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Thursday, June 05, 2014

sometimes
in fact all the time
i really wish
that my family
will just be how it was 
maybe.. 2-3 yrs back?

when a family was still like a family
its my only wish that francis will come home that he knows how much he means to me
its my only wish that joseph will understand how much we love him
n how much it hurts for me to tell him to get out of the house if he doesnt even show basic respect to his father
its my only wish that my dad knows that we all care for him n love him as he is
n its my only wish that my mum knows how great a mum she is

 if only they know all of this
will they come home?
will this family
be a family again?

 i hope that
for a simple reconciliation between them
for a simply happy reunion during my future wedding
that they will be there as my brothers 
n not as strangers
that they can help me plan the wedding
that they can be involved in my life once again
all these i hope for
all these i long for
all these i yearn for
are they really that hard?

 i dont wish for high ranks and success in life
i dont wish for a life of luxury
all i wish for is a life 
where my family and friends are happy
is that really 
that tough a wish to come true?