thanks anita neo kher bing for celebrating my bdae with me! didnt expect u to get me a cake! so sweet! n its pretty la! even if ur mum tinks its not.. haha!!!! yes. its pretty. not pretty ugly. just pretty =)

=) so happy! haha!
n despite how we were dressed up to like go to slp.. in our fbt n big t shirts.. we hecked everything.. n went down to bugis! in our flip flops n all.. trying to wear jacket to pretend we werent that cui-ed.. haha!
winning outfit number 1
winning outfit number 2

first person to celebrate bdae with me
to get me a cake
n i had a great time too .. just chit chatting n randomyl doing stuffs
n to tink we walked so much n talked so much despite the fact we were both half sick..
n kept feeling dizzy.. n like in a daze.. talking in weird n bad english.. cos we were so seh
THANK U SO MUCH! =)
u made me day. eh no. is evening =)




was so bored resting at home.. that i on-ed tv. n it was nigella.. den i decided to make some banana pancakes n eat. but .. aiya. wanted sth savory.. but at home dun have.. so .. i continued watching tv.. n it was rachel allen- bake! .. another of my fav shows.. n so .. i decided to bake! .. n just nice that day when went out with wh to hougang or sth.. passed by phoon huat.. n anihow randonly bot some items.. like the tin with a removable base.. n cinnamon powder.. n plain flour.. n bread flour.. haha!
so decided to stop baking chocolately stuffs.. n bake.. CINNAMON CRISPS instead!



recipe was easy.. but i agar-ed a lot cos no weighing scale .. hah!! n i didnt read the instructions.. so instead of leaving the cinnamon powder for the end to mix with 1/4 of the sugar so that u rub the balls of dough into it b4 baking.. i threw everything into the mixture n stirred it up. but it tasted fine! haha! a lil too sweet for my preference..


tada! the lil cinnamon balls..


first batch done! cooling time


ting ting! i still rubbed some sugar+cinnamon powder on the ball b4 baking cos i finally read the instructions.. =)
cinnamon crisps accomplished! tho not v crisps cos i got no sodium bicarbonate.. bleh. haha




what if one day.. these old places are gg to be torn down.. o..it'll b so sad ... :(
ever since i saw the futuristic mrt stations at i dunno where. the new orange line..
cant help but think... wad is gg to happen to all the images that we are all too familiar with.. the old mrt stations.. the old top up stations.. how an mrt station would look like..
or when wad we now see is all kopitiams..as in not the old kopitiams. but the coffeeshops that are under KOPITIAM.
what about the old ones that we used to eat in when we were young? those stalls opened by uncles n aunties.. selling nice nice home cooked food.. at cheap prices..
even finding a telephone booth is hard.. cos everyone owns a handphone now..


suddenly.. realized tomorrow is my birthday.. shit gg to b 22 liao..
but i dun feel any excitement
just wondering.. wa. one yr has just passed liddat.. ting! n it flew past..
it seems like yest when lg brot me to eat at outdoor bistro.. wearing his checkered shirt n i wore my black dress.. n we both got a damn toot haircut that time.. n he had to celebrate for me early cos i'd be in europe on my bdae..
n den rem the choc cream tart that the band ppl bot for me in the morn.. when i was wondering where they all went.. how there were no bdae candles. but those round candles haha!
n rem the high tea i had with my family plus rena n anita who were my special guests =) wearing animal masks or party hats taking pics.. o there was ying ying also..

every year.. i seem to make the same wish for my birthday
it cant be told or it wunt come true
but it concerns each n everyone i know =) haha!

n all i hope for this year's bdae.. is that my family would b able to go have high tea tog happily..

its so simple to be happy
but yet
when one expects too much in life
when one strives too much for perfection
happiness comes to a halt
cos
u'll nv b contented with wad u have
never..

sometimes i too feel like im quite a moron
with no definite goals in life
living each day as it is.. so long as its happy
giving in to ppl even tho sometimes i dun feel like ...so that the squabble will end.
saying sorry when i duno why issit my fault
or
just keeping my mouth shut when i feel like telling ppl off real bad

but come to tink of it
my life's ok la.. not that bad afterall..
when u learn to accept things n not be so stubborn n expect too highly of urself or others..
u'll find little joys in life that u nv once knew existed =)



aniwae..
there are so many things i feel like eating now
but i cant
cos my throat hurts n my body is still aching even tho i slpt for damn long n woke up like 10 mins b4 afternoon
haha
supposed to work at sdc.. but for yest n today i didnt.. cos confirm after teaching a few more lessons i'll prob not b able to speak for some time.. n plus dun wan pass virus to innocent lil kids..
but its means.. im poorer :( sad .. haha!
supposed to meet anita after work today.. but nv work.. n still feel a bit groggy
so shall meet her in the evening instead..

there is a block of choc that fran put on my table that is staring at me n im staring back at it
i wan to eat it up
but.. noooo! cannot! haha! damn







prata for u ? yes wh n i are greedy pigs.... eat eat eat! omg.. o.. sorcerer's apprentice was nice lei.. ending was so stupid..but the show was quite refreshing. plus i like those magic magic stuffs.. sorcery n all.. show was quite funny too! but was sweet la.. n omg the main actor look like stupid basil lor!! his actions etc..

slurps.. so happy .. egg n cheese prata.. but.. shit. got egg.. end up eating most of the sides onli :( but itz ok... cos b4 prata was popeyes.. b4 popeyes was bbq chicken or sth.. n we saw paul two hill.. haha! n .. from nv having been to city sq.. i went city sq two days in a row. so did wh! haha! went there today with my mum to draw money!

this is awarded cutest pic of the week!!!! =) staying so near jb kind of rocks! =) its like a little getaway each time we go there.. tho its not like V V V diff from singapore.. but its just.. nice.. =) haha!


anita is coming back soon
n i shall applaud her in my blog too!
anita u were a brave n good girl! nv go bar.. n went back urself!
claps claps for u !!!!!!! =)



this pic makes me happy! =)
volkswagen type 2! wad a funny name to give to this cute lil mini bus..
saw it the other time in nus! its so pretty! but tink vw dun sell liao. cos i work there so long. i tink they onli sell cars n vans .. no more type 2s! haha!
how i wish i can own one of these..n den drive my bf n best friends in it. n go for road trips tog! it'll b damn fun lo!!!

aniwae.. randomness. today.. me fran 99 n kuku q-ed up for ffree magnum/cornetto ice creams..
all we had to do was smile till the smile dectector gives u full marks.. n tada! u can choose wad ice cream u wan.. lol
there was this two guys.. tink they r siblings.. cos apparently they have the same mouth that cant realli smile.. so they needed other ppl to stand beside them n smile b4 they can get their free ice cream. it was hilarious. cos they just cannot smile big enough! hhaha!
n den when me n fran smiled. it was like instant.. ting! ok. choose ice cream. we have big mouths n teeths.. even 99 did it real quick too!

o n cos my face is rotting. i decided to invest n buy back the faceshop facemasks that i used to use. but stopped using cos i was broke.. lol! cos got 20% off! ok i damn cheapo.. but one mask $4.50 is ex lor.. so when got discount den can buy
fran say if go korea buy sure damn cheap one..
even he knows the mei li re zi face mask! omg. taiwan sell so cheap.. hk also. but singapore sell like nearly twice the price lor. tsktsk..

today was a rather sway day.. all thanks to francis zheng.. make me carry my eupho here n there in the hot sun.. so pissed at first.. argh. but suan le. im just sway..




o cool
made my first police report online ever ever
about my lost iphone
hope they can at least help me track the asshole who stole my fone
n tell him/her
DUN TAKE THINGS THAT ARENT URS! IF U TAKE THEM.. RETURN IT! hmpf!
quite sian without my fone
cos all my stuffs r gone
n ..
my old sony e fone kips hanging .. n the charger thing is loose so v hard to charge
which is y i got a new phone..
but.. o well
just called M1..the next time i can recontract my fone is like in dec..
so..
onli can wait till rena wan to extend her line
den i'll go get my new phone
hope it wunt cost more than $350..
sulk

the curse nv seems to b over hor..
sian...
hope some good luck will come this way soon
hopehope.. lol =)

finally watched francis perform. its been ages since i did that
want to perform with him
but nv seemed to have the chance!
but he sae i can join varsity as guest player
cos their eupho section a bit cmi. he sae always cant hear. n ya .realli cant realli hear them. haha!
but. go there v paiseh cos i also quite cmi in all my techniques. ..
so unless he joins musart. maybe we'll nv play in the same band :(

cant wait for sch to start.... o ya right! HAHAHA




no phone. but its been .. okay? haha! but with a phone.. its better! lol

genting with lg! haha! n her mum n dad n her mum's young colleagues! haha!

a v cute pic of baby! haha! mei you chuan yi! tsktsktsk!


kuching trip with dok


anita's grad =)


everything feels so screwed.



feel like tsking damn loudly..
argh



TSK!



having no phone seriously sucks
i cant call
i cant sms
ppl cant call me
ppl cant sms me

i dunno the numbers to call
i cant record my stuffs in my fone
i dun have an alarm( but heng got old fone)
no games
no internet
no nothing
ah!

this trip to kuching n genting felt damn long
prob cos of the lack of communication to the rest of the world..
haha
n thanks to the ppl who lent me their fones.. or help me pass msges.. or replied my fb n email mesages.. n wadsoever
xie lo!

now its time to get a sim card asap. so at least can use my old fone for now..
till i get richer n buy back my iphone3Gs...

hopefully the person returns
if not
..
I"LL CURSE U ! asshole who stole my fone!
hope u die from radiation
ok..
thatz abit too evil
.. hope u kip tripping over nothing n fall down! HURRRRRRR!!! assssss



gg to kuching with dok dok later!! .. finally had a lil spare time to search for stuffs to do in kuching =)


once touch down. i'll rush to marina bay promenade to perform with nus band! .. hope dun gabra.. n hope no flight delays.. n den! i'll go genting with lg n family n colleagues!!! shall go draw a nice caricature this time!!! hahah!! n nua ard n relax~ yey yeys!! jumps ard!


finally.. HOLIDAYS..
i feel so tired n still having body aches from yest..
just downed another flu pill n panadol.. n drinking loads of water!
hope wunt fall sick n hope my mens will like delay till end of genting! *prays hard*
so sleeepy now..
but finally!
travelling time!
getaway



hai pai tian xin is realli nice!
i have been watching for consecutive 11 hours
n have been crying n crying n crying....
n crying...
n still crying...
itz 5.25am! first time i watched so many episodes in a go.
must b mad.

aniwae. todae's anita's graduation =)
i hope it'll b a great n happy n memorable one for u my dear lp! =)

n den.welcome to nie!

Music and Lyrics soundtrack lyrics -- Dance With Me Tonight .. Hugh Grant

It's been so long Since I've known right from wrong Got no choice Sometimes I just sit down and sob Wondering if anything will go right Oh will you dance with me tonight? When the Sunday nights I feel a hole down in my heart Put on some shoes Come down here And listen to the blues Wondering if anything will go right Oh will you dance with me tonight? I'm looking at you, you're looking at me We're the only two off the dance floor Do you see what I see? Two long goodbyes Working in harmony I'd make for a decent time So get up and dance with me I know that it seems that the grass will grow Better on the other side of the barbwire fence But that other side is not in sight So I'm fine with what I have now If you'll dance with me tonight What's the point of life if risk is just a board game? You roll the dice but you're just hoping that the rules change What's the point if you can't bring yourself to say The things you want to say Like dance with my tonight music n lyrics song.. nice.. its not sae a v exciting or like wa! show.. but its just.. subtly .. nice? haha.. n the songs .. tho some quite cheesy.. but lyrics r not bad! haha Music and Lyrics soundtrack lyrics -- Way Back Into Love .. Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end oh, oh, oh There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end oh, oh, oh

the day i ate prawn mee without prawn. but i got fishball noodle de liao4 + tau gay n kangkong !so happy. ate it at 630am at queenstown mrt coffeeshop! my fav loner hang out place.
lg's cool cone shirt.!! haha! just nice got cone there also! hahaha!!! monkey like to scratch head.. hhaha!
i wan to go leiiii.....

my lovely ramekins!! haven used them yet. but they r so pretty !!!! ah!!!! =)=)

cant wait to bake
i realized. to bake. i nid to have a constant supply of butter in the fridge.!
n .. cooking or frying egg with butter actually taste nicer den put oil lo.. haha!
more xiang! n more xian! lol!



just came back from a jog
didnt run v fast or anything
just at a pace whereby i was tired
but able to inch forward each step without slowing down

many things flashed passed..
was thinking about my dream just now..
i actually dreamt of my pri sch frens.. with their faces clear!
n my pri sch compound..
everything was coloured n darn clear..
dunno y..
but its not i like i consciously or subconsciously thought of my sch or pri sch frens..
weird to the max..

n den.. .
i tot of.
how life seemed like a run
not a race... at least not for me
cos .. in a race. we have opponents.. n we have an end in mind
we know if we pass these ppl. n if we reach the finish line b4 them
we win

but. to me
my life has no ends.. no ends as of now.. no fixed and absolute unwavering ideals
(other den my lil dream of opening a realli nice bakery.. whereby we sell all kinds of cakes.. pastries.. drinks.. tea gao! bubble tea.. some simple light courses.. with a lil stage whereby i can invite frens like yiting to sing sometime at nite.. or yongan to do a xiang sheng. or have a eupho ensemble with my section mates.. or sth)
ok. back to topic.
when i run
i dunno how far i can run
i dunno for how long can i sustain my body to breathe .. to not give up
life looks like a breeze.
other ppl's relationships look like a breeze
everyone just seems to b having a better time den u
the grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side

but if we r calm
n tink about it
wads so bad about our own lives..
just becos others dun talk about the bad sides of their lives does not equate to them not having one
when we run. we feel drained .. we feel tired.. we feel a stitch coming..
some of us stop. n give up
some of us complain but continue
n some of us just take it as a challenge n push themselves forward
everyone gets on with life
just in different ways. no rights. no wrongs.
sometimes we nv know just wad exactly goes on in the minds of everyone ard us
no mater how much soci or psycho ppl can analyse and deduce. nothing's an absolute.

some of us sprint
rushing for the end
some of us walk and talk
tinking thru life
some of us jog
whereby u have ample time to talk.
to capture the beautiful scenery in life. n yet. kip moving on

life's a jog
i wanna kip running.. ...
at my own pace
with myself as the opponent
not my friends. cos friends accompany u thru life
not challenge.
not my family
cos family is always there even if u stop u sprint u run u jog u die u faint or wadeva

just with myself
cos one onli knows their own limits n their own thoughts n their own feeelings crystal clear.

pao ba hai zi .. run!




rena is hilarious! she tinks these sweets. tho they taste nice hor. they r gross
cos they r shaped like condoms.. n ..


she say the name of the sweets is like tetines.. sounds like testicles.. HAHHA!!! n den i burst into fits of laughter! its hilarious..
she sae no wonder ang mohs r more open! HAHAHAHAHA!


so proud of myself yest. while watching casper. i spotted a stupid mosqito flying. den i anihow PIAK! .. den first piak. n i killed it.. i didnt even aim. hahah!


my dwarf hammy is damn cute. it fell aslp on the ladder to its house.. n yest. i spotted it falling aslp on the ladder again.. haha!!!

traumatised by guys.
my two good frens have decided to become les partners. HAHAHA ..




" there r zombies on my lawn... lalalala" sings marie n rena.. ! lol

o tom. is day one of testing lomo day.. since joe has a new toy the olympus pen. he no longer needs the lomo.. haha! so.. its my turn.. yeys! jumps ard..



so wan to blog
but at a lost for words
bleh.





trying to upload pics on fb
but its like hanging n hanging
aiyerr

it kips raining n makes me so sian
ahhh

watching san ge nu ren yi ge bao
watching how couples quarrel..
over diff ideas.. diff hopes. diff priorities, over other men/women, over miscommunications..

wondering..
will every couple take that route?

damn sian damn sian
shall so some productive stufs n stop wasting my youth! Haha





woke up
having aches all over my body
dunno y..
cant b the jog yest cos.. usually i dun ache after jogging..
plus it was my back. my stomach .. my butt that was aching...
like muscle ache..
maybe i exercised a lot in my dreams.. haha

went to eat my fav cai peng again at 429 with my mum..
she likes the wtm there n i like the cp. n its near our house! hah
ok. even my arms are aching when im typing.. damn weird

aniwaes.. went to anita's house..
n the main agenda was . to bake.
but we ended up like shopping at daiso for non baking stuffs.
wearing our lace tops tog
blasting music..
n we spent as lil effort on baking as we could.. n we ended up with a lousy shit butter cake.. which taste like.. FA KUEY again. but.. not as nice.. cos i tink we got the procedure wrong. n we had no electric beater. n we were just tau huey without syrup lazy!

n i happily slpt on her bed for two hours! great slpp.. cos it was a new bed n my whole body was aching. . n after getting wet in the rain.. it was nice to just slp like a pig
thanks anita! for not xian-ing that i kenna rain n im not like super clean!
but quite la.. haha

o n we met joan for dinner at anita's papa's zichar stall
n her dad was so sweet
he treated us ..
n we were so shit
we wanted to go bp to buy a cake for him to eat. but we PLAIN FORGOT omg.
wang en fu yi.. haha

aniwaes. great nua-ing relaxing n luffing day with two old frens..
yawns.

still wondering y im aching..