happy 21st birthday..
at least ur reply is thankyou=) and not.. who r u this time..

o..
n i found a nice n quiet place where i can hide for an hour b4 i meet joan n martin on weds at 1230..
i shall hide there every wed from now on.. haha!!

went for soci class..
n i didnt know the reading i was reading on..
the nacirema tribe.. their body rituals..
was actually about the americans!
nacirema is american spelt backwards!
i realised.. when i read.. or tink.. i dun tink in depth.. haha!
so dumb..
after the teacher explained.. den i realised it was trying to talk about ethnocentricism..
that we view the others or things we dun do as weird..
haha!
retarded..

aniwae.. im tired!
slpt a lot todae
ate a lot todae
but im still sleepy n tired
went to teach tuition..
n i got an ang bao.. !
n my tuition pay!( which i didnt tell her itz supposed to increase.. sobs..)
n i cant believe it.. im getting bullied by my tuition kids
first she made me wash the slice of apple she dropped on the table..
den cos they opened my bag.. n found a skipping rope
i was forced to teach them how to skip
maybe i should go open a day care centre ... haha!!!!

time to finsh my assignment which is due on mondae!
yawnnz..












Concert started n ended with a blast!
seriously with a blast! so loud! hahahah
but i enjoyed it =)
but im happy n sad...
happy that my weekends rmore free..
but.. will they be too free????
sad cos..
alumni concert has ended for now..
n some wunt be playing for the next concert sh9 ... sobs..
n i'll miss the eupho ppl too
jeremy david garmeng enru james...
heng i'll still get to see idiotic jooleng n yiting on sats when we go swimming..hahaha
n maybe i'll turn tanner!!!!

o no..i miss my eupho!
hahaha..
music realli does bring ppl together!
imagine i nv joined band..
wa..
i tink i wunt get to know tons of ppl that i know now
all the bandies..
the alumni peeps
etc etc
n .. ppl wunt know nice me! hahahahahaha!!!

up n on ..lalala
n jap graff sounds nicer n nicer.. i used to hate it... hahaha!

o. why m i blogging?
cos i pon the whole dae todae..
my eyes r sore.. n im tired..
decided to just stay at home n rest onewhole dae..
n.. start my engine.. in engineering again..


我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深我爱的人
她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了
我不可能每当听见她或他说「我们」

anita neo sent me this sad song... at first i listen ..
dunno wad the person singing
den after seeing the lyrics..
ok..
i get it..
hahaha

aniwae..
todae is shouzhen n engyong's bdae!!!!!
went over to engyong's room to celebrate just now!
her room has many anti lizard precautions..
putting egg shells to prevent lizards from entering their room.
not letting their bed touch the wall in case got lizard climb onto them..lol

o.. tomorrow is LSN meeting dae!
cos itz lau's bdaee
so.. we are all goin to meeeet
happy.. sha lalala..
itz so nice to be happy

n i didnt study todae!
went home.. ate. slp . ate. teach tuition
n thankz mary( my tuition kid's mummy) for pineapple tarts.. n ..erm.. dong gu..
hahaha!!!
ok..
i shall continue writing postcards =)
happy!


im HUNGRY
TIRED
BORED
SLEEEEEEPY
but i still nid to finish up my readings n write my thoughts about it
yawnz!
tom is exercise dae
i have to rush from north spine to south spine n back to north spine again..
lalala
nvm
happy! goin home for lunch!.. droools..
im hungry!!
o my o my
ok
time to stop lamenting
n get back to work..
*stomach growls*
*yawns*
hahahaha!


ooo.. hen hao ting..
but when i was listening to it in my room..
michelle walked past n sae it was noisy.. n jean n jasmine tot i waas watching some chinese fighting show.. tsk!
the music's so nice!!!!
n im starting to like jap graf.. haha!!!
i tot it sounded awful at first
but the more i listen to the more i tink itz nice.. lol..

random post..
im just being lazy n taking a break from doing phys..
i shall love phys
to learn sth
u must first love it
if not.. u'll nv master it
n even if u do..
u'll nv enjoy doing it..
so..
itz time for me to slowly fall in love with physics.. n maths.. n computing.
muakz1

tada! end of bike X..

Friday, January 18, 2008

2 yrs since i last saw u
for these 2 yrs u've braved the storms with me
protecting me
ensuring my safety
making sure i dun slip n fall

u've alwaez supported me
no matter what im doing
u'd rather get urself all dirty n grim rather than let ani dirt fall upon me
itz a pity u are gone
but
i'll alwaez remember u

my dear green haivainas slippers
:( sobs...

proudly done by anita neo...

sometimes, itz the little-est things in life that makes one elated

a simple pic

a few words

simply makes my day =)

ok.. itz night..

ok.. see how kua zhang anita neo is/.

anita! says:oh wells im here! and yeahs. i'll travel the distance to brave storms with youu.

ok.. sounds so les.. but.. see ar! if next time i got trouble n anita neo runs away.. HURR! hahahahahahaha

Thursday, January 17, 2008

sometimes during chapel in sajc
the person leading chapel sings this song..

itz my favourite song..
n everytime when things do not seem to go the right way..
n i feel sad..
anita will remind about this nice n meaningful song..



"God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way"



though itz a short n simple song..
the lyrics are realli beautiful
n when u face setbacks n hurdles in life..
singing this song helps!
it makes u realise that
u are not alone =)
he will make a way for you!!!!! =) =) =)







o.. anita dropped by to study in my hall todae..
but i ended up slping
cos i was reali v v tired
was doing my soci readings yest til i fell aslp
n had to wake up earlier to finish reading them
n thurs r tiring days
cos i have to rush from north spine to south spine n back to north spine again for my lessons..
went for my first soci tut
itz realli different from the maths n phys n wadeva tut engine ppl have..
cos arts tut.. i guess itz more interactive.. where u speak ur mind.. the teacher talks
u can argue or agree
n itz realli interesting..
o..
n i wasnt the onli one who fell aslp.. anita slpt too!!
we slpt for about an hour..
i felt so much more energized after the nice nap! =)
n now.. not onli do i know anita's penguin frenz.. she knows my hall frenz too ..
diff sch..
but we'll alwaez be the best lp! looking back on how much we have been thru.. the good times n bad.. the quarrels.. the umchio-ing.. the an lianing etc etc! itz like.. 6 yrs alreadi!
n rena chan.. tho v long nv meet her.. but talking to her online is better than nothing!
hahaha.. once we are not so bz.. den we can all meet up! esp when sz's bdae is coming..
itz time for LSN to gather again!

mugging is good.. but mugging too much isnt good
cos ..
if one day u look back. n u realised u've mugged ur life away..
itz quite a pity..
play hard work hard =) enjoy life! yey!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

ok.. i feel dumb
went to a wrong tut class for lesson
supposed to go tut room 110..
but cos i copied the timetable wrongly.. i went to tut 11..
n happily sat there for nearly 25 mins.. b4 i realised my supposedly phys tutor was teaching logics....
horrible!
n too late to rush to the other side.. after i go check online.. den alreadi another 10 mins pass.. walk there.. lesson just nice end le lo..
sian..

o.. weent shopping
in NTU! at canteen A there
haha!!!
after that went out with joan martin n izzati to walk walk

ok.. goin to do my tut
but my nose is irritating me..
sneeze n sneeze..
eh who's tinking of me? hahahaha!!!!

o.. no more david lee to entertain me online every nite le..
so sian.. haha!!
cos itz time to be muggerss
n rena chan..
im not HER best fren!!!!!!
idiot.. hahahaha!!

Monday, January 14, 2008

tutorials have started!
itz time to
finish my tutorials on time
n faster ask ppl if i dunno

i finally finished my tut.. from 9pm.. do till about 1130pm liddat
heng got mf n alex do tog..
n when i wan to die le.. mf die also dun let me stop..
haha.. THANK U !!!
cant believe i finished the tut in time!
tot i will nv finish it..
yey!

n hor! i tink im a sway kid
everytime when i m leaving a place or a bus to somewhere unsheltered.. it rains super heavily
like sae at pp .. came out of the bus.. den it started to pour.
todae also! worse..
dun wan to take shuttle bus.. den so mani came..
wan to take 179
ya .. a lot came
all full !
gek si wo..
waited for 40 mins for super 179
during which i made a new fren who talked to me during that 40 mins n on the bus n on the mrt..
...
waste my time
den met chua sai to study at je lib
freeezing there larr!
as if we were some dead body being frozen liddat
...

okiez.. time to go bathe n do my other tut
yawnz!!!!!

Friday, January 11, 2008

haiz ..

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

today, marie zheng met the 2 frenz of penguin that anita alwaez talk about..

woke up late this morn cos yest nite couldnt slp.. till ard 4 plus..

den had breakfast with joan n kevin..

n than.. went for the INSTEP talk with adam...cos joan was late.. den they dun let her in!!! zek ark!!

tink goin overseas exchange programme is interesting!

so.. it shall be one of my motivations to make me study harder.. cos gpa must be ard 3.5 .... awwww..

den went to meet anita at hbf..

den finally met the sean that i talk online to sometimes but i dunno who he is other than he is anita's fren.. n that im supposed to talk to him when anita doesnt want to..

.... hahaha

after that.. went bugis to meet another of anita's fren sun yi.. n one more fren cheryl came after that.. but nv realli tok to her..

ooo

after shoppping..

so super duper hungry!!

wanted to find the nice chin chin eating house to eat the zi char

but hor! dunno y..

cant seem to find it.. cmi lo..

so in the end ate some nice indonesian or issit malay chicken rice..

v nice.. n v v v v spicy!

i can feel the heat in my stomach till now lorrr

managed to psycho anita n sun yi to go take np!

n i tot guys normally dun reallli like taking np..

needless to sae decorating it..

but sun yi hor.. maybe like he said.. he is 50% girl 50% boy..

decorate for dunno how long lar!

draw a bit.. den erase.. den draw.. den erase..

n draw.. n erase.. dunno how mani times.. for a line!!

by the time we got the np

the shop keeper off-ing the lights le..

cmi..

retail therapy works..

n so must my motivations work in encouraging me to be more hardworking !!!

...

this is trash..

i just droppped two thick tb on my right index finger nail!! pain...!!!!!!

ok..

but i tink kanna hammered is more painful..

hope ur big fat bruised finger heals.. hahahahaha!!!! dumb.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

taking long bus rides home
staring into empty spaces
pondering over countless memories
known to ppl n yet some unknown

its one of those days
where nothing particularly good remains
when the things u wanted n wished for
all pranced away


lalalalala...
according to anita.. itz one of those moody days
when all u wanna do is sit there n stone..
n stone
n stone

but i guess this mooody mood will be gone soon
haha!
since schhas started
n there's no time to stone..

on a lighter note
at least i managed to change all my lessons to the time slots i wan!
tho the elective i wan still no vacancy..
but nvm..
wait lo..
haha!
shou zhu dai tu.sit there n wait.

Monday, January 07, 2008

"Love does not remain the same forever.
It has its comings and its goings, but each and every bout of it leaves an imprint on your life.
It bears similar effect to that of taking a magnifying glass to your eyes; your existence stems beyond the single vortex of “you”; and because love finds its basis on the sharing of two lives, you simply find more reason behind everything you do.
And when it leaves you, as most young enchantments eventually do, it becomes a vestige of your younger self, the more innocuous and inexperienced version of your present state.
It might pain you and scar you, it might not; but there’s always, always something to be picked up, gleaned, and learnt.
It is good to love.
It is lucky to love at all."

(taken from malorie's blog)

hmmmz..
saw this on malorie's blog.. . sweet..

aniwae..
haha
first day of sch todae after a nice one month break which nv seems long enuffff
awwww
unlike the nice n slack nus ppl who still have one more week b4 turning into scary muggers once more!
dunno y yest i was quite hyped up for sch
maybe cos my results too lan le
so itz time to buck up
or issit becos.. can once again go stay in hall
play badminton.. go night jogging..
go back late n no one knows.. hahahaha
n trying to stuff fruits n milk n other yummy things into the tiny cooler...
n irritate joan by jumping on her bed when im bored..
hahhaha

but now.. i v sian cos.. the elecs r so ma fan.. clash clash clash
but nvm.. if dun have.. den .. too bad.. shall stick to my dear person n society..
hahaha!

o..
i tink im slowly turning into an introvert!
hahaha
cos i dun seem to talk that much le
hahaha!!!
i seem to have nothing to sae..
hahaha
thatz y i have to take effective comms this sem..
...


SIGH..
one big sigh ..
blow away all the sian-ness n unhappiness n i also dunno got wad
wadeva is making me sian..
haha


o.. new joke..
someone says : maybe i sense wrongly
so become cents.
hahahahahaha!!!!!

at least it was stupid n funny... hahha

Sunday, January 06, 2008

ah!!
have been v sian for the past few dayz..
i tink itz becos of the medicine.. den make me drowsy..
makes me sian n dun feel like talking..
n sleeeeeepy

i tink im more alive on msn
cos no nid to open my mouth n talk
just stone n stare at the screen n type..
yawnz..
.......

sch's starting tom
heng no tuts yet
ending sch at 8.30pm tomorrow..
3 hours lect.. let's hope i'll stay awake
haha!

next time i shall stone more in band n dun talk.
hurrr!
sulk sulking sulked.

hurrr.
tired of sulking.
suan le..

i misss vanessa n mychelle... n jarryl n lynette..

Saturday, January 05, 2008

sleeeeeping.. n sleeeping
forced by my mother's constant non stop nagging to wake up to see doctor this morn
i tink her voice more powerful den my irritating hp ringtone..
she is champion alarm clock lo.. my dad also

in the end.. both my mummy n i went to see doc
n we got almost the same medicine..
so cmi..

supposed to go hall bbq tonite. den pack my room..
but in the end.. eat the stupid n horribly bitter medicine..
i kip dozing off
so i decided to slp

see ar..
i woke up at 11.15
den started to slp from ard 4-8..
den i woke up to eat medicine again..
den i slpt again from 9.30-ard 11
but it was nice to slp undisturbed n with no dreams.. no nightmares.. nothing.. haha!!
just slpt comfortably under my comforter.. haha!
no wonder ppl call it a comforter.. cos itz so comfortable..
hahahaa

n i forgot to blog about.. xl's father!
cos we play mj .. den nid 3 dice.. but we onli had a die
so the father made 3 wooden uneven dice for us!
hahahaha!!!
so cute..

Friday, January 04, 2008

cutted my hair todae with jooleng.. .. thatz us when trying out clothing in john little! haha.. o.. n so qiao.. we drop off our mrts at the same time.. haha.. cos we were both taking the opposite sides one.. lol.. i tink my fringe looks retarded.. but nvm. itz'll grow.. n the person massage my head until v pain.. until now stil giddy.. got a dun feel like talking mood.. haha!!

AH!the lizard is goin to bite my finger!!!!!! hahaa

went to play mahjong at xl's house todae..

but i was quite sian..

cos nv talk.. haha! plus so giddy...

hahaaha

n im slow.. :(. sobs..

hahahaha

i shall play more often..

n not play so slow n spastically animore..

lalalalala

fringe.. pls dun open sesame.. soo ugly.. hahaa

Thursday, January 03, 2008

supposed to stay at home n happily rot todae
but
instead
the rotting time was shortened when i had to live house
n head for a faraway place..
called. PASIR RIS..
it takes 51 mins by train from je there..
n plus the journey of 334 from my house to je..
total journey time taken is about 1 hour n 10 mins.
plus the time taken to wait for bus there n walk to the chalet..

total time taken = WASTE of my time..
hahaha!
cos so sian..
i tink wad i did the whole time was
talk to alex on the mrt
den talk to him when finding food
den talk to him when q-ing for bubble tea
den talk to him on the bus
at the chalet
den when we went to fetch venn
den go back
den go out
den take bus back to mrt station
den eat
den take train back to je

sad to sae.
itz stilla rotting day! hahahaha!!!!

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

suposed to go out todae with shao they all.. but in the end postponed..

tot i will end up rotting at home..

but hor... another person who was rotting called james.. decided to go out! .h. ahaha

so we all went out lo..

supposed to go mind cafe to play board games.. but no space.. so we ended playing pool..

hmmm.. den went over to ps to have dinner.. cos james had to book in

den it gt boring.. cos got nowhere to go! i tink spore is a v sian place

there's no where to go..

in the end.. garmeng went home..

den me n david.. at first we decided to go take mrt home too..

but we ended up taking this free shuttle to little india..

n we went mustafa..

so mani klks!

n cemetries..

aiyeeeeeer!!!

n i alwaez tot new day day.. ppl shouild be nice n not mean..

but hor.. itz obviously not the case!!!! hahahaha

WA! todae the pics load v fast..

good good..

too lazy to put the photos into a collage..

..

o.. itz HAPPY NEW YEAR PULL UR EAR DAE!!!! =)

harlo 2008..

from a plan-less nye.. to a at-nite-suddenly-got-plan

haha!!

went out with the alumni eupho section!

i tink itz like the first outing.. lol..

but to bad minus james.. nvm.. ting ma came! =)

went to play arcade den watch national treasure..

o national treasure v nice lei..

but like 2 hours plus.. sit until butt pain.. but nid to go peee..

n i realised we r so pathetic.. onli take one pic tog..

but still.. ok lar! hahahaha!!

after that david the nice chauffeur

dropped me n ting ma at hbf.. thank u !

if onli i can drive too.. ok.. but maybe if i did.. we'll nv reach ani place on time..

o.. den go buy sparklers.. but b4 that! i stepped into a shop n bot a blue dress for CNY!..yey!

even poorer now!

n we took cab down to rena's place..

last yr.. nye 2007... we took cab too..

n i tried to psycho the cab driver to quit smoking

this yr.. dunno y.. everytime nye i will go talk a lot to the taxi driver..

den taxi driver sae.. drinking red bull is worse! contains high amt of nicotine( not sure bout the spelling.. oppz.. haha)

den the uncle go wrong way..

n he minus $4 off our cab fare.. wootz!

made rena's family n wong xt wait for me n ting ma b4 eatin dinner..

die le..

minus another 2 points off the "marie is a nice girl list"

dinner not bad lar..

cooked mostly by rena chan.

just dun eat the chicken.. unless u have strong teeth! hahahaha!!!

den we played mj..

o.. jinling's pic ther is v significant.

cos she was gorging herself with snacks. b4 12

cos after 12

new year resolution sets in. JIAN FEI!

hahahahaha!!!!

ok..

lazy to type le..

rem to pull ur ears! =)