ah! another like 10 hours n i'll be like boarding the plane or somewhere inside the departure hall le
have been so so busy with band till i got so lil time to meet ppl
glad i met my dear bf, rena n anitar n my 78 click b4 leaving for holland =)

v excited bout gg to holland.. n france.. n czech etc
nv go b4
dunno wad to expect.. ok. france got la. but it was so long ago
plus.. somehow im v excited bout band trips!
cos the last one to australia was realli great!!!
can surely sae that aust brisbane trip in j1 was the BEST TIMES in sajc

ah. but i know this trip clashed with a lot of stuffs n days i wanna be with my bf
but... he nv complained. nv niamed at me.. nv band band band! haha!(rena chan??)
dun worry lou gong! i'll b back in like 2 weeks!
n got xh with u !
im bringing our pic in my wallet there!!!
thankz for everything yest for my bdae!!!! im super super super happy n touched!
even my mum said u r so cute! lol!!!

miss me ppl! lol
doubt i'll call or anithing. but if can. i'll blog! or go facebook to drop u guys a msg!!
n sms .. =)
muakz muakz to everyone! yey!




i love my new swatch watch. my first one ever ever ever!! n itz SO SO CUTE!! monster! n greeeen!! =)


=) the two cute ppl who celebrated with me todae! =) n made me v v v v v happy


OMG! my first ICE CREAM CAKE!!.. from island creamery =) thankz lou gong!!!! tink itz my nicest cake ever!! normally my cakes r like. prima deli.. .. love all the bright colours.. happy happy.. didnt expect a cake!!!


xh n my flowers from bf! =)



had a great great GREAT day today with bf
who celebrated bdae with me
brot me to many places
gave me not one but a few surprises!
i tot he gave me flowers onli
den he gave me a whole cake!!
n den! he gave me a swatch watch! his gloves. his windbreaker for me to bring to holland =)
n a lovely card made with love=)
happy happy
thank u bf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



hello ppl!
just for ur information
in case nice ppl wanna go airport n fetch me hahah!!
or send me off..

im flying off tomorrow from singapore to AMSTERDAM!
27july. flight no. KL838. departure 2250
going to be at kerkrade . college Rolduc Holz =)
so u guys wunt b seeing me till 10 aug i suppose

flight BACK TO SINGAPORE
will be on 9th aug. flight no. KL837
plane leaving amsterdamn at 2130.(amsterdam time)
n reach spore approx 3.55pm? u guys can go check out teletext.. to know exact timing cos sometimes got delays etc



v tiring day todae
went to bukit batok to meet ting ma zy n yanzhang
ate at mayim
den went to queensway to get ting ma n yz' bag
den went to ikea to eat hot dog n ice cream
den went to lavendar army market. n i bot a nice cute black bag for $4.50 n heard auntie niam for damn long
den went to holland v essential brew to meet my spas 78clique to celebrate bert n my bdae..
ate a lot of tea related stuff

finally back home
tom. another bz day.
packing
gg to see got zy's string. den buy contacts den go imm buy stuffs. den go je meet anita give her her bdae gift den go alujnied to collect my instru from repair. den have dinner den go to ntu for band prac
n maybe meeting bf!!! cos he finally finishing reservist!!! =) =) =) =)


yawnz.!



grey emo days seem to be looming around at this time
to the extent that the dreaded and pracs n sectionals actually seem to be the things im looking forward to

my grandpa passed away. n i didnt get to seee him for that last time b4 the make up ppl made him look not cute n not like him. :(

lou gong is having reservist this week.. :(

im irritated with stupid aunt.whom i feel like slapping. VERY MUCH. :(

things b/w my mum n dad doesnt seem to get ani better. in fact. deep in me. i feel that itz getting worse. n somehow. being a child . being the one who is not supposed to get involved is realli heart wrenching cos.. like the saying cos. shou bei shi rou. shou xin ye shi rou. one is my dad. one is my mum.

i feeel realli tired now. gotta be up real early tom for the cremation... haiz.. goodbye yeye.
tho i was nv extremely close to u . but somehow .. i do have memories of u .. how u called me big fat pig in twochew. etc. how u alwaez loves stout. durians. orh ni. these lil things. i will kip them witth me in my heart.

i hope all these unhappy feelings will be gone by this week. cos itz realli sickening..
i alwaez tell ppl how being unhappy or angry isnt worth it. cs u r wasting energy doing so
maybe sometimes itz easier said than done.

everyone may smile n be happy
but behind that smile. they too may have tons of worries n unhappiness.
itz just how u face life
i guess.












little heartfelt thankz to yogi susu for being so nice buying me cakes from cedele.. think tese few cakes would have cost quite a bit.. tho itz weird having ppl sing happy bdae to u during a funeral wake.. but still.
a part of me was happy. at least this bdae.. my grandpa was there.
weird i know. but. o well.
i felt touched. thankz!!!



sometimes life isnt as perfect as the naive ones like to believe
ppl like me
believing that everything will b ok..
in many cases. things just arent how u wan them to turn out to be
the jigsaw pieces of life may just not fit perfectly tog as how we would like them to

is it realli true bout the chinese saying
ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mie
this is the saying which i truly detest the most
u dun live life for urself. no one can survive without others
others as frenz. not treating them stepping stones when u nid them
not money lenders when u r in debt. .
instead
i tot life was bout giving
giving to others wad u love the most
even if u suffer in the end
life's bittersweet.




wa! v v tired
yest cycled with bf from ecp to changi village n back
in the hot sun! heng bf got shades .. if not i tink i'll be blinded by the sun..
after cycling n having a big butt n leg ache
i went to play badminton todae
i tink i onli stayed at home for less den an hour todae(minus the time i slpt)
met joan in the morn.. den rushed home. changed
n went to play badminton for 2 hours
den went home bathed
den eat n go for band

"TIRED!!!" marie screams.

now .. tinking bout holland trip getting more excited but yet more irritated
excited cos.. HOLLAND!! ah!
irritated cos
i realli realli realli HATE packing
yes. i HATE packing
i tink somehow itz much easier for a guy to pack den for girls.
somehow. i dunno why!
hurr!



RED RED HOTHOT!
RED= hong
hong=weihong
weihong=> xiao hong!

haha!had a great great n tiring day todae!!
finally after so long.. bf n i went to ECP to cycle!
yey yey!
nearly died ok! we cycled for 3 hours whole
from ecp to changi village. n back
sunburnt! im emitting heat!! even bf turned red

after that bathed n went to the pet farm!
puppies kittens all were super cute
too bad no photography allowed in there
but still
as i alwaez believe
the beauty that one's eyes can capture can never be duplicated by the lens of the camera

after seeing cute lil animals
went over to alexandra road
drove on the road for damn long
cos missed turn
den missed u turn
den gps v luan! hahaha!!!!
n finally reached!!
n omg!!! anchor point has realli realli cute syrian hamsters! realli cute!!! cute to the max!!! so tempted to bring one home that instant. but cannot. must ren till after holland


oooo
bf n i both bot new pairs of sneakers todae!
same price eh
go buy 4D 9797
so happy
got 30% off!! n itz like the shoes we like! lalalalalala
one day wear out tog n take photo! =)

tired n burnt day
but happy!
should have gone to watch ice age 3. maybe we'll feel colder instead of emitting heat now..
lol

HAPPY!



yawnz
slept a lot a lot todae!
tink i woke up for less den 5 hours?

been reaching home rather late lately
sectionals. band sectionals band..
but ok la. at least it has been quite enjoyable
not like stern faces. irritated ppl. niaming..
heng eupho section tuba section are rather crappy n nice

quite excited bout holland
i dunno anithing bout the place
or the places that we r going
i have totally no idea wad to and wad not to bring either cos i didnt go for ani briefing
lost-ed!
the last band trip to aust was like one of the best trips in my life!
hopefully this will be too!!!!

to my dear bf
dun worry! u wunt be so sian in spore!!
i'll be omni present! lol..
=)

bet rena will miss me! no one to irritate!



ah! look at the diff.. now i know wad's called BIG car n wadz called small car! hahahha!! n their cars r like sticker books with tons of decals n stickers ( which i used to not like) but amazingly. the more u see. the more u like it! hahah!!


on mount ophir! the beautiful velvety trees.. love them! without them. mount ophir wont look that.. waaaaaa!


what do i see when i peeer out of our tent.. haha!!! shrubs. plants.. CLOUDS!!!!


BBQ! nice food. nice company. beer.. etc etc.. n .. there was lots of warmth from the pit.. haha! be it ppl or be it from the fire! haha!!


new frenz we made.. all started from eating with them. they r like damn cool lor. best frenz! since studying times.. now they r like 30 plus 40?
rena rena! we r gg to travel tog too! like them! hahaha! they studied overseas tog. travel tog. etc. so cool!

the realli nice husband n his jap wife! i tink he is one of the few guys wh truly truly love his wife just the way she is.. nv ask her to do things she dun wan. alwaez giving up like his seat or his food or drink for her! damn nice husband!!! james quek quek quek


the lovely trip ended with lovely fruits.. called the DURIAN ! hahaha! slurps... not just durian. is durian buffet! hahaha! goodwood park 2 lol

yum! so nice. eat eat eat
eat until wan to puke. haha!



MOUNT OPHIR!
1000m above sea level!
strong winds
misty clouds
beautiful n astonishingly stunning scenery
colourful tents pitched in between the trees
great great GREAT food n ppl
with many big n brightly stickered-up SUVs surrounding the vicinity like some guardians of our camp site
beer. meat. bananas. curry puffs. drinks. wine. teh tarik. n tons of food to eat
music blasting from the cars

had fun =)
mount ophir rocks my socks!





at the nice n cheap nasi lemak place.. their hang herr is as nice tooo!!!! so is the sotong =) moon was nice big n round!



rena chan in her new shirt bot from FOS .. cos she wore a HOLE-y shirt to jb to prevent being robbed! hahahahaha!!!!!!!



sing along at the cheap kbox! lol. itz realli cheap lar! 3 of us..
total.. 8 ringgit for one hour! ah! n they had my fav song! shou shou de!! n bf sang so cutely!! ah! hahahaha!


bowling pros.. haa!! all kinds of stupid happen.. i threw the ball in when the gate thing haven open.. den rena apparently dropped a the bowling ball on the floor.. hha!! so.. onli got ONE bowling pro.. haha!


while the bowling pro n enthusiast was busy playing.. hahaha!


MAN U FAN! see what i mean.. haha!! so happy! just nice he was wearing red too! n the wall was red!

after sports.. hha! we did archery.. pool.. n bowling! the indoor sports..


when we first arrived at city sq.. excited boy with his ice cream. like a little kid liddat. . so happy!! u see!! hahaha!




we waited at his void deck for like an hour plus.. n ppl from the east like ck n yongan came.. n guess wad.. zy went up by another lift!!!! omg.. haha! nearly fainted..
ah! the choc banana cake was damn good! .. serious!!! super nice! but i was so full i onli ate a few mouthfuls.. we had like 3/4 of the cake left for zy n his family.. =)



the bdae boy who is 22 years old le.. OLD


ah! the pretty cake. it was plain choc cake.. with nothing.. n the person just like took up the crema thing n started writing o-so-beautifully!!! one day i'll bake a cake as beautiful n as tasty for bf to eat!! haha! i'll write nice things on it ! a poem! hahah =)
happy 22nd bdae zy!!! hope u enjoyed urself tho u were sick.. lol..




worked todae
den went to NUH to visit yeye..
sad to sae.. he doesnt have much time left
when i went there.. he was just sleeping
no matter how i call him.. he just continued to slp n breathe heavily. doc said his kidneys are failing him alreadi n asked us to prepare for the worst.. :(
haiz.
even tho im not say super close to him
but i daresay he has been part of my life.. during cnys.. during family dinners( his loud yelping n grunting n constantly goin toilet) his shiny balding head which i like to touch n irritate him
how he ADORES stout.. durians... orh ni.. his all time favs..
n now. he doesnt even wan to eat anithing or even drink his fav stout..


sometimes in life
we tend not to treasure the ppl ard us as we simply take them for granted
assuming that they r gg to be there always.. assuming nothing's gg to change
but .. life's unpredictable
and
the only thing that is constant in life is change..
like wad anita said in her blog.. when MJ was alive he was called lots of names that werent pleasing to the ears.... involved in tons of rumour. n when is he gone.
everyone laments for the loss of the king of pop.. even channel 5 is like showing a 48 memorial thing.. mtv channels playing MJ's songs constantly...
weird how this world works

so like..
must i die b4 ppl learn to appreciate me?
or must ppl ard me die b4 i learn to recognise their importance n significance in my life?
i hope not...

aniwae.. fatigue seems to be overwhelming me?
i dunno.. working.. band.. .. n tuition taking turns..
luckily i still have like little escapades to malaysia
if not.. i tink i'll just lay on my bed n slp all day n whine
cos i have no idea why i feel like my body is saying
"MARIE!!! im tired le.. even tho i slp a lot.. but wo lei le! help me help me!"





MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA!
me n wh .. r going malaysia 3 times within these 1-2 weeks
n rena chan chan went twice
omg la
haha
cant believe we kip gg malaysia
this is wad happens when u dun realli haev much money
but at least there was good company
too tired to post pics
but
todae's trip was somewhat v diff
nothing much was planned.
but everything went well.. at a realli relaxed pace..
nice=)
tink todae's jb trip like more relaxing that our supposed relaxing n enjoyment trip in lkw..
haha!!
cos in lkw. we had so mani things to eat to do n places to go
haha!
im exhausted
itz like work. band. malaysia. work band malaysia..
faintz.
tired lo!
NITENITE!



haha! realized life has been so bz even after langkawi trip. ok. or even during!
supposed to go there relax.. but we ended up rushing here n there. exploring as many places as we can.
n spa.. wasnt that great for me. cos i felt molested! hahaha! n in pain
but facial was good! hahaha!!!
rena likes spa ( she likes pain n being molested.. so pain lar! the way the person presses into ur muscles. omg. faintz)


BTW.
below are my two fav shots from lkw
i realized itz pointless to put animore of the photos here. cos
tho im damn slow n lazy. i'll upload ALL the lkw photos.. minus those that rena specified NOT to..

so.. fav pic of me n of rena! =)

harlo! this is smiggles look a like. v cute rabbit.. gentle n nice!! im gg to carry it home!



rena is SO GOING TO KILL ME for this
but. o well
i chose my two fav photos from the trip
n itz these two
be glad i didnt post the one i took b4 this ok!
i NEARLY did! hahaha

i shall copy rena n do some thoughts bout the lkw trip
overall i tink itz rather fun
tho whenever i tink of how much i spent. i feel like strangling myself
but at least we tried lots of diff stuffs there!
stuffs= food, DRIVING!, snorkelling, full body spa etc
plus itz another trip with my most irritating fren. but yet. the onli fren i can talk so much to..n who doesnt ask me to shut up( ok she does).. but at least i can just b my thrashy self.. haha!

lkw is a nice place to go to!
so ppl.. if u guys r free n looking for a laid back place to relax. go there!!
ppl there r v relaxed one..
n nice. esp to tourists!! realli
without bargaining. they cut their prices to the lowest for u
n even the policeman greeted me good morning! haha

dun judge a book by itz cover
most of the ppl there look like they wan to cheat u
or rob u
but rest assured
.. maj r rather nice
itz not their fault they were born to look like dubious ppl who tries to cheat tourists.. haha!
ok la. im tired!
time to end my entry! cos tom is another journey.
i mean..
later =)





back from langkawi!!!
the place is HOT! nice! laid back
n
erm
NICE TO DRIVE ARD!
muahahha

super tired now
thank god after eating charcoal pill the nite b4 gg langkawi.
i felt much better
den 1st day nv stand too much in the sun or do too many things in case i fall sick
2nd day went snorkelling!
shopping. kuah! etc etc! driving down roads that r NOT lighted up at all... exciting
3rd day enjoyed ourselves doing stupid stuffs.. going out.. n our pakistani frenz treated us dinner! so nice! to tink i tot they were dubious creatures! lol
4th day was spent eating nice northern indian food
driving ard to waste our petrol .. n rena tried to drift! HAHA!

dead beat now
rushed for band prac from the airport.. if not ill miss a lot of pracs.. n feel damn bad
den after band met bf! ate dinnerrrr at imm.. n we went to kranji! =)
yawnz
tired le
too lazy to post pics.. nitenite!



red is a ji li de colour
so im gg to blog in red
lol.
hahaha!!!!
in terminal 1 now
yey!
bf n mummy came to send us off!
n i feel tons better..
hope my tummy doesnt hurt for no reason again! =)

going to go soon...
miss me! yey! haahhaa!!

anita dun sian
we'll be back soon with flowers for u!!
n long nice skirts for u to wear to work
so they wunt niam at u animore!!!!!!

bf!
ah! i'll missss u !! =)
ah! gtg gtg
byebye! see u guys in a few day's time!