wif the same passion for music.. a love for euphoz:) a band we worked so hard together wif for syf.

tho i still miss the 1st 3 mths.. i believe that.. the next 2 yrs in jc will be rather enjoyable n fufilling.. =)


so happi todae! all our hard work has paid off ... tho we realli lyke sacrificed goin out wif our cg or frenz to go for band prac.. didnt get to watch soccer matches etc .. but still.. ... woohoo!! we got gold wif honours.. plus we r goin to presentation nite..

o well.. all those prizes n awards r not as impt as the fact that i actually played wif my heart on the stage.. it didnt feel a bit lyke an syf, a competition.. but rather a concert where we inject our upmost feelings into the songs we play.. i dunno leh.. nv felt that way b4 in ani syfs b4.. dunno la.. juz enjoyed myself on stage.. i believed maj felt that way.. n halfwae while playing spore rhap.. glosz was lyke smiling.. so . i was lyke.. ok.. guess we played well..haha..merry widow was so so nice.. to me la.. haha...

muz realli thank a few ppl.. firstly of coz mr david glosz!e effort he put in in coming to band nearly everydae last week etc realli made a great n sig diff to our playing.. n to the leaders of band.. to moses for persuadning me n na to join band.. n ha.. of coz to the EUPHOZ!! aka. the sexy sisters(joey,ruhua,louisa,na, n me)..haha!.. sajc band rockz my socks! n ya.. esplanade.. here we come.. *grinz


syf's tomorrow.. had band prac till bout 10 yest.. den dad fetched me yiting n na home.. but on our way.. nided to top up petrol.. so the three of us ended up eating at SPC petrol kiosk... n.. i left traces of my food everywhere there..ha.. we were singing our various parts of merry widow in the car. so much easier to sing den to play lorz..

aniwae.. syf's tomorow.. i skipped sch todae to try n finish up some hw esp stupid econs... but i m doin maths now... so tired lo.. mr fong caled ask y i nv go sch.. i sae eye red n i m tired.. wonder wad he will sae when i go sch later for band prac n see him there..haha.. hubert also ponned todae.. so did van.. hmmmz.. hope sajc band does real well for syf.. n hopefully.. no one will cry regardless of wad we get.. even if we do.. may it be tears of joy!.. n ya.. as jie said.. we MUST HAVE FAITH! =) n i have faith we will do well...

all the best band peepz....


went for band prac yest... so tired... den carried instrus down to the truck.. went over to sas to prac.. had sectionals till bout 12.. randall tan took us.. he took foreva to come.. haha.. n ya.. guess he is rite.. we all muz express more freely in music.. we seem to hide everything within n such.. glosz agreed wif him... aniwae.. went to mac to eat after that.. had full band prac till bout 4 plus 5.. a senior toked to us.. he is so cool.. kip askin glosz to shut his mouth n ask us not to listen to him..haha..

after band.. went to harbour front get drinks for class ppl who were at marina bay.. i got cheng jiu gan u noe.. i noe how to go to marina bay myself.. ok.. wif a lil help from jooleng n van n hoyan.. firstly.. take mrt from harbour to doby ghaut. den take the red line to marina .. haha! so smart! went there ..ate steamboat... felt so bad i didnt pay.. juz chap in liddat coz they helped me kope a chopstick from somewhere else.. wanted to bowl... the guyz wanted to play pool.. in the end we did neither.. walked all the way back to marina mrt station.. dropped at city hall wif rebec gary n jingbao.. den gary bao n i went to find drinks to drink.. so sad.. 711 close.. den we ended up buying a cup of sprite that cost $3.80.. .. den took mrt home.. so tired.. reached home at 12 plus.. mummy was waiting for my downstairs...

aniwae.. wanted to do math todae.. but i fell aslp on my table for 3 whole hours! cmi lorz.. haiz.. how to finish my work liddat... hmmz.. hope tomorow's performance goes well =)