tada! this is what i spent time on today! haha!




friendship
a ten letter word
just a word
yet it means so much

who says boys and girls can never be good friends or best friends
n that they must be a couple
platonic friendships do exist
who says that friends are always there for you when you need them
or is it that you are always there for them. when they need you
who says friendship is a word that relegates meanings of happiness and joy only
why are friendships so complicated in this contemporary world

sometimes
i just believe
n i hope i still do
that
friends are friends forever. thats all
n that
if a friend needs u
u will be there
n vice versa
n even if u have a world of other friends
that
you will still rem this friend

sometimes
i feel so fan jian
get scolded by ppl
get niamed for no reason
make ppl irritated when i didnt do anithing wrong
get called when needed n thrown when not
make a harmless joke n get scolded for being not understanding
when the same identical kind of joke can be played on me
or others on you
n i still remain a friend
dun i deserve to be angry too?

is this 10 letter word
realli imbued with meanings linked with stuffs like
mercenary gains
self-love
popularity
to have a shoulder to lean on but not be leaned upon
to share joy but not sorrow
to meet only when schedules are open and free and cos nothing else is happening
and not because u wan to meet a friend
or to not meet
simply cos one's time is packed with every other.. more important stuffs
or the taken-for- grantedness that your friend will never forsake you
and hence
one cant be bothered cos whatever you do or say to hurt a friend..supposed wunt hurt.
wunt hurt this friendship
but
if u realized. u have hurt a friend.


why cant a friend
just
be


a friend. n nothing else.
a person whom u can turn to. not just when u nid him/her
not just a fair weathered friend
not just a temporary part time friend that you can beckon whenever you want
not just a friend that one would take for granted.

i dun take my friends for granted
im glad i have them.
n
thanks ting ma for listening to my whinings today! haha!
n for not helping me the other day! hurr! haha!

boyfriend also counted as a kind of friend rite?
he's someone i wunt take for granted too =)












the 3 guys in n out of my house.. ok. the younger ones.
cos there's still my dad
just just random pics of everyday life.
tom is the LAST DAY of exams. hohohoho
im like totally not realli studying today
this is bad.
so . i shall start NOWWW

yawns.




im so touched =)
my tuition kid msged me good luck for my exams
cos he saw from my fb. n
i said thanks. n he replied
"welcome cher, last time our exam u also wish us good luck!"

its realli these little things that touch ppl.
these little well wishes.
how i wish i could still teach my two sec 1 boys.
sometimes.
i dun understand why there is this stereotype of normal tech boys being bad boys

well. maybe after i come back from hk shall meet them to pass them what i promised to buy for them!
=)

one paper down!
i tink im the only idiot who is so excited about taking today's paper
cos its been a long awaited one
i just cant watit to get it over n done with
.. but..
the paper was tough:(
hope i'll get an S though..
o my.. pls dun let my last S/U mod get a U.





felt so moody n down yest
it must be the study-too-much syndrome.
plus the getting-sick mood

so ..
i headed back home
watched korean dramas!
cancelled all studying plans
ate my med after that
n slpt all the way till the next morn ( erm. .near afternoon)

it feel
so ..
sooo
amazingly
GOOD! =)

n den i had a nice n sweet person who came all the way to eat lunch with me in jurong!
at my fav block 429.
where what i eat there is predictable beyond predictable
even the drink stall aunty who stands at the counter waits to make me drink
n i went back there to buy dinner
n even without order
she said " teh tilo siu dai!" omg! n that was a different aunty from the morn

im that predictable n boring huh.
hmms
hahaha!

still getting used to looking at myself in the mirror with my new plastic specs
i dun realli care about the fashion for specs..
i just wanted sth cheap
n comfy
but
..
i got a pair
that is cheap
comfy
n i tink.. its ugly. HAHAHA!!
bt i look ard me
n i tink..
its in fashion! cos everyone is wearing this big ugly plastic specs.
HAHA
highly amused

aniwae.
im back to watching korean dramas.. studies will come.. later!
=)

today i dont feel like doing anithing! lol.. dododododo!
love those song to bits!




new specs.
look like an ugly nerd :( sob sob

but.
at least. it doesnt hurt my nose bridge
n no scratches! (cos lucy hasnt got hold of it yet)
n its cheap! $100!

cannot wear contacts cos of my sensitive eyes. :(
sadded
but
i dun like to wear specs......




actually
im not that tired from studying
its the back n shoulder ache that is killing me. o n neck.
it feels terrible to sit n write. i have n idea what is wrong. issit my posture?
issit the chair. or issit.. *gasp* my age! HAHAHA

i seldom listen to the radio..
but..
cos i got so bored of listening to my ipod which is a good device to block out unnecessary noise n sounds..
that i decided to .. listen to the radio!
so today i tuned in to 987.
n it was SO FUNNY!
muttons was mimicking the guy who read our the election stuffs on tv the other day..
but instead of announcing the party who won. he was just announcing the titles of the songs
n it was SO AMUSING. haha!
n den..
they started talking about some lead singer of some korean group.. his name is stupid teuk or issit tuek..
but aniway. he read it as TIAK! n korean fans' msges n replies were endless to this proounciation error.
but he was so funny yet again! he say.. " i tuk u n u tuk me" liddat (*poke)
haha!
n den he say thailand got tuk tuk
ok. its not funny when i type it out here
but.
hahahahahaha!
now i know how come that stupid mych always laughed while listening to the radio.. while we study in our room.
its so amusing

brings some laughter into the altogether boring readings..



i am so proud of myself
:) this is wad i sent to miss lee
after she still got the cheek to send me "if u feel offended and do not wish to carry on pls let me know. thanks?

den i replied. after about 30 mins? after calming down. haha!

"yes. i do feel offended. Firstly, you should respect n understand that. by me taking two classes. means i spent twice the amt of time teaching. extra work load. n there should be credit for it. cos YOU needed me to hel them with oral. which you couldnt do. if im not paid. might as well i take your role and sit in the other class doing nothing while u take oral.. liddat so easy. so by my taking all ur classes n u sitting there only watching them. u deserve to get the pay?

secondly, i tink that it is not right that just because you dun have 3 students per class den u must cut the class hours to 1.5 hours instead of 2. if you cut down the hours, u should cut down the money that the students pay as well. if there is not enough students to let u earn enough. den DUN OPEN THE CLASS. its basic integrity and the ethical thing to do.

i know that tuition centre is like a business. but you should not cut other's ppl's benefits just to benefit youself.
if less student u cut their hours, cut our pay. den if got more students, dun u tink its only right to increase our pay too?

do not do unto others what u dun wan them to do unto u. this is written in the bible n since u r a christian. u should be able to comprehend.

and yes. i do NOT wish to confitnue teaching. sincerely hope that whatever you do next time. do consider other ppl's feelings and not just your own gains. and help me tell me english class students, esp javier and wayne to work hard and not give up on english cos they can do it. "

the end!
i feel so proud that i stood up for myself

normally. i would just. ren. n forget all about it. n decide to be nice
but today. she realli pissed me off.
n after she die also refuse to acknowledge i taught n after i told her she gave me wrong amt of money at first. i snatched the cheque n stormed off! lol!
n on the mrt. i realized .that stupid woman. actually gave me wrong amt again. she gave me extra. too bad.
she cheat ppl's hours end up cheat her own money.
the extra money came from the 1/2 hours that she cut off from my sec 1 eng tuition. .but she forgot to minus it off.. n tada! deserve it.





oooo i miss cute little bryan
"can u carry me?" haha!
lallala
in the midst of doing my stupid 401 data analysis essay. OMG.
n got back tourism essay! HORRRAYYS! never getD.. seriously tot i would get D ..
so .
yeys!




im so .. NOT studying.
omytian.