ooo
lucy is SUPER CUTE in the afternoons.. when she is not hyper active
when she's just nice
she'll laze around a lil.. dash ard the house a little
but still relatively guai
she's an ANGEL!

but
at nite
when joe lets her out
she goes mad.. running ard the house
barking when francis enters the house
tries to jump on my bed
n yest nite. she barked so loudly at me n scared the hell out of me..
cos i was so tired n just walking like a zombie to the toilet. n i didnt see her there..
n the lights were off. so she barked suddenly. heng when on the lights n joe come out. den ok le
silly her. tink i ghost.


little india. thieves market(though closing)..
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somehow, when i nid to get work done, i'd prefer to blog.. if u notice. the nearer exams are. the more i blog.. or the larger my workload, the more i'll type senseless stuffs on my blog.. haha!

the other day, whilst taking 198 home from church..
i was sitting happily alone.. enjoying my peace n serenity
all the way till suddenly, this auntie who was sitting in front of me moved n sat beside me
yes. im neurotic. ever since my horrible encounters be it my stolen iphone, the flasher n the scary old man in freakshit cultural centre in kuching. i have sort of lost trust in humanity.
so. this aunty who looked a bit out of sorts sat beside me. like. realli near me.. despite how SKINNY we both were.. lol

so i was like.. o crap. calm down calm down.. she is not mad
den suddenly she tooked her phone out of a plastic bag n called someone. n she started cursing n crying n talking so loudly that she managed to grasp the attention of the whole upper deck of the bus..
den after she put the phone down. she started talking to me..
i decided to be nice n not classify her as mad or psychotic.. n talked to her
she was quite poor thing actually..
i half understood her story in hokkien( plus her super loud voice) about how her ex husband cheated her into selling the house n took all the money.. n he used to give her some money.. but now.. he doesnt even wan to give her a cent.
n she started crying.

so i gave her some tissue.. wanted to give her some money. but
ya. i was penniless.. to be exact. i had 50 cents in my wallet..
but luckily! i brought the pocky that jooleng bot for me for concert! lol!!!
n gave it to her b4 i left the bus
felt this urge to help her in any way i could. but .. it seemed so horrible that all i could offer was a packet of biscuit n a few pieces of tissue..

so it set me thinking about the many many many million things we take for granted
yes. its these little reminders in our lives that we need
to wake up from this idea of wanting more, expecting more in our lives

my poor boyfriend.. i always sae he nv do this nv do that. but yet
just by being there. its probably good enuff!
n yes.. i have to like get irritated over small stuffs.. n be a wet blanket.. sometimes i feel like slapping myself for doing that..
but sometimes. how i wish i could be pampered. or my hints understood.

my poor mother... who nags non stop
n i get so irritated i will flare up
but.. omg. if she stops that nagging. if she falls sick. i dunno how sad i'll be..

n im still missing my elder brother alot. like a lot. he's right here in the house. but somehow he seems so far away. not wanting to talk to us.. to me.. n its realli quite saddening n worrying. esp esp when we dun even know why.

humans are kind of like a watch huh
no doubt the battery lasts for quite some time..
but as time ticks by.. routine stuffs goes on..
u just seem to get so bored with this mundane life. n let these precious times slip by

but when ur watch stops. u realized. how much time has gone by ever since u last changed its batteries.. how much time u have lost and wasted being upset, being bored, being a complain queen! hah
so when u start feeling like this
maybe its time to recharge ur batt. or even change ur batteries n find some meaning in life once more!

my new meaning in life
to do what i can
to make the people around me happy
not superficially happy
but
to be happy from within.
tada!
IM RECHARGED! =)

HELLO LIFE!










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everything is irritating
everyone is irritating
tsk
dad talks v loudly. whistles v loudly.
mum nags n nags.
brother doesnt wan to talk to anione in the house
the other brother leaves rubbish everywhere
dog barks n barks

just leave me alone!!
all i wan is some peace n quiet in the house
omg
it must be the heat from the hot sun.
argh

cant i just be pampered for ONE DAY? just ONE! .
sigh







when u wish for less
you would be less disappointed

when u hope for more
that's when u realize there is in fact nothing to look forward to

so i guess
we just have to count our blessings
instead of hoping for sth that wont happen..
enjoy the present =)
n count each beautiful thing we see

thatz when perhaps. we will feel contented with life.
or at least try. to feel happy n contented

but can i just wish for a little?
just a little more?
afterall..
who doesnt have hopes or expectations..

when you have learnt to expect nothing.
its prob cos u have given up that little spark in hope.









dead body
snoresss
so cute hor!
having a pet dog is no easy feat
though its been my ultimate dream ever since 10 yrs ago..
ever since i started off with a pet tortoise, a pet fish(fishes r dumb), pet rabbits, hamsters.. but.. its like.
all in preparation for the day i can persuade my mummy n daddy to let me have a puppy

now that i miraculously have one
i realized, tho puppies r reali cute. n i still tink lucy is darn cute
they realli nid a lot a lot of time, care concern n training..
its quite sad when i have to go out the whole day.. n no one is going to be at home. so we gotta put her in her cage.. n she'll whine.. cos she wants to go out.
but if we leave her alone in the house.
we come back to a home that's half destroyed.

first day of having lucy. V GOOD! so cute. so adorable. n she was still adapting
first 2 weeks of having lucy. HORRENDOUS! she barked every single night. whining, barking, etc.. until someone slps in the living room beside her cage.. den onli she'll stop
following weeks. my dear brother let lucy bite him.. like nibble him for fun ... since it wasnt painful
n she got the hint that she could do that to anione n anithing.. it was ok. but i didnt realli like it. n all she wanted to do was bite n play..
n her teeth slowly grew sharper

nearly 1 month plus with lucy.
getting more used to her whines n noise.
im also getting more calm even when she jumps n tries to bite my hand to play. .
beginning hor .. i will scream n run away n hide..
tink im v much stricter den joe. so she doesnt dare to bite my hand.. cos once she does that.. off into the cage she goes. end of play time.

n today
here she is sitting bside my chair while im reading my readings.. n she's aslp.
=)




seldom blog nowadays... cos i. got NO PHOTOS!
but today can blog cos....
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****HAPPY 28 MONTHS! *****
yey yey! wa! so long le lei! =)