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Wednesday, March 28, 2012

this may not be the best korean show or anithing.. but i guess its just kind of applicable to me! =)
must learn from the main lead in this show. his lifelong dream is to open a vegetable store. it doesnt have to be v big. it doesnt have to be perfect. all he wants is to have customers coming in. and leaving with a smile on their faces. to give them the freshest veg n fruits etc. n no matter what comes his way. he just doesnt give up on this dream. 
n my dream is SO similar to his.. just that mine is a cake shop. n not a vegetable shop.. sometimes to many ppl it seems damn stupid n silly why i wan to open a shop.. n not make it v famous by having so many franchises and all.. n also to take charge of the shop myself instead of spending money n effort n den pass it to other ppl to look after it n sit there n earn $. my ideal is to be part of the shop. not to just b the one behind it.. earning money.. i wan to work hard with the ppl im working with. make the shop a success. working in many f&b outlets etc has taught me sth. that.. if u really wan the best quality. the best service. u, the owner, should be the one manning the store.. because no matter how good a person u employ. he/she will nv love the shop as much as u do. 

i just feel happy baking. even though i know very well that if this becomes a business .baking may become more hectic. more tiring. more frustrating.. but still. i guess its all worth a try. 
all i want to do is really to earn a lot of $$ now.. help out with whoever needs help in my family. n den save up the rest to open my shop! =) n to travel! yey!





Monday, March 19, 2012

why stupid macs got such a beautiful presentation for cakes! van's n joo's n yiting's n my bdae cake? dman cheapo can! hhaha! 

n we went to collect the hao da da ji a at city square mall after submitting documents for ICA. mind u . is submit documents. but end up still must go in n they ask questions n take BMI. n the lady KEPT ON LOOKING AT MY SHORTS. eh how i know submit documents need to go n talk talk a bit one.. anyway.. tomorrow's the ICA interview.. n its giving me jitters... why zoo dont wan to call me. WHY!!!! faster call me! so i dont nid to go for scary interviews.....

how irritating can a pic get on draw something.. look at mr lee wei hong's hideous to the max panda!! i burst out laughing lor!!!!! it looks like a freak. or maybe like the penguin in batman.. HAHA!!!! 

do not be fooled by its appearance. this is called a bowl of LU MIAN. yes.. its not the typical lor mee u see.. cos this one is the tiong lu mian. but eh. its beerriiii nice.. from 429. my all time fav n most convenient coffeeshop! everyday i can go there for lunch/dinner n i .. tink.. i nv got sick of it! 

the new thing in dessert cup.. lollipop cakes. its ridiculous that it's selling for a hefty 4 bucks can.. i rather by a cupcake that is much bigger n much tastier at $4.50 den this tiny ball of fats n sugar. .. anyway.. i was rolling the lollipop cakes when i saw chinkee! haha! first grp of ppl i saw were soci ppl a few weeks back.. clara jj etc.. n the other day saw ck.. but thatz about it.. haha 

n.. had dinner at bakerzin yest.. the set is really damn wu hua la! u get a slize of cake of the day, a soup of the day, salad, bread, main course n a drink for $18.90.. normally cake u buy ala carte .. prob costs ard $5? drink lets say $3. doup lets say $3.90. thatz already above ten bucks exclusive of the main! wa wa! n e set is quite filling so .. prob 2 ppl with normal appetites can share it.. yumms. 




Friday, March 09, 2012

days like today make me think about what good qualifications do to us?!


dont u think its only right to REPLY emails? when u onli have THREE ppl to help? 
dont u think its only right to tmd email me if u haven read thru my work so that i dont have to go to school to meet u for like.. erm. 1 min?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? 
just so to hear it from u that u didnt have time at all ? after i sent u my draft like a week ago?
n how great is it that u'll b back one day b4 my work is due. 
sometimes
i realli dunno what to say
even if u didnt have time
even if u didnt want to help or whatsoever
i think its only right and courteous to reply and ask the person to not go down for consultation no matter how freaking bz u r right? n not tell e person to go n meet u. wth is wrong. 
take it as u r realli so freaking bz. bt it doesnt mean that my time is meant to be wasted either thank u v much.


although i respect who u r, your status, n whatever. but still
its only right to show some mutual respect too. 
n im fine if u r not gg to be of much help. 
if u even help me. i sincerely thank u ALOT. 
but if u dont. 
i wont blame u. maybe ur time is more precious doing other things. that i cant decide for u.


just needed to rant it out. 
u have been forgiven becos im not gg to depend on ur help anymore ! =)





Sunday, March 04, 2012

life's not always rainbows and butterflies
its compromise that moves us along...   (maroon 5)

recent sudden deaths have really got me thinking.. quite a bit
first it was malcolm from sa, then it was jia wei from nanhua
even though i may not be their close friend or buddy, but the pain can still be felt
the grief that their family feels. not only can we see it, but even as a band friend, one can feel it
when a life is taken away at the spur of a moment
a moment unexpected. a moment unanticipated.
what are we going to do?
deaths happening to ppl whom im not v close with saddens me quite a bit already
needless to say. what if one day. our own loved ones pass on. ?
no one lives forever. but we can choose to not live in regret or to live in the past.
for the past few days
each time my mum pisses me off and makes me want to flare up. i try to keep my cool
even when i do scream n make a fuss because she LOVES knocking furiously and irritatingly on my door when i absolutely HATE it. i try my best to go apologize or to make her laugh
you will never know when someone you love will suddenly leave u
life is unpredictable
i do not want to let any moment of regret happen.
i tell myself to learn to love and accept esp the ppl i love even if what they do sometimes irks me or makes me upset. because. u'll nv know.
would u want the last conversation of you and your mum or dad or brother or spouses to be 
"shut up. get lost"?
no one would. den. we should always try our best to keep our cool. maintain calm. do not say things in a fit of anger. do not do or say things that hurt ppl u love or friends you treasure. because sometimes.. .. just sometimes. you'll never know if those hurting things you said would be the last words to him/her.

even though its only recently that i come to realize this. its never too late to start. 
your family may support you. they may love you for who you are. but it doesnt mean that you can vent your frustrations or unhappiness on them because they will b there for u. or they will understand.
they cant be there for you all the time.
even just by imagining the day when my parents pass on due to old age, the feeling of loneliness. the sudden serenity that is deafening to my ears can be felt.
so
i must really work hard to not take anyone for granted. anyone. =)
becos these are the people i love. even if i dont show or say it. but. i know





Friday, March 02, 2012


mummy was so excited over this app cos it allowed her to see herself with A LOT of hair.. amazingly. she quite liked the one with spunky pink hair! n .. after all the different hairdos.. 
we realized that.. we LOOK SO DARN ALIKE! look at this pic of mummy in short hair. n refer to the previous post of me. omg. 
the resemblance is uncanny! 




















anyway because my dear bf is gg for his first interview for a job today.. 


 i decided to bake a banana cake for him!! but. sadly. the shop outside didnt have bananas today. n so.. had to change plans n ended up making my all-time fav! orange butter cake! today's one is really nice n fluffy .. n fragrant! without being overly sweet n all
LOVE IT! 
just gobbled up a huge slice of it with a glass of milk for tea break... 


i LOVE BUTTER N POUND CAKES! even though e recipe was tweaked by quite a bit cos of the lack of ingredients... but still e cake turned out to be fab.
instead of unsalted butter. i put salted butter n omitted e salt
den i used self raising flour instead of plain flour but had to emit baking powder n such
n instead of using just orange peel. i added in some orange juice as well to enhance e cake's flavor! 
recipe has been copied down so next time when i feel like baking a nice yummy orange cake. i'll stick to my own version of it! 
yey!
orange cake anyone?













haha..we both need a new hair do to spice up our lives a little! i think wh with blonde hair is totally beng n wa! n my mum likes my short hair 


this is what u do when u r SO SO SO darn bored with fyp n u see ur stupid fren do sth so interesing n u end up dl-ing the app to try it out! lol! 


so stuck at my fyp
its time to say goodnite n continue tom. yawns
ya. my champ prof is gg overseas. thanks ar.